Small Stars For Faila

Let's stay together

If I feel this deep pain, keep going. What about Frans? Does he feel the pain I feel? It would be unfair if I experienced this sadness myself.

I was petrified again before Arvind with all the long endless daydreams.

“What's so sick? Ask Arvin . I nodded unconsciously .I don't know what . He asks what is the wound of my hand.

“Why separate if you know it's going to hurt like this

“Haaa? I woke up not wanting to share my life story with the wrong people.

I mean, why do you think this bandage will hurt more than ever.

“Oh” whatever I say even though I know the purpose of the conversation and where to go . It seemed he positioned himself as if he was ready to accommodate my story. He wants me to tell his life story.

But for me not” I wanted to get to know him more closely but since that style of speech that humbled me this morning. I pulled myself to get closer to him.

His father seemed to understand the problem of the young man he left me and Arvind was still sitting in the room.

Feeling that I also did not want to have a life story that I wanted to share with him, I wanted to go to bed first

“I'm sleepy too, I'm sleeping first Yes!.

Seeing me leave 'em, the face looks shocked unexpectedly,

“Kok . go straight to bed! is he sleepy?

“Iya Ni. was sleepy, I turned’ He looked at me who left him. He probably thought I'd watch him and stick to him like I did this morning.

I admire his body and face. But it's just there

Deep in my heart no one has been able to replace him, right now in my heart. Don't know later.

That night I went back to sleep in the front room in front of the TV. Even though his father and mother Arvind told me to sleep in his room. But to me it is impolite that a guest sleeps in the room and who has slept in the front room. I still have morals and decency.

Earlier. Arvind said he was going to sleep at his friend's house, so it didn't matter to me to sleep alone.

Surely just stretched my body I've traveled in the dream world. Even though it is only a thin ambal and fan but all of it is able to lift my bobokan until it can sleep like that.

05:15 WIB

The sound of the cock making me wake up, the sound of roosters showing off each other's voices

I opened my eyes trying to wake up, because the noise coming from the kitchen was not just a chicken that had been awake ,

Try to relieve the muscles and rotate the right and left neck. It was also silent . to see an athletic figure again sleeping beside me. Even though he made some distance between us, I still felt ashamed .”What if last night I snored or deliriously it wasn't funny, why did he sleep next to me again anyway?

Seeing sleep on his back, on his forehead placed his wrist, even in sleep, he still looks to carry the burden of his life

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I don't know what he's thinking, but judging by his demonstration He's got a problem. But his posture and face made me hold him

My feet are starting to normal . I chose to help you feed your pets.

When my face focused on those two-legged animals. Mr. arvind looked at me with a watching look.

“Why not go home! The face of the sibapak looked at me and watched me He was glimpsed like a shaman degan. His ability can guess my mind.

Our young master is someone who likes to hurt others, especially a woman

‘Who is the young master? Meaning father. Arvin ?

“Ia Non It is not our child more precisely Me and the mother was her former nanny and her driver, he said,

“My money is right” I said in my heart.

The Father did not seem to want to tell in detail the Young Master. The point is Arvind as I thought he wasn't this parent's second child.

What happens if I stay here longer, sir?

“There are bad things that will happen later , whispered the old man with a serious looking face.

Well tell me sir so I can go push me with the father.

When we again chatted seriously our bodies turned their backs on the house, the figure on the topic of our conversation was already standing right on the strip

His face was calm and his eyes were shady. I freaked.

Fearful of the father, I fear He snapped at him for fearing his plan

But I thought I was wrong, he respected the old man.

The clock almost shows at 7 am. The father left us both, and,

“Do you want to stay with me? Ask Arvind without further ado

Heard that silly question. I'm not surprised that the old man told me the danger .Maybe this is one of the dangers my father said

“Not”

“Why don't you want to, don't you like me?

I looked at her face. Yes . That face is indeed the face of the young master. The young master who lived in this humble place fled from his family.

‘I don't want to live with people I don't know, I used to like you because you were handsome making you a runaway .But-!

“Tapia pa?

I don't want to do it because you don't like it either.

“I know you must be lonely. Let's stay with me. I'll give you what you want

“Indeed what I need . I asked with

Her face looked at me so sure, she thought the divorced woman was her husband lonely. Maybe his thinking has a point as well but I don't think it's all.

“You need warmth from a Man. I'll give it up let's stay together and do everything we want, without the need for any ties .

I'm a man who doesn't believe in his name Marriage”

Hearing that there is a feeling like nano –nano in the heart. When she needed a friend, she invited me to live together. But then again. I married not even add sin”

“I can't”

“I know women like you.

The words were actually heartache but returned to the position to this man. Maybe it was the same trauma as the name of marriage

I have no privilege to explain to her that marriage is not all unhappy.blaa blaaa.

Because I am a victim of my own selfishness. With a unanimous determination of course I do not want to accept his invitation to gather kebo. I'm divorced not trying to ruin my life . Hope to have happiness .

“ I am not included in the list of women you maxdud’

“I will bear all my living expenses you” He offered me with teeth

“I will work for him I later”

“I'm a Doctor” Her face is getting serious and persistent is offering me to stay with her. He does not like to be rejected for him rejection can hurt his pride what else rejects a woman or a widow

“I know you're a Doctor!

“Where do you know? What do you know about my life.? Did your mom and dad tell you?