Small Stars For Faila

fell in the bathroom

It smells so good, it smells from the kitchen like chives watered with fresh gravy and sprinkled with fried onions it smells good

That refreshing smell made my nose sniff, and my stomach feel hungry.

But my eyes are heavy to open, and my body feels like it's clutched with heavy objects.

“Oh my body feels pain once”

I tried to open my eyes, but where are you waiting?

Oh I haven't found a clue, I'm the first one I did check my bottom, I tried to feel something different. But mixed feelings, I can not remember what happened, I was in one room.This is whose room…?

“OH.Daddy who I wear. A kegedean shirt

“Oh Oh my goodness what should I do where am I?”

Wait for. Is this Glen's apartment? I want to get out of bed, but my head still feels dizzy . take it all out in the bathroom, limp, dizzy mess.

The sound of people cooking in the kitchen, I'm sure he's the one who owns this place. My hands were shaking my strange thoughts came to my mind, what if, he was a stranger who brought me here, he said,

Eyes looking at the wall clock.

“Wah ten o'clock. Restaurant how is this? I have to go out,” I'm increasingly turning around with a shirt dress that kegedean on my body.

I ventured to open the door of the room

KREEEEEEEEEK

My feet stepped out

~buuuk~

“Auhhh” sounds it from under my feet

“ OH what happened?”

They're all lying on the floor, there's Farhan, Dony

Mohan. All were scattered in several places in the room.

Dance is neat, she is preparing breakfast on the table. That fragrant smell seemed to be the work of Dance and a man who helped her in the kitchen.

“Ah Dance ..!”

I hugged him off guard, when there was a dance there saw him prepare a absorption menu like that.

I still hugged him not letting him go anywhere.

“My eyes are still closed. The alcohol effect is still there.

“Fai you are still drunk?” Tanya Tari bathe first, I have prepared lemon on the table, said dance I still hug her from behind like a spoiled child. My eyes are still closed

“At least change your clothes Fai” said Dance slightly whispered.

“Leave it Tar, I'm still sleepy” I said half-conscious.

“This drink first , Fai” voice Repina. I

take my hand off Dance's shoulder

I turned to the sofa from Repina's voice.

Oh my goodness “ I'm backing off like I'm losing balance.

Another pair of eyeballs. Staring at me intently, his gaze looked from the tip of the foot to my head.

Frans stared at me so sharply, like he was holding back the anger that was about to explode. I looked at the shirt I was wearing. Oh” jeez that shirt is only able to cover my sensitive part,

The rest of my groin was plastered for real, I pulled the shirt so I could cover my bottom a little more.

I died a flea, saw the stern look of Frans, the look of anger, I know that, I know how much He's upset and angry, just like today. I don't know what I did last night so I get that look.

He kept glaring at the still standing, like a bego, there was Glen and Repina sitting there as well.

The two of them just kept silent at the anger Frans showed me .Glen gave me the code to go into the room again. To change my clothes.

I went back in trying to find him in the guy's closet.

But only the work shirt is inside.

I stood in despair. I leaned against the wood.

Trying to remember what caused Frans Semerah to see me.

But my brain is just a big piece of corn.

Unable to work and remember what happened last night.

The panic made my throat feel dry. In the little Nakas there was a bottle of drink, I didn't think it was a bottle of drink did I spend almost half of it.

Oh it turns out that bottle of intoxicating drink I spent earlier. It's gonna make me hard to recover this morning.

Until I felt dizzy and nauseous again and came back out in that fucking outfit.

“Fai really did not change his clothes, I have put in the bathroom a change of clothes that fit for you,” said Tari

“Oh I thought mineral water on the room table just now. I drink it again. Looks like I'm getting drunk again”

“Jeez Faila, You have-there was a deh, that was the former adira last night put there,” said Tari

Still drunk and half conscious. I sat down next to Repina on that couch,

Stupid with everything

“I don't know his shirt is put where Tar” my head is about to explode it feels” I said with my hand massaging my forehead which feels like it was hit with a big hammer.

my mind also began to digress again . The effect of the drink is really excruciating.

I leaned my head on the sofa where Repina was sitting and Frans. I pulled out a pillow to cover my short shirt.

“Mandi aja, Fai dizzy later instantly lost” Repina said

But I ignored it. My hands are still massaging my aching head.

“This drink Fai this honey mixed lemon, mumpung each warm, spend,” said Tari, thrusting his glass,

He pulled a small blanket to help me cover my thighs which was a little peek from the little pillow I was holding.

I glanced at Frans sitting in front of me.

“IYa” forgive me if you, want to be angry, just angry, see you glare like that, even more frightening to me, even more, I don't know what reason you're mad at me ” But can you get rid of your cynical face from before me ?” I said to Frans,

My mouth is not at all cycronous with my brain, when my heart feels guilty. But my brain says something else

.

If the heart and mind are not in line then what happens:

“Do you still dare to talk to me like that after what happened” said Frans in a slightly raised voice woke up Adira who slept next to me.

“Iya what the problem is with you, me and you are not in a relationship where you can scold me, what right do you “kataku with still half conscious .

“Jeez Fai you are still drunk” Look Dance is very worried.

“What we need to take him to Doctor”

“No need” said Frans carrying my half-conscious body.

“Frans what are you doing?” Tanya Panic Dance.

He took me to the bathroom and poured cold water. Holding my body under the cold shower.

Yes pressing the cold mode, both of his hands held my hands pressed against the wall. I'm eighty, because the cold water splash makes me have trouble taking a breath.

“What do you do Ha.. with a voice that is still half drunk. But I can still think a little, just the way of talking that sounds slurred.

