Small Stars For Faila

the truth behind my suspicions

What's up with all this? I feel like there's something wrong with my sister and Dance treating me. They won't even let me see my own son.

“I Have a bad feeling, So do it without my brother's knowledge.”

“Good, Ma'am,”

Work with a lot of work to be done

Until I realized, we have been two months since arriving in Indonesia, but it feels very saturating for me.

those days just passed by, until I realized, so many days have been missed, baby can not turn again.

Ever since the incident I fainted, brother is really like putting a saddle rope around my neck, which can be pulled and ordered every day and will always obey.

“He didn't give me time just to take a vacation with the kids just to get rid of the fatigue

He arranged my entire work schedule, from morning until night and in the morning again and met again.

He did not let me choose my own time, even He watched over all the movements I made.

What's wrong with brother? I feel upset

He turned crazy, in my opinion, he treated me like a robot whose remote was held by him. I thought it was okay, the longer it became more possessive

He watches all about my activities, what I eat, what I buy, what I read, what I watch, who I call.

Even the twins are not allowed to look at me either

Isn't this crazy? in the heart

I'm thinking. What my brother did to me is not right, Haris and Dion have even been fired since.

I'm no longer a child. Did you deliberately make me forget the memory , so that my life becomes my brother's puppet, so that I must do all that is commanded? I don't want it like this, though,

That day. I didn't expect the two of them to see me. Haris and Dion . Although already fired brother, because at the value too close to me and not becus take care of me.

But they still carry out the mission I gave them both. Although not my crew anymore, but the work I gave was done as well,

He slipped a small flash under a pile of magazines, I had to do that, so as not to be caught with my brother who might put his spies everywhere.

“I want to go to London again brother, I need permission from that Mr. Takur. For his incarceration, I gave him the nickname Mr. Takur.

“For what?” Again the face was anxious, as if I was going to elope.

“I am still under contract with one of the agencies in London brother, I have to do my job, before the contract expires,”

“You bring your subordinates with you yes, otherwise! No need to go” He is very firm

Hendro's attitude is very annoying at the moment, attention to me feels as pressure, makes me angry, he said,

“I'm only briefly big brother, if you have to take them. I want Haris to be my friend.”

He agreed, but after a long debate and explanation,

As promised at the time, they returned to work for me.

OXFORD. ENGLAND

We did not wait long, we flew to Oxford. I deliberately lied to my sister if I had another photo shoot in London .But the truth is, I wanted to see the Doctor who did the surgery back then to me, the Doctor I told Haris and Dion to investigate

It took a lot of effort to find him. Haris already made the Promise how many times, but can not queue number.

After waiting for two days, I was finally able to see the great Doctor who made me recover, as well as making me forget memories.

“I only did what I could do Miss, for your good, said the Doctor. Humans can try with all their might. But if God says something else, everything can happen. We had a dangerous operation on you back then, but even though we threw away your memory, there's a chance you might be cured and your brother knows it too ,

“What? brother also knows that I can be healed . But why-“?

The doctor's face was puzzled, He looked at me deeply with hunting eyes, asking for answers

“I'm sorry professor, actually my brother, didn't know I came here,” I said I admit it.

“So.where did you get my number? Because I don't carelessly give people my business cards, he said. His face was wrinkled, not looking happy.

“Once again I'm sorry professor . I should have people search your address,” I said, honestly. “ You hard to find”

“Good. What you really want to know. Until far –far come from Indonesia said the doctor with a friendlier face this time.

London

LUXURIOUS HOTELS

Room 609.

Morning sun through the curtains of Luxurious Hotel .The luxurious hotel I was in right now, but it felt like my body was lazy to get up, that tiredness was still traversing my entire body.

It's not just fatigue that makes me helpless. But the new facts and the many things they hid from me, made me feel tired

Exactly one month ago. Where I had Haris investigate someone I suspected. Every one of these people called Hendro's brother his face was so serious and tense and there was always my name called. Every time they talk over the phone . Done calling. Then brother always gave me one pill medicine. After taking it I felt my body was very light,

But those pieces of memory. Will disappear

I can't resist, but I don't think I want to continue being a spectator. It hurts me to forget the important things in life, I feel like my memories are taken away and forcibly discarded.

Brother Hendra was so evil that I thought at the time.But the truth is even more shocking, I accept. My brother had operated on my heart, and replaced the new one. Even the important thing was that Hendra's brother didn't tell me, either,

After a week at Oxford, we went back to London to meet the man who was told by Professor Luke to know all the truth,

Had to make an appointment with Doctor Lois . a few days waiting, just called to meet.

My brother . made friends with the great Doctor turns out,

They are the team that did the surgery for me, I want to know after the heart has been changed, I think what else makes me surprised this time, I said in my heart

We finally got to see the doctor.

But.

“You are wrong. If you have to accuse your sister like That's Faila, after much has been sacrificed for you,” Doctor Lois said .The doctor is still easy, but already bears the nickname of the professor. Great

“I just want to know Doctor, the truth that is in my life “ said I was desperate.

“Alright: We did a big Operation for you Faila. back then, even this is the longest duration operation for me, he said,

Our first operation. Had to remove a baby Twin fetus from your uterus, with your condition very precarious. Even your sister donated her blood littered for you, Faila.

Our second operation . Remove the culprit from all the problems in your life.

Hendro said the heart was the heart of your mother, who was donated to you. But do you know what it looks like?. Destroyed, like a car, a lost its rearview mirror, lost its headlights. And the machine has coughed –cough. That's how we describe how damaged your heart tissue is.

Third operation: We had to operate on your head because you had a brain hemorrhage, and the nerves were not functioning much anymore which is why you often hallucinate.

Fourth we must: Throw away the partial memories in your brain, causing you trauma and fear

You don’t hate the dark anymore, Faila.

Our fifth : Make you all look beautiful , there is a part of your body that we permak.You can imagine gak” there are five Operations that we do on the body of someone like that is Kamu”

“What medicine has my sister always given me, until I can arrive , lose my pieces of memory Doctor?

I want to remember them. Who is Frans to me ? What crime did he do to me Doc? My sister hated him so much. I want to know what my father's face looks like with my baby twins .Doc?” I said with great sadness.