Small Stars For Faila

Want to leave you

He held the door with his body.His face looked angry. But I'm more angry.

“You said, you want to talk important to me!” said Frans.

“Not so Frans. You gave me the answer I said, clenching my hand squeezing it firmly. Holding back my emotions that wanted to overflow.

“If you want to leave me, let's do it. Said Frans.

Not wanting to be a spectacle of his fellow comrades. There was Adella there. Maybe he laughed happily to see us

“No by Frans. I just wanted to take you out but, you didn't say that you were having a party here. Rules I wear party clothes right!” not a shirt like this, showing a shirt patterned flowers that I wear. I turned the situation around and got into a show.

Frans looked at me, not believing. I don't know what they're planning. I also want to make my own plans. Rather, just as a spectator like a fool. Better change the situation. Frans won't let me go so easily either.

“Come ! why did I say to bengong. Let's play some more music, I poured it out of the bottle. Fill the glass to the brim and finish it in an instant.

Even though the music I play I don't like it. I danced little nari. But before I do anything crazy, I tell Tari to pick me up. I don't want to do anything crazy again. Which could cost my life,

Frans looked at. He speculated perhaps, He did not expect the behavior that arrived. Until the atmosphere has melted back If He wants to get closer I deliberately avoid.He still takes care of me. I started to feel uncomfortable because of the effect of the drink

When Frans is empty. I left that place. No one realized I had run away. The feeling of the moment, it was like eating Nano-nano candy. Acid, sweet, sweet,

Laughing for a while, then crying makes me like a mental hospital patient. Dance just let me finish my feelings.He just hugged me.

“I'm sure Brother !Let's go as soon as possible, if we can tomorrow .I said confidently Finally sure you want to come along Hendro left.

If before I was still in doubt.Sometimes the mouth says Yes it turns out my heart says no, Between mind and heart is not synchronized, but this time I'm sure. With decision.

“Alright “ brother Hendro understood what I felt maybe Tari had told him. He didn't ask anymore.

Don't want Hendro waiting for me for long. I decided tomorrow to come see Frans' family.

Because it was Sunday, Frans' family usually gathered at Home.

Papi and Mami again sat down to relax outside. Their relationship is not as friendly anymore. Since her fight that day, because Mami wanted to separate us from Frans. But still together.

“Papi” I'm barking his hand as a sign of respect

“Eh Fai, you're coming, where are Frans not together? Papi looked at the gate. She thought Frans was coming with me

Maybe Frans told his family we were together

“No Pi” It's not with me’

Her grandmother Frans has returned home, a few weeks ago, Mami showed her hospitality as before. I want everything done quickly. I cleaned up my stuff in Frans' room.

In franc's room. Our wedding photo hangs on the wall. That big diameter photo. Showing a pair of smiling human children. So beautiful. I wondered why Frans could show such a happy smile, when it was just a fake marriage, out of compulsion.

I lowered it, I thought, He's also out of time, He's mounted on that wall.

Everything was neat and everything was back in place, I held the big suitcase down, just as Papi and Mami Frans were sitting in the Living Room,

Her father Frans stood up to see me dragging my big suitcase.

“Fai” You want to go anywhere? Ask Papi his face is confused

“Pi,Mi I want to talk.!

The atmosphere became silent Papi turned off the television that had been mute the room, with the gossip shows of Artists who cheated and divorced.

Papi looked at his wife.

Watching me carry a large suitcase of their two children who seemed to be at home was also Dion and Arjun. Sit down and join us,

“Begini, my Pi and Frans have agreed to split” I said

Just heard that their faces were panicked and shocked especially Papi and Mami Frans.

“What are you talking about Faila” Don't play games with your parents! papi looked confused,

“Me and Frans have separated Pi, we have agreed and Frans also agreed.

I want to go with Hendro's brother living in Germany, I deliberately lied to our destination country.

“Why do you decide everything yourself without involving family, said Papi Angry big.

He tells Arjun to call Frans to come, Papi wants to hear his explanation as well.

But I don't think Frans can come that fast, because maybe he's still sleeping, because of a drunken party last night.

But it turns out that Oh. My estimate missed. A pair of brown eyes looked at me sharply and even very sharp.

Frans was already standing beside me, staring at the large red suitcase standing firmly beside me.

Suddenly my voice shrieked at Frans's eyes. My chest feels tight . The heart rhythm is getting irregular.

“Sit Frans” Explain to Us. What's the problem now?

I continued to press down firmly on my palms that felt wet from sweating

“Fai” you why did you leave last night, He said he wanted to talk to me” Frans said divert the conversation.

Tipping over last night, made me ride on the black and I wanted to feel like I threw my big suitcase in Frans's face.

I looked at him sharply, showing my anger at him,

“Pi” I want to talk to Faila first, Frans said standing up.

“No need Frans, I don't have time to play like you ,

That way. I explained to you: Last night I came to your apartment, actually wanting to clarify our relationship how next , after our time and agreement is up. But I came to your apartment, you were partying with the woman there . As I grieve the loss of the only parent I have. But

You even have fun with your friends there.

I left because I got the answer I needed, that our marriage is over.

“What does that mean? What deal? Papi said in confusion.

“Let's talk about Faila” first said Frans to talk to me both. His face was panicking, though,

But I refused, I didn't want to talk about our contract marriage in the Frans family.But seeing him act last night. I'm Angry, I'm,

“Begini Pi” actually I have violated our agreement, because I have to tell you this.

Frans and I were only married for 6 months and yesterday to be exact. Is over. It was automatically indirectly we are not a married couple anymore in this sat.

Papi's face reddened with restraining emotions, not only was he even surprised Mami,

Frans looked down languidly speechless.

“Basic don't have your ethics, dare to lie to your parents” said papi kicked off the table. Fortunately the table was made of wood, if only it was from glass it had been broken and destroyed.