Small Stars For Faila

When the heart feels empty

After introducing myself to the ranks of the hospital, if I am one of the owners of the hospital and Hendra's brother the deputy of the Director, if I am, The doctor who had only seen me was just the patient's family now treating me and the rest of the family with the utmost respect.Unlike usual, they realized they were wrong all this time, all this time,

When he came out of the hospital meeting room, Arvind was waiting at the door, now that face was no longer as sharp as when I knew him.

“Hai, you surprised me,” said Arvind with eyes looking at me seriously,

“Shocked for what? because I am the owner of this hospital ?” I looked at him unfriendly.

“Iya”

“I am not the type of person who shows off and the type of person likes to demean someone, but I prefer no more, if there is someone who judges people with status,”.

“Sorry, it's because I'm angry that you won't answer my call”

“Arvind is not always the person whose heart is in good condition, there are times when other people are not in good condition can not take a phone call from you, he said, that's where you are asked to understand each other and understand each other,” I said advising.

“What does that mean we can't be friends anymore?”

“Iya I want to tell you find someone who suits you, sorry I can not just be friends or just friends chat also I can not be with you,” I said.

He was surprised by what I said, he did not expect me to say that, even refused to befriend him, the usual Faila whom he knew was a gentle woman, but this time I only befriended him too, I refused him, all humans change their minds.

I left him still staring at me, I had to do that from the beginning, I didn't want Arvind to like me any deeper than a glance he was indeed very handsome dream of all women, but for me he's just a young man who just wants to find pleasure, rather than the length of the problem or too deep he likes me, better end up here with Arvind.

To me he's just an employee who works at my hospital, he's just a young Doctor who makes money for the hospital, nothing more,even if the relationship that made my heart flower was just a coincidence in this world, I hope this kind of thing does not dissolve anymore, just get here

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There's a lot I want to tell you about with Dance, because she's my only friend and family, I don't have any friends but Dance, but when I do she's mad at me, I wanted to get into the Dance room, but not wanting to shout at me again, her body had recovered only her mentally weak.

“Why not log in?” asked Hendra when he saw me hesitating to enter.

“I just want to talk to brother,”

“What? let's find a good place to chat, Dance also just took medicine”

Walking to the hospital park sitting with his sister, his face looks tired taking care of Dance not to mention the sadness that he felt the loss of a long-awaited child, of course, one blow to his sister.

“I want to go big brother,” I said as we sat down.

“Ah, where, why suddenly?”

“I feel lost the spirit of life brother, I feel there is a part of my heart that is missing a lot, I am empty and empty, I want to vacation to eliminate this fatigue.”

“Tapia pa have to go Fai, how about the kids?”

“There was a sister and a Dance for them, I was just a mother who gave birth to them, but they never really needed me, they only needed a sister and Tari”

“No brother, I just want a holiday” only

“When?”

“Lusa kak, I've taken care of everyone who handles the Hotel and restaurant.”

“Are you angry with brother?” asked my brother to look at my face that looked very disappointed, actually yes, but what can I demand, it is my brother who deserves everything.

“No, there may be a little”

“Is it because I forbid Frans to meet them?” Brother Hendra looked at me.

Actually, if I'm honest, anyway he is the father, they both sometimes sad to hear when they heard the two boys call him Om, Frans has also told me why he let me go, at that time he was very sick, he thought he did not survive, he suffered alone, I also suffered alone we both suffered.

“Forget that sis, say hello to Tari, I'm all saying goodbye today, same brother,”

“Fai? you're just gonna leave, how long? where?” asked Brother Hendra looking worried.

“Don't worry brother I can definitely take care of myself, don't think too much about my situation, I'm much more mature now, I've been a lot of passing the ordeal could be a lesson of my life in front of him sis" .I tipped the kids with brother”

I stood alone, my heart was completely broken, I wanted to cry, but I didn't know what I wanted to cry for, didn't know where I started.

“Fai..!” call big brother his face is really sad, he stood up as I stepped leaving him.

“Iya big sister,” said I turned my head around staring at her.

“Sorry,” said brother Hendra he held a dam in his eyes. “Should you go, can't we talk about it before you go, should we talk first, should you say that you're disappointed with brother, brother,” said brother Hendra looking at me as if I would be gone forever, he looks very sad to see me go.

I just lowered my head leaving my sister still staring at me far away.

Pamit on the children they will not feel lost even if I go far, but when I do not see Dari and Hendra brother even though for several hours they both have been crying, he said, but if I'm the one who's been gone for months, they're both just telling me to call.

“Mommy where to go?” ask Aretha this time is not usually he mewek because I said I want to go to work out of town, if usually I leave the City or the State family usually they both just kiss my cheek , I didn't ask where I was going for how long. But this time Arden didn't even let me go he kept hugging my feet both Aretha like that, they both didn't let me go.

What was? isn't this kid usually like this? Because there is no dance at home.

“Mommy just go while baby, later Mother comes home from the hospital,”

“Momy don't go again stay with us,” Arden said looking at me with a cry.

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