Small Stars For Faila

There is always misfortune

after this body again had convulsions, now, placed on a hospital bed and pushed by the hospital staff.

It turns out that in the room there are already my grandfather and brother, and all the Frans family again, who knows who told them, but surely they have arrived first from us. Mami Frans cried holding my hand that was pushed into a room

Cynical gaze addressed Frans pafa grandfather and sister. My knowledge of Frans about the treatment of grandfather and brother in the past made me experience this disease, Frans eyes stared intently at my grandfather and my brother, seemed to succeed in disturbing my brother's mind, my brother, Frans who sat in one of the most angled chairs, with his face down both elbows resting on his thighs and his palms reverberated with uneasiness at times his gaze into my room.

Where a girl who used to be ignored and ignored fights live in the room.

Frans has always respected grandfather, but ever since I learned of the sad childhood events his feelings have changed,

Somehow the feeling of hatred for the two people closest to me, joined in the feeling of Frans, NIko, Tari and Mohan still sitting in silence and busy in the circle of their respective minds still waiting.

Only Adira the woman who spoke Ayu was struggling with her cellphone, the four of them did not pay attention to the gaze of the past patrons who looked at the four people, with various kinds of gazes. I'm in the hands of a doctor. Hendro came, he was curious about Frans' attitude that suddenly changed.

“What's Frans? Something wrong I did?” he said faintly - I still hear

“No, it's just feeling tired,"reply Frans was being nonchalant

Mami Frans suddenly came to cut their conversation in her hand carrying a shirt that could wrap her child's body, because Frans only wore a white singlet.

He told Frans to wear his clothes because while sitting in the waiting room there were some girls looking at Frans, then his mom gave him clothes for him to wear my eyes still glancing at them

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I have received treatment, Frans and others have gone home and replaced Mama Frans who took care of me.

After a long period of lying down with the influence of drugs all over my body was painful part of my neck, I woke up and looked around

"Oh the hospital the place I hate is now I'm here again ' I said slamming.

Mami's hand warmed my fingers, she smiled gently.

”You're up, Fai?”

after a long time away from Frans' house, I missed my mom.

I just nodded small.

After having convulsions and delirium on campus earlier, the doctor injected me with anesthetic, because I was like having a sakau.

Now, the anesthetic effect slowly began to disappear, leaving the pain of my neck and my entire body, but it seemed like the bad nasi and bad nasi were still approaching me, at this moment my vocal cords suddenly disappeared.

'Geez what else is this?'I want to cry what else to see the eyes of those who look at me pity, I don't like it I'm not a pitied kitten

Wanting to have a magic wand, so that I could disappear from that place immediately, I could not bear to see the sight of people who saw me with excessive worship, irritating me.

Especially with the gaze of the Doctor and the nurses as far as my life is so terrible,

Mami faithfully accompanied me, Her hand gently rubbed my hair puffy eyes,

    “I miss you Fai” He said only to reply with a small smile,

Without hesitating to give a kiss on this forehead he has considered me as his daughter,

All the Frans family finally understood my condition.

“Fai do you want to eat?” Papi peeled a piece of apple and gave it to me,

I speak in sign language

and made a strange sound out of my mouth. My hand hints with my hand pointing at my neck, that my beautiful voice has suddenly disappeared

As usual Mami will panic first, pressing the emergency button some people ran in my room because of the mami call,

Looks like Frans has come back to the hospital with clothes neat and Tari is also waiting faithfully,

Seeing some people running in my room Frans panicked, he also ran to see me, his eyes looking at me with an indecipherable look,

My body was pushed by some nurses, a room like the Rongsen room through the corridor where Frans , Mohan, Niko, my brother's grandfather and Henro, made me close my eyes not wanting to catch them,

My goal was not to panic them, just because I wasn't ready to meet them all, suddenly I feel alien to them like extraterrestrials stranded on earth especially my older brother who I consider as a criminal in my past.

That's my carnea of remembering every incident for the sake of childhood and the arena that I end up in the hospital, I,

   “What happened Doc?” There was a panicked Dance sound watching my body being pushed past them,

      “We will bring him the examination room because his vocal cords are damaged, need follow-up inspection,”

“What is the cause Doctor?” The young doctor tried to explain briefly to Tari,

I peeked out from the tail of my eyes My grandfather looked sad looking at me, finally my body was pushed again, further away leaving the corridor where they were sitting gathered

Hearing the word hospital always makes me feel afraid and considered as a place of death, I am under a room filled with many tools, a room so quiet room that can make me die

I held my body back from reacting again, I closed my eyes as much as I could to hold back my fear, feeling tight from entering the capsule-shaped room just me,

  I felt the clothes I was wearing getting wetter as the sweat drenched over my body grew more and more,

  Why they brought me to this place, if they didn't read my notes, I was afraid of a place like this.

“Quick get him out!” there was a panicked voice giving orders and I still did not dare to open my eyes,

But not yet had time to be removed, my body was shaken again, and a great reaction gave a shock to the detector, so that the device let out a fire alarm, warning, I kicked a punch and probably broke one of his system tools,

So there was a furore, as a result of me, I continued to thrash and cause a wound in my head, fresh blood slid into my forehead and my clothes, almost dead in the examination, he said,

Everyone ran to help us who were trapped with two doctors and two male nurses, and the worse is not only that I was injured both doctors were also injured due to sparks from a round tube tool, CT scan tool,  the goal is to examine my whole body, especially my heart radioalogy or the Doctor who handles me is also injured, my life seems to always be overwritten by misfortune.

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