Small Stars For Faila

Don't misjudge me

Pity that man, keep the soul mate of others whispered me in heart,

Again cool daydreaming suddenly the man appeared “Uda hence?”

“Udah” my hand put a plate containing still half again, the intention was to spend, but because my loan lover has been run down, embarrassed, if you want to finish the food

I don't know what got into him, and what his intentions were his thumbs suddenly wiping my lips, and a glimpse of his lips landing on my cheeks,

This mad man's name takes his chance in narrowness.

I cursed in my heart, I've never done that, all this time, you stole my chance makin want me to give raw bogem. But we were still people's attention so I expressed my intentions and only returned an annoyed smile from me.

“Let's go home,” his hand grasps my hand very tightly,

But the woman's eyes are still not separated from Felix, clearly visible their marriage because it was forced

Not only did I see it, but everyone knew that they had no love, but she was still expecting the man who was holding my hand,

Oh my pity these two, I whispered in my heart,

Leaving the building, Felix gave me his jacket that he wore for me to wear, left the wedding hall and walked down the street and defended the darkness of the street

He drove his big motorbike at high speed, I no longer bring up the matter of kissing earlier, because the look of his face back cold maybe his magic has been lost,

Leaving it with his own mind, might be the right thing for now.

Inevitably, I had to hug his sturdy body tightly, because the speed of the big motor that we climbed exceeded the maximum limit, he said,  he was like a fidelity maybe because of the effect of his heartache because in the stay of the woman he loved,

“Where are we going?” ask me curious

“My house” answered lightly with his cold demeanor again,

Crazy people, it's done using me and I've helped him, not thank you for setting me up, I don't want to go to his house.

“There are people waiting for you at home” he said lightly leaving me still standing petrified, in front of Felix's house.

“But I told you I don't want to meet them” my face is cloudy, my tears are almost spilling over my cheeks.

“They are not your grandfather and your brother, the family is aunt Sinta” Felix said.

Then Frans and Frans' mom were there too, my heart was beating fast to yell and disappear.

“I don't want to meet them,” I said, finally the dam was spilled and sobbed, ”Kamukan, I promised” I said with a piteous even barely heard, ,

He stopped his steps his hand had just wanted to open the gates of his family mansion.

“Fai..what's up? why don't you want to meet them”

“I don't want to meet that family” That cry sounds really poignant seems to be able to touch Felix's heart.

“Come on,” he said later because I saw me crying, not wanting to meet Frans family

Leaving the house his intention was to return to the orphanage. But it's too late, don't want to bother Mom Panti, please,

“I didn't feel good waking them up,” said Felix who was still stopping in front of the Panti fence,

“I too, tap I'm confused, where to go”

“We to Hotel aja”

“Ha? Hotel”

“Why..Ha.Tenanag only I don't want anything you, I just want to break” Felix said

“Alright but I don't have any money” I said honestly.

“Care card only” Felix offers his card.

“After I take you with me, will go home” Felix said.

Arrive at one of the luxury hotels in Malang. Suddenly a feeling of fear approached me, his bad thoughts appeared

How will I be scared and convulsing –kejang, I whispered in my heart,

Chek in is done. One room for myself

“ But, I'm afraid” I said with a clear face.

“Terus...” Felix's face is gloomy, maybe because tired “We have to go home again so?”

“I'm afraid to sleep alone, and afraid of loneliness,” I have honestly tried to explain my situation.

But Felix judged me wrong. He thought I would tease him,

“Faila, listen to the problems in the building earlier, my treatment of you, sorry there is no intention behind it, Sorry if I treated you earlier like that I hope you did not misinterpret my treatment.”

Oh my gosh, it's true he misunderstood me. As I thought, Felix thought that I liked him and wanted to sleep with him,

“I don't think anything of the sort about the problem that was, I told you I was just afraid of sleeping in a quiet place.”

“But the problem is I don't want to sleep with people I don't like” Felix looks at me low.

“My God I also have no intention of wanting to sleep with you Mr. Felix, believe me I am not as cheap a woman as you think me”

His attitude makes me really angry, he easily judges people.

“Keep what you want” Felix said later

“I just want to both sleep in one room means I want you to accompany me to sleep this spacious and quiet room, I'm afraid to sleep alone accompany me to sleep”

I swear in heart’ may not find the woman in your life

Anxiety enveloped my heart, was I as it was in her eyes what because I wanted to be invited to be the boyfriend of the lie earlier, the evil man's bottom murmured me in the heart.

This means that our good intentions and sincerity are misunderstood,

Long thought and full of consideration, in the end he wants to be on condition that he will sleep in the hotel sofa, Hotel,

I should have anticipated it that way. Why is it as if I wanted to marry her and force her, as a woman I feel humbled, but yes.

His gaze seemed to want to distance me as if I was this, not a woman worthy of him,

Felix sprawled his body on the hotel room sofa, I felt uncomfortable with the clothes it was brought to sleep it would be better if I cleaned myself in the bathroom first.

Maybe today is shit, will always come in my life, too excited to soak in the Bathtub bathroom Hotel, make me forget myself, will always be,

Go to the bathroom and forget the hotel towel I was going to use,

I put it on the bed, after I finished soaking, I only realized my stupidity, because I did not bring the doom-bearer to the bathroom, and I did not take it,

Because I thought Felix the North Pole man was asleep, because before I went into the bathroom, he had already closed his eyes,

I opened the bathroom slowly, on my tiptoes trying to reach the bath robes with one hand that I had placed on the side of the King size bed .

One hand held back the Dres I was wearing from the invitation of the former Felix I wrapped around my body so badly.

But what dayaku my hand has not touched the Bath robes Felix's whole hand that pulled my body slammed over his body, I have not had time to think and react but his hand quickly also turned my body, I have not had time to think and react, and now it is under his body and strangely his eyes radiate anger, like the eyes of a bird that wants to finish off its prey.

“What do you do?” my panicked cry mixed with shock and fear at the glare of his sharp eyes.

He did not reply, but his lips roughly landed on my lips

“What do you think” shouted at me again, painstakingly distancing his huge body that was overlapping my half-plain body.

“What am I thinking?? that's not what you wanted from last”

“Haa, you think I'm a sloppy woman Throw away your filthy brain,” my makings with emotion and kicking her leg shaft violently made her grimace and move away from my body.

“You purposely did all this, to lure me, didn't you?  things like you do are nothing new to me” Felix said with a contemptuous mouth and eye gaze making my pride as a woman, well –baik hurt, he said,

“I feel sorry to see a man like you. Your brain is dirty, it damages your eyes.” I said with anger, it comes with anger that envelops my mind

with his indifference to let the dress that was used as a cover half my body, sagging just like that,

You will remember the beautiful body. But you won't be able to touch it, I whispered like an angry demon,

I let him see the beautiful curves of my body that you do not deserve to lower, If he comes a little closer I will finish you said I satin.

I let the dress sag, and replaced it with a Bat robes hotel towel, he said,

I grabbed the little bag I was wearing earlier and left it,

Pity that man, keep the soul mate of others whispered me in heart,

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