
His straight view. A firm shoulder line. The width of the back that is in front of me. He stepped ahead of me slowly.
Dissolving my thoughts that echoed in the corner of my mind. As I walked, I was confused by what was on the man's mind that pulled my heart down.
He was not angry, but he was not happy either. Did I do anything else?
Things I can do..., “Kak Fares?”
“Ya?”
“Rasyi apologies.”
Eh? Brother Fares stop?
He looked at me until he had to turn around, “Why Rasyi apologized?”
“Kakak... angry right?”
Even though I don't know why. I mean, Brother Fares always looks like he's angry even if he's not. Just like now. I was confused as to what.
“Sister is not angry,” Fares pats my head, “Why is sister angry?”
“Soalya, brother immediately bring Rasyi home..,” as if I shouldn't be here and don't be here.
“Itu⏤”
Fares?
Why does he look surprised? No, now he's confused. Seriously thinking of something?
“Kak?”
“No, that, brother already said. Brother's wound is still⏤”
Cell phone voice? It wasn't Fares' usual ringtone call. Online or something?
Brother Fares appeared to pull out his phone, “Wait a minute,” he checked something on his phone.
What's up, huh? He seemed to be regretting something.
“That's why?” kepo again and again.
“Free notice deadline,” he enter again his phone, “Admitted. Yuk home.”
“Indeed sister is done?”
“Not yet. You can finish it before the deadline.”
“When is the deadline?”
“Indeed why?”
“Indeed Rasyi can not know?”
Fares opened his eyes in surprise. But already laughing, “Heheh, how to talk Rasyi already kayak uncle Rizki.”
Oh? Really~? “I would appreciate it if you save time by not switching the subject.”
He's still laughing, “Sore's.”
“And, are you done?”
“Lumayan far anyway.”
Oho! “Then, finish first here. There is a nice cafe here to do the work. Rasyi can wait.”
“See who switched the conversation now,” Fares is still smiling, “We go home, Ras.”
“From here to home away!”
“Pak Darma is waiting.”
“For your information, his son's house Pak Darma is near here too.”
“Rasyi...”.
It always ends with gently reprimanding me like that. But I was trying hard on my head. I have to force. I'll try a little more.
There were many reasons that could have triggered Brother Fares to gently drive me away.
One of them..., “ini Rasyi problem can not go outside the house, yes?”
“What? No. gabe. If Rasyi wants to go for a walk, brother can not be banned.”
Possible next reason..., “There is something wrong until Rasyi has to hide again?”
“Rasyi think what the hell? There aren't. Everything is in order.”
“This is because Rasyi was following Vian? Rasyi apologise.”
“Rasyi should apologize to Vian. No need to sister.”
“So, no one bans Rasyi from traveling to the mall?”
Fares smiling confused, “Nothing.”
Nothing's stopping me dong now! “Then Rasyi wants to go for a walk now~!”
“Rasyi...”.
Duh, “Please... Rasyi was silent in front of her brother. Do nothing. Except eat snacks.”
Let's be honest, “I like to go out with brother.”
His eyes were straight at me.
“But... Rasyi has troubled brother a lot. Rasyi thought that if Kak Fares interracial Rasyi, the duty of the brother was even disturbing the same Rasyi.”
How yes? Sounds like... I'm looking for an excuse?
Never mind, “Rasyi is not forced anymore. Rasyi just want to go out with brother. If you still can't, Rasyi listen to kok.”
Learning has been presented in a cruel way. There was a time when I had to pull my head hard. Don't hurt Fares again.
I think it's time to go home like a submissive woman.
“Yes, yes already,” Fares hand held me? “But long time ago.”
Really? Really want Fares?!
The hand I made sure it didn't come off with both hands. Tracing every memory of my experience in the mall so far. A place that is sometimes suitable for Fares college work.
Oh. I knew!
“How are you there, brother? There you can grab a table on the balcony. This clock must have had the wind. Want?”
Fares smile, “Iya, want.”
Walk first while holding my hand. His entire arm was already attached with the embrace of both of my hands. Loaded by the hum of my senator, I directed our steps to a cafe that often me and papa stopped by.
“Hopefully there is still,” I have entered the cafe with Fares and intend to take a seat first, “There!”
Favorite spot. He was not the closest to the balcony. Except in the corner of the glass window and the seller's tread separation fence. Because at that end, his seat was a two-person sofa on one side. So Fares can be more comfortable sitting there.
I took Fares's hand and let him take the seat he liked.
“Rasyi order food first. Brother just sit first there.”
I leave happily. Fulfill one slot in the queue. By occasionally paying attention to the glass window that directly led to this man.
Such a thing can be said of progress, right? Although she was disrespectfully showing off her stubbornness, I managed to persuade her with what we both agreed to.
I did not feel the eyes that were still focused on the window glass, had caught me at the beginning of the queue.
Reluctant to spend time, I chose to ask for a menu of recommendations. Definitely with coffee and his companion for brother Fares and the deadline of the chasing task.
I went back to the table with a long receipt. Fares was busy with his laptop.
It'll probably be a long time. Like waiting for a taxi. But this time the taxi was in front of me. And seeing his eyes focus like that made me flutter.
No. I thought I fell in love with this watermelon in the depths of my heart.
Hihahi.
“Kakak already told Mr. Darma to pick up in two hours. No papa, right?”
Hm? “Kan indeed Rasyi asked,” I smiled to myself, “Udah. Focus on nugas~”
I admit, sitting quietly like this is not my style. But I don't want to even say a single word. Fares is a great student. What happens if there is an empty value because it is a minute late.
“Please order,” waa~! My ice cream is coming!
“Thanks~”
Ice cream in a large bowl with all sorts of additional models that complement. Wafer, fresh bread pieces, even fruit.
Oh yea. I make sure the coffee and fruit pie that looks good have been perched not far from the potion.
I guess I'll just enjoy where this ice cream leads to my appreciation. Get into my mouth and melt you to comfort my bored heart!
Kyaaa~! Delicious though never disappoint!
But I can't help but look at this man. The point of his eyes that let his face dim was expressionless. Put me into a sweet daydream just by admiring it. A dilemma with only a desk visibility.
The sweet tickle of this dessert is getting sweeter. What surprised me extra did not make me tired.
Looks like I found something that could take up time~
“Rasyi, if you continue to see your brother, you will be disturbed,” he had a smile even though his eyes are still on the screen.
I don't think it's gonna take up time.
“Sorry.”
I turned to look outside the balcony.
“Rasyi soon no anniv closure right?”
Hm? “Iya, next month,” I don't think Brother Fares wants to talk in the middle of his job. Oho! “Sister Fares wants to come? Papa was also invited because the donor loh~”
He's staring. Only with the movement of his two eyes without moving his head. But he smiled.
“Kakak invited nih?”
I also smiled, “Who wants to evict big brother even though brother is not invited~ Hihihi!”
He chuckles, “Later brother sempatin.”
“Appointments yes~”
Looks like I'll wait for the h-day and hope to quickly come~