Small Stars For Faila

Still my husband

Until arriving in Frans' room. I waited and sat in one corner of the room, staring out into the street looking back and forth the vehicle, Trying to keep an eye on the density in the corner of the street of the capital, my eyes were busy wondering. If you can move the car –mobil with super strength, suckle it neatly and orderly , so as not to be always jammed every day, always be a meal every day facing the congestion of the Capital, and,

I didn't realize Frans was standing right next to me.

His eyes were watching the direction of my vision, with all his dreams

“Haaa. Frans ! I was surprised when, He also lowered his head right beside me, Fragrant, from his body invaded my nose.

“What's so exciting about that street, Miss Faila?

Reminds me in the office back then, when you pretended not to remember him, hearing him talk to me this time, it feels strange.

“Oh . Frans ! there's none. I just stared at the streets .

“What made it here?

Why were his eyes so cold again at this moment, Is He angry at this moment. “I just wanted to say, brother Hendro moved Arden to another hospital”.

“Why have you changed today? Is there anything good going on in your life “Bu Faila?

“What?

“Why are you suddenly so , change usually you, Don't like to see me even though you you already remember me , but you're acting not know me , for what?

“Frans Are you mad at me?

“Keep , you think What?

“Frans you are not in the right position to be angry at the moment, whatever you think and whatever , I did it for the recovery of my son and that is the most important!”

Don't you think I don't deserve them?

The atmosphere was heating up, and the high voice we were doing, was inviting attention, This is precisely what is called a quarrel between husband and wife or ex-wife. Out of curiosity . It's true he didn't sign our divorce papers. I checked myself into the civil registry. Sure enough we still recorded the husband wife relationship.

I made a big mistake in my life. I snorted in annoyance. Upset at your own stupidity.

I thought, If we keep the twins away from Frans, it's a mistake.

“Then I came here Frans, my phone was seized by Hendro, so I could not tell you. But I'll come tell you

‘If you say you have rights over children, I would say I am only a Mother who gave birth to them Frans, My Brother and Tarilah who took care of them both since coming to this world Frans!

“But I am the real father to them Faila, Not your sister who is called Papi and Dance is called Mother! I don't get it! Frans' face looked down with sadness

Frans if you ask me why it's like this I'm just saying it's all fate. His eyes stared with, with a sad look, my heart felt like melted chocolate made it, I couldn't bear to see the sadness in his eyes.

There is a sad story behind it all, Why is Dance called Mother and sister even called Papi. Dari lost her baby to keep them both, and sister was sentenced to the doctor's barren sentence, for keeping me, for keeping me alive.

“Do you want to say too, that I have no rights too?

Frans' face did not accept, because I said so, I deserve my son. You have to know that and I can prove it later he said his cloudy face was now changing shape He was angry.

Heard. He had the right to be twinned, making me feel my hair rise to my feet and let out smoke, ready to burn Frans' mouth.

“Do you not want to hear my explanation?

“I, hearing Fai, I heard it from earlier, you want to say , I have no right , Because I did not take care of them because your brother took care of them. That way?

I took a deep breath, there was a sense of tightness in my chest .

We shouldn't argue like this, Frans! You let me down, you're still the way you used to be, never believed in me! Try that time you believe in me and be frank about your situation maybe, Maybe we have become a small family filled with excitement at this time, have you ever thought of that Frans?

I trust you, I love you, so I let you go. I don't want you to see me helpless, you don't know about what I'm going through Faila! His voice decreased and barely heard, the look on his face illustrating how heavy the day he went through.

“I know Frans , I know now.!

“What does it mean ? He looked at me with his eyes turned, in disbelief. What do you know?

“All Frans. It also answered your question, which was why did I have to come here?

We both made mistakes Frans, you weren't being frank with me at the time, about the pain you were in. I'm not, figuring out why you did all that to me

You let me go and bring hate to you, my brother thought so, He thinks you dumped me.

Then let it be like this Frans! Until the situation is calm, then,

“That means I can't meet them?

“Iya” until the situation is calm. If you mess up, I'm afraid I don't have a chance. Even for me as well, right now we are only expecting my brother's kindness,

He paused and weighed what you were saying, I hope He thinks calmly, I hope,

I glanced at the clock on the phone screen .Pamit left Frans because she didn't want to be caught by Hendro,

In this situation, I hope Frans has to understand what I'm talking about and I'll talk to Hendro about the truth.

Almost one week Arden hospital . Frans understood what I said. He did not come or call. That's very accurate . Brother Hendro did not bring it up more, he said,

Now it's just about explaining everything to him, about everything that's happened including my memories, who's recovered and has remembered everything.

Thinking about it makes me feel claustrophobic. Imagine my brother's reaction to knowing Frans was still my husband.