Small Stars For Faila

Fear of losing

Doing it with the frans I love is fun, but my heart is restless 'cause right now, Frans and I are just ex-wives,

On a hot night with the frans I was alone in my room, there was guilt in my heart, guilt in Hendra's brother, because I had lied to him, guilt in my children, because I left them.

Placing my body in bed, lazy to get up again, although the warm feeling still overshadowed my head, the warm touch given Frans made me forget myself, the old touch I did not feel, he said, now when he did it to me again, I was lulled, I was washed away.

But what about my brother who doesn't approve of our relationship anymore, will I part with Frans and stay with my family, the family who have taken care of me and took care of me when I was down.

Hc .. Tok ….

The knocking sound from the door as I glanced at Frans standing in front carrying the box, bringing me a shot.

How'this? I feel like I just met him, but I don't want to leave.

I opened the door with a blushed face, not forgetting the warm night with the frans.

“Good morning dear,” said Frans without hesitation.

Ha, honey? since when Frans called me affectionately, I said in my heart.

“Iya Frans, what is it,” I said suddenly felt awkward, still standing in the doorway blocking Frans from entering.

“What's up?” asked Frans, his head tilted slightly looking at me who was being shy.

“A-ah, here it's a absorption for me yes” I took from Frans' hands and I turned around, his intention did want to avoid it, he said,

“I wasn't invited in?” frans asked looking at me with a confused look.

“Oh, the –that's a-“

“You why the hell Faila,” said Frans he pushed my body in and he also came in, he was calm, but why am I even embarrassed. Shameful even.

Ah, calm down Faila, calm down, I said in my heart several times,

At the time of absorption also I was a lot of silence even saw Frans face I was very shy.

“Fai, did I make a mistake?” frans asked me with a serious look, he stopped his absorption and rubbed his mouth with some tissue, then he grabbed a clear glass and he poured mineral water sipping it several times until the tall one on his neck was seen going up and down and making a noise.

Woof ... woof ….

Again my eyes looked at him with unblinking gaze oh, yes very handsome this morning, the shirt he was wearing was tight and showed muscles, his hands were hard, I swallowed the savagery with great difficulty, oh, oh, my eyes are tempted again,

“Faila why are you looking at me like that? just now you didn't want to look at me, now you're looking at me like I'm a delicious meal ready to swallow, but just now when I came you why treat me like a cork flower stuff to keep away, why baby,” said Frans put the plate I hold and bite the slice of pizza in my mouth.

I pegged again, he was biting the slice of pizza until it stayed a little on my lips, I still pegged the sound of a fast beating heart, like a drum in the tabuh.

“Frans,” my sigh feels desperate as he advances his body hunting my lips.

No matter what my attitude is.

Frans' hand caught the cheek with both hands in a quick motion he bit the piece of pizza devoured it to the end, not to that extent, he also bit my lower lip in a very gentle motion.

“Frans, what are you doing?” I said in a strange voice because Frans' mouth was blocking my lips.

“Do not try to stay away from me again Faila, we can not be separated again”

My brain refused because of what we did was a mistake, but my heart was like an arid land longing for rain, longing for cradle, longing for warmth, my heart longing for touch.

When caught between two feelings, between a willing heart and a rejecting mind, suddenly Frans withdraws.

He stood up and combed the hair that had fallen in his silence, then he turned to me again, a sweet smile rising on his lips, and,

Ah, ahhhhhh what is this? My heart screams.

“Wear your clothes, we go out in the room and see you like that, I'm afraid you don't survive.”.

Oh. Because of too much thought, I just realized that the clothes I was wearing were only long tops, the length above the knee could only cover my sensitivity and the pelvis.

When Frans spoke like that, I only realized that my clothes were inviting .. Frans deserved to directly throw out again earlier.

“Where are we?” my question was lack of excitement, I felt that something had failed, causing part of my heart to be a little disappointed, however, I did not know what exactly.

As I stood up and passed from in front of Frans, suddenly his hands stretched out and with a sudden movement he pulled towards him with a feeling of shock my eyes bulged and my heart almost dislodged I held Frans' chest, my hands seemed to move on their own, palpating the chest of the field, his chest muscles bulging into hard protrusions everywhere.

For whatever sake, I wanted it again, Frans smiled looking at the movement of my hand, landing his lips on my neck again.

I want, I want more Frans my screams in my heart.

Forgetting our status as ex-husband and wife, he lifted my body up on the table in a gentle motion, he took off the clothes I was wearing, there was no rejection from my body, I was thirsty, I felt thirsty, thirst for that touch I never felt.

Frans walked down my neck, then stopped at my twin hills, twin hills that were the size of papaya, the fruit as if peeking spoiled from the wrapper.

From the first time Frans saw the wacky object his eyes seemed to be bewitched, he would be steady with amazement of its large size make it beautiful and become an asset of my pride, the goods of mine are original, he is indeed big from his factory and not because it is filled with wind, nor in plastic fillings,

As Frans stared in amazement, he landed his face between the hills, holding it firmly, making my body tremble strongly, stomping like a worm in the heat.

Not wanting to wait for long, I opened the wrapping hook, a pair of mountains that look very beautiful challenging in front of Frans, even the tip of the hill looks very tempting reddish-brown color , seeing that there was a fruit in front of his eyes, Frans ate it very greedily.

Frans let out a strange sound, a puppy-like sound that was biting on bones, sounding greedy and dusty.

With a quick buzz he took off the t-shirt he was wearing, we were both passionate and wanted each other when Frans undressed his shirt I was presented with a view that made my eyes not blink in the making, he said, since when Frans' stomach turned into hard boxes like that my mummy, my breath was still stirring, water droplets running from his neck down his chest and down to his stomach,

I pointed my tongue at the drop of water, I licked it like a chocolate melt, even though it was salty, but I kept licking the chest. Frans wriggled against my body, not wanting to be deterred by anything, Frans opened the shorts he was wearing, the sweatpants ,

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