I Choose You!
#95 Fear of Return
“Company me to the canteen huh?” I started to clean my desk.
In spirit, Firna is finally ready to take off her busy school day, “Pas. I'm thirsty!”
My body was firmly in front of the table with her ready. Even though I let one person pass by my desk. Aaron, pass by like a stranger.
I just sighed.
“We while eating huh?” Firna preceded my move.
Well. School doesn't have to go home right away, right? No one said we should go home at the hour, because even the school library is always open until evening comes.
We ate in the cafeteria. Long joking with each other, no matter the stall that left us.
It seems that we are not the only ones who think that way.
“They are often outside the fence right?” Firna whispered.
Aye! They are a group of thugs who are often seen outside the school. Now they're wearing uniforms? That's the school next door. Why did they come in here?
“Rasyi, back yuk...,” Firna seems uncomfortable with the situation.
Nodding I agreed. There's no reason for us to stay here. These people want to do what is none of our business.
Heh?
“Harun?” I realized, it's Aaron.
I didn't expect to see him, among these strange people.
One of them spoke, “Who?”
“Friends in class,” Aaron answered calmly.
Why did Aaron gather with these ferocious people?
It feels uncomfortable, “Aaron Introduction?”
His face looks unhappy, “Verythers doang.” school
L-rare this?!
Tu, wait!
Immediately I approached Aaron who was standing among these five to six adults. Forcibly grabbing Aaron's right hand which was holding something.
I can't believe what I saw, “You're smoking?!”
“Try,” he sounds really cold.
Trying it?! Just be right!!
Immediately I pulled the deadly bar and threw it on the floor. Stamped on him to death.
“Do not continue!” I pull his hand. It must be because of the environment of these people! “Come, Harun⏤Aaa!!”
It hurts!
Aaron pulled my hand back? But very hard! Until I felt like my hand wound was back.
Aaron's face is not unusual anymore, “Sini, you.”
“Aaaa!” lt hurts! My hair! Why is he pulling me like this?!
The loud pull sent me crashing to the cafeteria floor. My legs were folded, sitting down, while my left hand was still holding. Hair, knees, wrists. All my body hurts.
Even my breathlessness is back too?
“Rasyi!” firna's voice sounded panicked.
“Hey, hey! Don't first. Quiet.”
Firna replied again, “Don't hold-hold!!”
“Heh, you will be battered by Aaron if you deketin!”
“Harun, her chick loh⏤”
“Don't follow,” Aaron's voice feels cooler. Even though his hands are tidying my hair? “So I can't come here because of me, right? Brother should follow what I want. Reply, where?”
“Damn it! Your cousin's sister doesn't know herself, how is it?!”
I look at these people. Can't think clearly about the situation. All I could see, they were panicking.
“We're here just to collect doang. Thanks for letting us in. But why did you set it up?”
Aaron sounds deplorable, “Didn't want to be horrified, huh? How else...? Children from across the school are brainless like this.”
“What did you say?!”
“Already! Don't fishing!”
“Aaa!!” my hand hurts again!
Aaron's grip, it's getting tighter.
Aaron, what happened to him? How is the mind in his head? Don't understand me at all.
I'm scared, “Let go. Lepasins... Aaron,” I'm scared.
I felt the movement from Aaron even though I didn't want to look at him. Aaron squatting next to my left⏤aaa. Heat... Hot cheeks....
He slapped my cheek?
“Rasyi, quiet. Yes?” a soft voice sounded like a threat piercing my lungs.
Breathe, Rasyi. Breathe out!
(“Now my grandson created this!”)
Nah! Don't remember!
“Harun!” sound Firna, “Please Rasyi now!”
“Whispering!” Aaron immediately pulled my hand again until I could stand up.
Be ill.
(“Cucuku insert recorder!”)
(“He brought to punish his grandfather!”)
Please stop...
Aaron drew me closer to him, “Don't be brave in front of me, Rasyi.”
(“You still dare in front of me huh?”)
Brash brains! Don't give back those memories!
“Cute!!” Aaron yelling.
I felt a tighter pull. Aaron took me walking away. My whole body seemed to have complied to not dare in front of him. Even my voice disappeared.
