Small Stars For Faila

Forced marriage

Frans's face hardened like he was holding back the emotions held in his chest. Her eyes are red

“I'm sorry Frans”

“I need an explanation why you prefer him over me? I proposed to you first, I want you to be my wife, but why do you want her to marry you. Don't do that Fai, I won't see you for the rest of my life, if you do that I beg” Frans looks disappointed.

“Maaf” said I'm trying to hold back the sadness. I don't want my loved ones to suffer to take care of me one day, that's what I think.

“Fai, I just need an explanation, why do you prefer a man who has obviously hurt you and does not love you, while here I exist for you who have loved you for a long time even know you and even accept you as you are.

Fai I am far away - far come only to you for your sake, do not do that to me. If you prefer it I will not forgive you forever” Frans said with his heavy voice and stern gaze.

I love you Frans, love you so much for my love that too, don't want me to get married and see you suffer because of me!’   I whispered in my heart but didn't want to tell me all the illnesses and the doctor's verdict.

“Do you not want to explain it?,” His voice is angry and resolute the look in his eyes is sharp looking at me.  “Well if you don't want to tell me” he said Congratulations for your wedding later wish you happiness,” he said later and left me alone in the room,

Staring at his back from behind that left me, a heart-piercing pain that hurt deeply in my chest. The man I've been chasing for years his love for now will all be for nothing.  At the end of the day leaving me, I wanted to scream so that he wouldn't leave me, I wanted to feel like telling him my burden and suffering. I wanted to hug her and pour all my burdens on her,

But what my day I can't see he'll suffer to see me.  But I never regretted that I had ever judged it, the only thing I regret in my life I left a mark there and made it sick later, because you would prefer someone else to her, because you would rather be her,’Now his heart has accepted my love, but whatever is my day, when his heart has received me at this time I turn and release his hand, Maybe one day the wound will be imprinted.

But it would be better than the person who is chosen to live happily instead of bringing him happiness even troubles him.

I decided he was happy with the others.

Felix came with a look in his eyes that was capable of shrinking the guts of anyone who saw him,

“What does all this mean, you said that you don't like to see me, but why do you want to marry me Have you planned all this rot?” Asked with a look of contemptuous eyes.

It's called taking my own vows, and again blaming myself for hating that man so much for how many days, the swearing oath I said to him seemed to turn to me myself,

“Jawab stupid” said arrogantly.

I wanted to answer it but I knew Frans was still standing behind the door, the shadow of his shoes was still clear I saw him. Silence at this time is all I can do.

I want to say to this arrogant –man I don't want to marry him in the least I want to punish him by marrying me who will be sick, later , , later ,it will certainly be a burden of life for him as long as I live with him it is a punishment to this arrogant man and for the humiliation and pain I received that night.

“Why are you silent?” Asked in a raised voice, a voice sounded by Om Sami who was again chatting with the Doctor who was treating me ,

“Felix” What are you snapping at Faila?”  Ask the sturdy man. Because he is also a soldier with his son.Postur high body that is almost the same as his son.

Now the father and son are again arguing because Om Sami is insistent on marrying me to his son who, according to him, gives Felix a sense of accountability.Karna has brought a girl into the Hotel.

The misunderstanding is believed by everyone including my grandfather who demanded Felix to marry me because he did not want to be embarrassed later.

“Alright” is up to you to think about me..! I'm deep in heart, I,

But the Frans family all went home both Mohan and Tari finally came back to the capital.

There was only my grandfather and I as guests.

“We will have a wedding first for them just to talk about the next treatment for Faila. Om Sami's

Apparently, she was afraid that I would get pregnant before marriage and would put both families to shame later.

I just kept quiet and accepted all their decisions all my thoughts were filled with a thousand questions to Lord”

“Why did God give me so much suffering, from birth to this Arrow World,

Felix came in with red eyes and the street staggered a little in the middle of the chatter about our marriage with him.

If I'm in Felix's position I might also be a little depressed, being told to take responsibility for mistakes he didn't make.

Though he was also in a difficult position as well, before this problem came in lived married lovers who he had been dating for 8 years more, he said,

“Dad why told me to marry a woman I don't like and even I hate this crazy woman so much from the first time we met.My gut feeling was already bad at the beginning of meeting you on the real train. He said in a voice of volume up and down because of Drunk.

“Be careful how you speak, my grandson is not crazy” my grandfather for the first time I heard him he defended me.

“Felix how dare you come here impolite to talk drunk, yes, ” Om Sami said to him and gave a hard slap on his cheek.

Everyone fell silent, it is certain how hated Felix would be if we were married & forced to marry a woman who did not know.

“Listen to me Daddy” said Felix I didn't touch him at the Hotel, I just did a little bit of it because he didn't wear clothes from the Bathroom Felix explained..

But what Felix wanted to say was not what they thought it was.  Our relationship begins with a misunderstanding, we can be sure from both parties there is no love, only hatred for each other, he said,

I wanted to marry her myself, to keep Frans away from me,

I kept quiet without helping Felix.

The man collapsed after getting a hard slap from his father,

“We will check your body first before you sleep!” said aunt Mira patiently, taking me to the top floor that was prepared for me

My brain can't think clearly and I don't understand my decision either. By ourselves,

The fact that the doctor's verdict on me weakens my life's will.  How I will live this long life

Om Sami gathers family members in the morning. But my grandfather has come home,