Small Stars For Faila

Quarrelling

His hand, already wrapped neatly in a wound bandage, My eyes are still reading the situation.

He sat on the couch waiting to come down with his cell phone,

Did you fuck me last night? How do you do that when I'm asleep

Of course the question was just about my brain, not having the courage to reveal it,

Because he thought I was the wrong one, and I realized what I was doing wrong,

He glanced at me, and looked back at the screen of his phone, seemingly chatting with someone

“You're ready ?” He asked but his eyes did not turn away from his cell phone,

“Already “ But where are we going?” much

“Follow it, later you also know he said still with the attitude as good as udelnya,

“Can't do dong you have to tell me, you want to take me where,” I said , with a limp face plus a hungry stomach too,

“You are not in a position to ask as you please, he said so selfishly, saying,

I was thinking, what is the attitude of most stubborn Soldiers like him ?”not accusing but that one makes me almost amused.

I don't want to be his mistress continuously, either now, or later, just be his future wife, I'm almost about to faint, because of the violence he did how later married. What else we are not based on love .

I fell silent thinking of a way to get away from him, both only at this time, maybe if aunt Mira had come would be different again the story, the story,

My body feels like everything hurts .On the slam to the bed it hurts, my shoulder feels sore and sore, not yet another pain again.

Noisy sound in the kitchen I turned my head, ”OH thank goodness I said I had a little hope, a little,

Sibibibi has returned from the village like him,

“I'm absorption first, I'm hungry,” I said by holding my stomach

He looked at me, like a warning DO NOT Sort_MACAM

Not yet he gave me permission I left him who was still looking at me,

“EH non already awake,” said sibibibi with smile,

Did he know I slept in Felix's room I asked in my heart, it's a shame to be found out,

The woman who has not become a wife has been directly one room, only in staying together for a while, must be the thoughts of the aunt like that, he said,

“When aunty comes,” my question to the middle-aged lung woman, aunt still looks at me with a smile.

“So early in the morning at dawn, I was told to go back quickly because, there are no friends Non Faila at home,” said sibibibi

Of course he knows everything. Moreover, the house is a mess like a storm, surely He has seen us who sleep in one room sharing a blanket with the north polar man, I whispered annoyed, as well as feeling embarrassed,

“Non want what absorption ? let auntie makein, Auntie wants to go for it,” first said the aunt, saying,

“Basic?” I'm with BI can ?” just follow me from being with the north polar man I whispered in my heart,

“ Can ‘But permission first same as Mas felix,” says sibibibi

“Do not bi do not need, we just go quietly,” I said

“Don't Non ” was looking for trouble later Aunt got angry with him, said Bibi seems to have understood Felix's attitude, he said,

Not yet have I had the North Pole man's absorption come, with his impatient face waiting, no guilt after what he did to me,

“Still a long time Come ”

“I'm at home with Auntie,”I refused her invitation

“Cannot come”

“But tell us first where I want to go,” I said Protests,

But his mouth did not speak but his eyes answered very firmly. She looked at me, Glaring sharply , not wanting to be rejected what else denied ”

“Ah shit” again –again I failed to reject it,

“Do not provoke me angry again Faila “

He pulled my hand out from behind, irritated, mixed with complete hunger as one, not to mention the pain in all parts of my body,

“Tapai do not force gini also dong, I am still not your wife, already miserable like this,” I said let go of her hand

“Which began to decide who to marry me was it?” Felix said again

“I know, but I realized again, I don't want to continue. Because I think we don't fit in,” I said.

“Yes you think I also want this marriage, I want to teach you a lesson, so as not to make people's lives into toys and act as you please” said Felix,

“We talked about it yesterday and I apologized” said I was a little dizzy,

“We stay married no matter what happens” so prepare yourself,” he said.

“We will both suffer – equally if it is like that, I do not have the slightest feelings for you,” I said exasperatedly.

“you think I like you too, my taste is high I don't like other people's former women,” said felix insulting again.

“What do you mean?” My eyes almost cried holding the humiliation from his mouth,

“You should not be discussed again, I just want to take you away you are looking for trouble and start a fight,” he said want to calm me down

“ You said I'm a Used woman? former who?”

“Fai,Fai.. is enough, I was wrong to say,” he said , with the volume of the sound decreased maybe seeing my eyes that were about to cry, he said,

“ I want to know what it means? you say I'm a used woman, it hurts,” I said a little yell, Felix doesn't seem to want to continue our quarrel and may be ashamed of a sibibibibi or the same shame of passers-by,

He went back up and into his room, I followed him back yesterday afternoon forgotten by my brain, only one came to my mind.

Stop insulting me. With anger, I followed him into his room, I wanted to end it all, I didn't care if he hit me back or he threw me over the top.

He sat on the edge of his bed with his hands rubbing his head in frustration, looking at me not with a look of anger but of guilt.

His eyes looked at me, telling me to stop talking about it, but my brain was already hot and sultry seeing his attitude that judged me so easily,

My life is not as bad as I thought, If judging from my family's wealth has everything Restaurants, Hotels and Hospitals, even my grandfather bestowed it on my behalf,

It was only the gang that made me like this, I didn't touch my grandfather's possessions, My heartache and hatred for my family used to make me keep all my family's possessions away.

But the Felix in which he insulted me was so low. My face is beautiful with a height of 167cm I'm slim, my skin is clean, my hair is long straight black and well groomed, my body is also nice my stomach is flat, my waist is slim, but the reason this one human being is ,I was so ugly in his eyes, though,

I look like a self-proud lunatic,

“Katakan” urges me to come back as if I don't know fear anymore

“Fai I told you wrongly, though,

“It's not your first talk like that to me, I've heard that insult a lot, your mouth is very evil”

“Stop Faila don't keep going again,” he concluded looking desperate

But I don't need to be afraid anymore, all broken

“You did it to me, why are you accusing others,” I said

Do not accept being cornered and the limit of his patience seems to have run out,

“Stop accusing me of Faila, I'm not like she's screwing you at will, I'll do my duty as a husband . If it is already legal within religion”

“I never did that with Frans , He took good care of me and respected me and never hurt me, He is much better and honorable than you,”

“Go, Go from before me rather than I do violence again to you, Felix said, covering his face with both palms

Haaa alright, good chance for me to escape.

Kabuuuour!

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