Small Stars For Faila

When he asked me to come back

"Fai, I just realized, if I love you, can you go back home? We missed you. Let's start over, I'll take care of you forever? Do you want Fai?

“Frans sorry I want my college course, I want to be independent,” I said calmly.

“Can't you forgive me, .. It's not fair to me Fai!  once you've made the corettan in my heart and it's hard to erase, you want to just walk away, make my life so chaotic and my family life too,” Frans said.

‘It's not fair to you? Then how are you doing with me chasing after you like a dog for four years?’ I said in my heart.

“ Now, our life is like falling back after you leave, can't you go back home, reverse the situation back?” frans said his eyes were clear.

“I can't Frans, I'm sorry if I'm so troublesome your family,” I said slowly.

“You changed Fai, when mom missed you so much,” said Fran trying to disrupt my defense by forgiving her mom.

The heart had certainly heard about mami, but I wanted to rise …

“I want to improve my life Frans, want to replace the time I wasted so far, I want to blow up the cheap character Faila,” ujacpku suddenly feel embarrassed.

The look in Frans' eyes was even more sad he tried to persuade me.

“Faila whom I used to know very well and cheerfully and like an angel,” Frans said to flatter me, I did not know it was a feigned or sincere expression from his heart. Though I hate the old Faila so much, cheaply and shamelessly, if I can turn back the clock, I want to erase that time.

I just smiled a little as Frans praised me exorbitantly, he praised Faila a lot.  As if we were talking about two Failas.

“Why don't you be honest Frans , why don't you tell me that I was, bego, cheap and and have no shame in just following you like a pet dog, isn't that what you said first?”

“I never said anything like to you Faila, stop judging me like that, as if you would know everything about my heart and my mind,”.

“I know a lot about you Frans. Don't forget that I've been tailing you for four years, I've been following you for years even handing over my body to you …. You shouldn't have let me chase you for years, let me beg for love for you for years. You should have stopped me because you knew how, but you didn't you let me expect a lot from you,.

All these years, I thought that you would love me even if you were just a little and maybe if I tried it would be the love I always gave birth to, your growing concern for me made me even more convinced that you love me, but in the end I realize it now.   I'm so ashamed of myself that's why I chose to avoid, because I'm ashamed of you,” I said in a weak voice.

“You're wrong Fai, I do love you,”

“Why new now ? why after I left did you just say it?” I said looking at him firmly.

“Love does not have to be revealed through the words, Faila,” I do in my own way.

‘Oh God .. what love is expressed by insulting and degrading’ I ingrained.

“Where are you? I had to wait to ask for a kiss from you and you kicked me out. What in a way, when I have to make you drunk new you want to touch me, I always drop myself on you and you always reject me. Tell me Frans …. Love me in your own way which is ….? I embarrassed Frans when I remembered all my behavior in the past”

 These two palms, covering my face, given all that, I was so embarrassed.

“But revealing it all to you right now, makes me feel a little relieved. Forgive the old Faila, Faila who was cheap and always embarrassed you. Let's forget each other and forget the past Frans,”.

“Already? Now listen to me Fai …. I keep your pride in front of my family and my friends, I deliberately do not care for you so that they do not always tease me ak-”

“Already Frans do not defend yourself anymore, whatever we did in the past let it be the past,” I said sigh.

“I only ask for forgiveness from you, Fai, is that all right?” Frans looked at me

“Fai forgive me.” Suddenly his hand holding this hand again carried it to his chest

“Frans later we see people,” I tried to pull this hand, to take it off.

 “ I don't care,”ujar Frans kissed my hand. “Frans don't be like that , this on campus there are many eyes see us,” said I pulled my hand firmly, I have no energy anymore because from this morning has not eaten.

While trying to pull my hand, suddenly

 Mohan came, out of nowhere, watching me try to let Frans' hand go.

“Fai!” Call Mohan he's approaching.

  Frans took off his hand, he was shocked, looked at Mohan with a brand and this time Mohan looked at him no less sharply as well,  again the eyes of the two collide with two bulls who are ready to fight, the,

“What the heck y'all” I jumped into the middle of limiting their fight.

 Mohan pulled my hand as if he were more entitled to me, he brought my body closer to his

“Urus your boyfriend used to , just disturbed Faila,” he said pointing to the woman who stared cynically at us,

The woman called - call her boyfriend Frans, the woman looks at me cynically, I don't want any trouble, I don't want any trouble, then I let Mohan hold my arm and take me away from them.

For the first time for me that Mohan helped me so much, if all this time, he was always considered a human intruder, I think, this time he was a savior for me.

Even so, it does not mean that it has also accepted as a friend, after being far enough from Frans.

“Awas jagan hold - hold.” I let go of his hand

“Ha, ha, ha already lost my pellet, he was still hot and wanted me with his hand,” Mohan said chuckling.

“I'm hungry not to eat from earlier let's eat first,” take me to Mohan.

“Ok,” says Mohan.

Taking me out of the campus, choosing to eat out.

Frans was still staring at us with a cynical look.

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