“Are you not aware as well, until when are you acting this crazy ? Was the madness last night not enough also” said Frans

“Stop” I can't breathe . Stupid!” I said I couldn't control my lips, My heart said it did, but my brain gave another command to my lips, so it rambled on from earlier.

“What did you say?” Stupid ?” It's great that you call me stupid” said Frans kept flushing my head.

I felt the headache was getting more and more –so and finally vomited back and vomited towards Frans and hugged his body because it was no longer strong enough to withstand the dizziness and maybe because of the cold as well.

“Jeez, Faila…! You did it again. He sat down, by the side of the bathroom and he took off his shirt. Show those hard muscles again.0tot that interesting sight again.

“Haaaaa, got another one like this, I stroked the chest stroking the back of it.

“Fai, Fai stop, what are you doing, you have gone crazy “ Frans said pushing my body.

I know what I'm doing is embarrassing, but it's like someone else is controlling my mind, my hands, my mouth. My heart cannot control them.

I cursed that night, where I went to have drinks with them, causing me to do something crazy and embarrassing today

I forced her to reach her lips .

“Fai listen to me. You drunkenly realize, He gave me rejection.

My heart told me to stop, but somehow my body is not connected, taking orders

“I'm not drunk Frans , I just want to be close to you” I said with my body still smelling ayep, former vomit

“Listen, I don't want” you drunk Faila” look at your body all mess”

I look at my body. The white shirt was brightly showing all parts of my body clearly.

“Listen to Fai, you shower first. If I still feel drunk we are going to Doctor” said Frans wriggling my body blaming the shower again.

But I was crazy, because of my self-defeating behavior. Like I'm not the usual one. This time I pulled him in the shower with me and pulled his neck a little pushy and tried to chase after those lips.

“Stop-stop Faila” you made me angry this time. Your behavior Cheap” Frans said again my brain did not respond .But my eyes let out a warm circle from the corner of my eyes, hearing that cheap word.

I do it like a possessed man. He pushes his body rough.

I challenged him back so he hated me so deeply that I could stay away from him. I want my heart to know itself, and forget it.

Without a word, I tried to go back, grab her neck again. He looked desperate looking at me very sharply.

“Let's slap me, push me so roughly, get hurt if you need to, let me have the reason , keep you away , let's do it. My whisper in my heart

But no, He let me enjoy his own lips that I**** and enjoy alone. She looks like a maniacal woman.

I looked, took a deep breath, saw my behavior.

“Fai, please stop, what's wrong with you jagan make me do something I regret later” Frans said slightly begging.

My heart that suddenly died of taste, did not respond to it.

Forward Fai whispers from another part of my heart, and the other part says . Stop Faila before something bad happens

“Faila “stop me say.”

Listen to me, Faila. I don't love you anymore. I've got another woman in my heart I don't want to take anyone else's . You are already his. This is what I wanted to tell you from yesterday. So come back to him, let's live each other's lives. I hope you and your heart hear it” she said with her hands holding both my shoulders back so as not to approach her again.

I felt my eyes wanting to shed even more water, It was not enough for my reason to stay away from you, I whispered inwardly

I really humbled myself in front of Frans between sadness, hate, fear, being mixed into one.

I don't care if I whisper in my heart to invite disaster I pusher, grab her lips again, with both my hands, The lips look red because I ******** was rudely just now.

“Fai ,Tolong” Frans said his face turned red and He clenched his hands I tried to reach his face again, my behavior is very annoying.

Anyone currently treated like that would definitely be extremely angry. What's more a Frans Devan Men's favorite of all women.

I still kept silent but my height continued to hunt his face, I did not get his face this time, because He dodged and put away my hand .

This time, I want to be in the chest of the field, I hug tightly and give a kiss, everywhere.

“Stop Faila Kirana acting cheap.!” He said in an angry voice, the voice echoed in the bathroom room and his shoulders went up and down holding back the emotions that wanted to overflow

I was still busy with my madness, silently, ignoring it.

“I need more than that my whisper, let's do ,Slap me, so that I have one reason to hate you “ I say again still in my heart.

Until the Unexpected Happens

~PRAAAAAAK~

Frans pushed my body back so hard and so fast, I haven't had a chance to blink, it happened so fast. Until I was lying on the floor .

I stepped on my vomit mark, fell backwards, hit my head into the bathtub in the bathroom

Frans ran lightning towards me . I felt the red liquid rushing through my head on the side.

The red liquid inundated part of my face, my head that sagged from the bathtub and was chained to the floor

Thank you, I smiled at him as a thank you, because he gave me what I asked for,

“Fai…! I still hear Tari hysterically seeing that red puddle on the floor

“Jeez what happened” Repina panicked with her mouth closed with both hands.

~Tolong~

Dance looked trembling at me, all scattering into the bathroom. Frans was still holding my head, putting it on his chest,

I can still feel the heartbeat, beating very fast. I looked at her face.He dripped a grain of clear water from her face.

Strange I didn't faint or want to close my eyes I was still very conscious.

I can't tell where the pain is coming from. The pain in my chest, it hurt a lot more, than my head wound.

Until I fell asleep, for me it was just a nice long sleep.

I'm hopeful. If I wake up, everything will be fine. I hope Frans doesn't feel guilty 'cause I'm hurt.

Seeing her cry when I got hurt made me feel guilty,. Because I act like that, eat it he's emotional and do it. That's because . He wanted to defend his honor, there was a mad woman who attacked him blindly forcing to take something from his bibirmya with a wild attitude.

Frans defended himself. So he pushed the woman. Not persecution. But self-defense

Kira thinks like that.

I still close my eyes with a beautiful bobo in my opinion. But the sound made me not want to stay up forever.

Looks like Felix and Aunt Mira are in the room, I can confirm it's in the hospital .Because of the smell of drugs Typical of hospitals.

“What happened ?”