Small Stars For Faila

Plan to return to Indonesia

“He could not be contacted. His phone is off, probably still in the seminar room. I'm afraid that , he's coming home later Fai! said Dance increasingly bitter tears

Today Mr. Hendro again held a seminar at the hospital where he used to be. Maybe he's still at the seminar.

Dance afraid that sister knows . Arden is gone, I'm more afraid.I'm afraid he's scolding his wife.

Almost two hours we searched for him, did not find him . The weather outside is getting colder . The snow is getting worse.

This time Hendro called back. Maybe he checked his phone, there were a lot of incoming calls. I glanced at Tari who was sitting weakly with a pale face, being tired. This time the police are also searching.

“Kakak already home?”I asked and thought hard how to keep brother Hendro from panicking as well.

“Udah nih again on the road . I'm stuck in snow on the road to the house.But right Dance phone I uda on the road , I didn't hear “ said Henro.Why Fai?

“Kak”?- I can't say a word quietly.

“Why? his voice at the other end of the phone panicked

“There.what is Faila?”

“Arden missing kak” I said try with a slow tone of voice. So that my brother did not panic.I was afraid also He was okay because again bring a car too.

“What? How can? All right, I'm coming now

Somehow, he went through that blizzard, it's only been an hour since I called brother. He has arrived, but does not bring a car but delivered a large motorbike.

“His face is white and pale and his jacket and head are filled with snowflakes.

I can't imagine how big brother endured the cold.

“Why Can? she panicked and almost cried.

He went to the page looking .what if he was cold and frozen outside “ he said.

The dance roared even more, crying, blaming itself. I followed brother, came looking outside . Geez! just this time I saw that face so scared.

The last time I saw him I was scared was too, at the time I fell at home at the time, in Oxford. 2 years ago.but not as scared as today.

“I beg you to come back baby!” forgive Papi” he said with reddened eyes holding back crying.

The policemen were very good, they moved their men to search all places, including clearing thick snow on the Homeyard.

Next to our house there is a flower garden and there are many cars parked. Hendro also examined him, without concern for his shivering self, as the blizzard grew thicker.

The police told him to come in. They took over the search. It's been almost 5 hours since he was declared missing.

We sat in stone . Dari was still crying.Walau her husband was not angry, but he increasingly blamed himself, even though we know. He was not negligent in the least, He was a deft and agile man and meticulously took care of the twins.

But Arden is more agile than his mother. Brother Hendro hugged him because he blamed himself continuously until he wanted to hurt himself

Police are still busy searching the area of the house and checking the cctv. Felix was also busy searching.we sat weakly in silence in front of the furnace.

“Mother..!”

The sound . shocked us all. Arden came out of one of the rooms, his hand holding his toy robot

Apparently He fell asleep in a big Bok. Storage of unengined toys

“Haaaaa! We all hugged him.

“Arden” The loudest Dance Voice hugs very tightly crying .She was confused to see us all crying, hugging her,

“Kok can, but the police and I have also checked here said Felix curious , re-enter to look into the room.

The toys we had not had time to remove, so stored in the room, and other goods. He looked for his toy and went into the box. Maybe because in the box it was warm he fell asleep.

“I close, let mother find me! Main –umpat Arden says without sin.

“Iya” you the winner. You deserve a charter for your actions, Felix said

“Jeez” Papi ! uda wants to die nih” said brother Hendro this time really crying. Not paying attention to us anymore. He rubbed his wet eyes.

“Papi don't cry Inces said, hugging Hendro's leg rubbing his eyes. Aretha really pretty Barbie tub. Her hair was a little wavy and bushy manicured. Dance and brother Hendro lengthen her hair .

They're amazing parents, for my kids. The affection given by Hendro was more than the biological parents.

It has changed a lot since the twins. He rarely spoke and his impression was arrogant. But now . changed 180 degrees.

Sometimes I feel sorry for the Baby twin, because it is loved by two parents who are so extraordinary .

Baby Twin, you know, you love Dance and Hendro more than me. But I am grateful that my children have affection that I cannot give

hour 09:15 .London Time

Weather in the morning in London . towards the end of December

It was a very cold day. Even though we had turned on the warmers in the room, and blamed the wait for the fire still the cold was poor.

The most tortured dance. Understand the body that usually lives in tropical places. He is not strong cold and his body is bent-banging, if it is winter .It was a serious annoyance for him

He is allergic to cold weather, brother Hendro had to give him injections and drugs to overcome the bumps

It was also what made him always whine to go home to Indonesia, every time December arrived he would experience it, he would experience it,

Because in December, the snow falls. So this month became a separate pain for Dance.

But the opposite to the Tari curcils. When the mother was frightened out of the room, the twins asked to play snow outside the room.

Dance obeyed. But he looks like a double everything .Duobel jacket gloves and other –lanya.

But today he was really sick. Her body is hot shivering. And his whole body was bent. I can't bear to see it. It's pain.

“Alright “we will go home to Indonesia” said brother at the time.

“I'm so happy “ says Dance behind that thick blanket. The two twin boys of course infiltrated the blanket.They thought Dance was just playing

“Come “ Papi on guard at this time! said brother Hendro

Carrying both left right, if not can Dance be used as a horse –kudaan same Arden the biangkerok.

Preparation to return to the village. Start making plans.

Seen once the worry on the face of Brother Hendro, there is a heavy burden like that he can not let go. Several times He drew a long Breath.

He once said, his heart to me if. He does not currently want to return to Indonesia. But it is different from the Dance that so misses returning to Indonesia. Delicious in the Country of the People but even more beautiful in the Country itself. I am too.

For four years we have left Jakarta. Dance for four years, we're gone. He came home a few times. To visit his father, who is serving time in prison.

Giving money for the tuition of his younger brother who was schooled in Pondok pesantren. He takes on his responsibilities as a sister. She always sent Routinely, giving school fees to her sister . of course, accompanied by her husband's support

Brother Hendro is an amazing man and husband in my opinion. I never saw him get into a fight between the two of them.

The news is we will return to Indonesia, to Felix's ears. He came home with an excited face, for he had also completed his studies . After studying for 3 years.

“Wah, can fit so yes.!”

“IYa Dance, whining want to go home said Hendro not so excited.

Faila wants to go back to Indonesia. How will it be?