“Rasyi! Basic aaron! Release Rasyi!”
“Call silent first!”
(“Whispering!”)
“Our, Anwar! We will be wronged again!”
“Cih! Aaron, where are you going?! Back!”
(“Rasyiqa, babe~”)
(“I don't like it.”)
(“Sit!”)
(“Rasyiqa!”)
(“Listen to grandpa, okay?”)
Papa's... I'mscared....
BRUK!!
What is that sound...?
“Sialan⏤”
“Stay there, Aaron.”
Who's....
Warm? Someone hugging me?
I could feel my breathing starting to normal as the voices disappeared from my head. I told myself to see who hugged me.
Aaa....
The swift drops of my tears were poured out by the warm embrace. Vibrating, relieved.
“Kak Fares...!”
Gentle elusan in my head with her calm voice, “Iya. It's sister. No papa. Rasyi not papa.”
Mercifully.
Mercifully.
Mercifully.
“Rasyi, come back here!” that's Aaron's hoarse voice!
“Common, keep quiet on it,” Fares voice sounds cooler, “Vian. Please hold Rasyi first.”
I could see Fares smiling after he let go of my embrace. No matter how much I didn't want to take off his arms, Fares' strong guidance landed my hand on Vian's.
“You want to say Firna, huh?!” A saga? Yells.
Since when were there Vian and Saga here?
“No.”
Firna ran towards us after they raised her hand from Firna. He'd rather approach me than examine himself.
“Rasyi,” he held my face.
“We wait for doctor Rizki. It should still be otw,” Vian is still holding my shoulder.
Papa's? To here?
“You still want to stay here?” I realized Fares was still facing those people.
“Iya, OSIS~ chairman We came out~” mocking tone really describe his displeasure.
“I don't think. You guys tell Aaron that,” Fares sounds angry?
Aaa! Why are they pulling Fares' collar?!
“Denger yes, deaf! We have nothing to do with your conflict! Are we babysitters?”
“About brilliant boy, can you please?”
“The most beaten also he cried!”
Nay!
“Sister Fares!” I gotta do something!
“Rasyi, brother Fares can be alone,” Vian held back my movements.
But⏤
“Gaaah!!”
The stranger, even in pain?
Seen, Brother Fares gripped and turned this man's hand to the limit of his joint ability. Brother Fares is that strong? The person he was facing was much bigger.
“You started?” Fares replied to their words.
“Iya! Sorry sorry! Damn, my hand!!”
Fares took off his hand and snapped at him until he almost fell. A cold sweat appeared out from the ferocious face of this stranger.
“Damn it!”
“Udah! You tried to hit Faresta, you who ran out,” him, which is said to be Aaron's cousin right?
“Anwar!”
“Six to one, Faresta will win, fool!”
These strangers didn't move, didn't say anything. Until one by one they leave.
Including this Anwar.
“Anwar, go to Aldi's uncle's house,” Fares stop this man's step.
“Iya, sis, understand,” Anwar is looking at Aaron who is still frozen in his place, “Run Aaron, sorry yes, I have to tell your order.”
Aaron again looked angry, “Awas you⏤!”
“No evasive!” Fares jerked faster? “Just be quiet. Understand?!”
I understand why Aaron seems depressed like that. Even though I wasn't the one being scolded, I felt the heavy air on its own.
“Well, bye,” Anwar go leave us.
This silence is very uncomfortable. This lingering fear of strength did not let my body stop shaking.
However, all my energy seems to be running out. Even to talk.
Smile Fares approaching like to calm me, “Rasyi wait papa here ya?” his gaze returned cold as he turned, “We're leaving now, Aaron.”
Unwilling to answer, Aaron only returned another cold gaze.
“Harun!”
Another staggering voice from Fares. Aaron's tense shoulders were finally willing to comply to get closer.
However, Fares' hand managed to hold me.
“Rasyi no papa. Saga can defend itself. Dad's gonna be here too. There's no need to be afraid. Wait a minute, will ya?”
L'm... Can't dodge.
“Thank you,” last elusan before he left.
Yes, Fares and Aaron, go.
