Small Stars For Faila

Always be cold

No compliments, no chatter.  I don't like the situation, but I keep his wish, which doesn't like noise and He prefers a quiet atmosphere like a grave. Contrary to my circumstances and nature, I love the noisy atmosphere and the rame place,

Now is the time, I said in my heart and relented.

There was only the sound of the spoon being disheveled and I put headphones on to the ear to hear music to keep me safe,

His eyes occasionally glared at me sharply, as I followed him silently and preferred to listen to music, clumping both my holes.  With music I like, though,

The food in his plate was gone and I swiftly poured the Drink into his glass, and served it well and did not bother him in the least

He realized that my attitude had changed, if usually nyecorocos now like a doggy stop barking, because of a toothache.

Ring the dinner table, and I wash the dishes still in silence. He only looked at me from behind as I also replied to his silence in silence as well.

I realized the difference between us, I thought what would happen if we had to get married later. The inner torment you will experience at all times during your life with him,

Maybe because it is not strong enough to survive, will divorce if it will not die of loneliness, because,

“Sorry !”   he said but I pretended I didn't hear it, kept cleaning up and focused on finishing the job

And I ignored him, who kept looking at me from behind,

“I've told him my situation.  But why doesn't he care the least I'm talking about.

“Fai !” he was happy but I chose to ignore him again,

I wish he came to me. But the desire of my heart seems a little excessive, “Ah” is already !” I said by stroking my chest

I held back the tightness I wanted to feel like I was leaving the house right then and there,

Just half a day with her, facing her indifference and coldness left me helpless.

Feeling like I live in a different world than someone like him, that's where I'm getting curious, how he used to be in a relationship with his ex, who he says lived their relationship for 8 years

did ria happen like this to that woman as well?but it can last that long, too.

I who was with him only half a day alone, was almost dead standing up to the cold attitude, which was contrary to my nature.

“I looked back and looked at him this time, he looked back at me just a glance, and refocused on his reading book

He no longer calls me like earlier “ this is a great test for a first experience faila for me.  Suddenly feel failed to get the title of a beautiful and sweet woman, in front of this North Pole human male.

I smiled at him, describing me waving a white flag, feeling defeated.

After thinking hard I decided, maybe go back to Campus and try to take care of my cut back to college to finish it, to stock the future.

At least, as long as Aunt Mira And Om get home. It is also impossible for this – Ice stone men to take care of me for a week.  One day has already calmed, especially one week can be –can I can turn into Grandma –grandmother because of the stress of facing her cold attitude.

After everything was done in the kitchen, I sat down with him who was still focused on the book he was reading,

Unlike me, if I read a book then like a dilapidated dinina, if you have read the name of the book immediately makes me sleepy.

But he endured hours of reading, without ever yawning or feeling bored,

“Salut.!”

Maybe that's the difference between a genius brain and a shrimp brain like me,

“What's new “ responds to me that has been almost 5 minutes near it.

“I'll be back to Jakarta!” I said later

He was silent not panicking, not asking at least responding he was just him without turning his head.

If my heart is not original anymore, because some of it belongs to my mother but still works well even though it is still often hurt by some things,

But this man's heart seemed to be made of a mixture of clay, hard as brick.

which is so rigid, not easy to melt.alau already with various ways that I do.

I've been dizzy thinking about what way I should do to succeed.

I was willing to give in, to try to be close to him, hoping that he would pay attention to my treatment of him, even if it just calmed me down, and was a little comforted.

Don't you want to ask ? I said a little bit irritated.

“For what to ask.?” He said his face was bad.

Hearing that, I was sure that his heart was made of a mixture of gravel mixed with cement.

“Alright then” so I don't need to explain at length I said,

I left him, who was still cool with his book, if yesterday I thought I would teach him a lesson, I am the one who is now being taught by him, more than just mockery and insults

And I admit defeat flying the White flag to man this two-door refrigerator, this,

Gathering some makeshift clothes, taking a bath and changing clothes, I got off, he now sits in the living room again watching television

I looked at him from above, I thought about telling him our marriage had been cancelled, at least maybe he no longer hated me for not marrying me.

He looked at me with his cold gaze, even though I had carried the Bag to leave he still did not change his gaze to me.

“What do you expect from this man Faila !” i'm entangling.

At least I was with her, leaving no deep wounds and not hating each other, before leaving. That's what I thought before I left.

I sat down to talk to him, the sound of the tv was still a loud volume, he had no intention to shrink even though I had carried a bag.

I ventured to turn off her TV, so I could talk to her the look in her eyes protesting loudly.

I took a deep breath and sat in front of him

“Stop hating me..? Are you still mad at me!”  even though I'm going to go I said, maybe he thought I didn't seriously want to go

“I decided to go and apologize to you for making you angry and upset at me I said

“IYa” answers

“HAAAAA !”  That's your only answer I'm mixed in emotion.

“Wedding we CANCEL !”  I said press the word void to have him respond, but not !”  he was just sick and returned his eyes to the book he had read.

Seeing that, I want to feel like rolling on the floor.Karna held back upset because of his attitude, he said,

“Do you already know it !”  I said surprised at his mediocre attitude, though,

“Not yet !” felix said the man of the north pole,

“HAAA !”  you don't know it's just your reaction” even if we don't get married !”  You don't feel happy to be shocked angry, disappointed so ?” I said later.

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