Small Stars For Faila

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His face changed, with one eyebrow raised looking at my ridiculous manner .

“Yes, but my hand you taro where is it?”

‘OH. forgive me.

Rio's face chuckled, looking at the behavior that was always watching Felix's phone so as not to contact who, who,

“Alright, give a reason why we should not tell your family, if you have met.” Said felix

Replied with a nod of Rio, who seemed to agree with the opinion of his friend,

“Connecting because your voice has returned, also tell me why you can get to this orphanage” said Rio followed me to give an explanation

Looking for a quieter place, from the children they were both waiting for me to explain

“Alright, I said then with a bit heavy Breath maybe my family has told me as good as I am, I am a little stressed and a little crazy, how else to meet guys like you two, who are handsome I said grimly

yes, in fact, joking again protest Rio who can not wait to hear about me, again,

“Ok. well lah’ again with heavy breath to explain

“My name is Faila Kirana, maybe you have met my family so I do not need to mention who they are, I once lived here.”

“At this parlor?”Rio asked in disbelief

“Yes, After my mother's death began, an aura of sadness emanated on my face. After my mother died and before my father died first .My grandfather and my older brother left me at this orphanage.

“I am also the son of this Panti said Rio arrived, But what year?”

“I year duaribuan uda so the inhabitants of this place Fai,

Maybe this is what is called Suratan destiny,” me and Kak Rio both – together have lived in this Panti.

“Awhile here there are still photos of old times,” said Rio running carrying old photos. Which one are you Faila?”

My face is a little bit different from other kids

“The child who used to be like the princess, forced by fate, abdicated to the throne in ash , here is the person, pointing at the girl with the red ribbon still wearing a nice shirt, which I brought from my mother's house,

“OH you the Princess crying that? rio said recalling clearly, I was 11 years old there and you were probably 7 years old, you were so famous from the beginning of your arrival, you know,

Just crying every day not want to eat no want anything just ask to go home

“You gave me a guava so that I stop crying.You remember it?” asked Rio with slightly puffy eyes

“Small boys dimpled, who always persuaded me to stop crying and give anything so I wouldn't cry?

In the end, you'll get hit by the caretaker for caring too much for me, right?”

Suddenly I hugged big brother Rio who felt like he was the big brother who protected the old days first,

I cried in his arms “Thank you brother.!” I never had time to say that, though,

Felix looked at us with a strange face and an impression of dislike,

“Udah, udah his embrace” his face manyun like a rotten tomato

The long story on Rio's brother that I now call big brother because he is his age over me and also he is like a big brother to me in my childhood,

Rio ran away from the orphanage after me first, he also ran away from there, in the village of Aunt Mira and became a part

His family, in school became successful children, an Army, and,

Good luck to him, that day we were familiar and close to each other can not be denied I am comfortable because the same ever suffered.

“Friendly me pilgrimage brother, to the grave of my parents”my same brother Rio

“You sure take me? if you ask who I am?

I answer what?”

He joked Felix felt himself isolated, because suddenly I was familiar with Rio's sister, Rio,

Whether true or not, Felix finally agreed not to tell me where I was, both for aunt Mira Felix's mother,

Because my main purpose is to return home because I want to go to the tomb of my parents,

Finally completed also, Sad feeling enveloped along in the grave of my Mama that I can not express with the word, the word,

In the grave, I promise I whisper in my heart, I will come back one day, to return my mother's property that should have been buried there,

The part of my mother's body that was given to me, the start of my life, maybe you used to think it was the beginning of my life. But it's the opposite, though,

The heart my mother gave me early from my swath,

Grandfather accused me of killing my mother, and taking her heart, and regarded me as the doom bearer blamed for her son's death ,

My heart still asks to this day 'Is my mother really killing herself to give her heart to me?

Is that how hard I live?

I'll give you back later Ma, what's yours I bathed in my mother's grave filled with withered flowers,

Maybe yesterday my grandfather and my brother came also Pilgrimage to the grave.

Trying not to hate my mama makes me a little relieved, making peace with myself will probably make me recover a little.

“Ayo” take brother Rio who saw me dissolve in sadness

“Goodbye Mother, Father ” whispered, longing for both my parents a little treated, Father,

I decided to stay in the waiting room maybe for a few days, to find tranquility and coolness in the village, because the rural air makes me comfortable,

“You're sure Fai,” said Rio won't come with us back to Aunt Mira's house,

“I am here aja sak, but please do not tell anyone I am here I want to medi first in this place, looking for calm,” with a face full of persuasion on both of them .

Hope that Felix's arrogant mouth doesn't leak my existence to his family,

“If I'm the Ok”

I saw the Ice Boy, made sure he also wanted to promise not to tell his family,

“Baik” replied later with still looks cold,

It's the third night for me to be in the orphanage, away from the quiet crowd and the sound of the children and the fresh air, The moonlight was beautiful,

Grabbing a warm shirt and going out the air is very cool, That quiet and quiet feeling does not make me panic again this time

Well have I healed, not afraid when lonely

I walked down the Panti building and stood in the courtyard.

But my view stopped on one big motor parked in front of the Panti fence . The atmosphere was already deserted even the fence was already in the lock from the inside,

Who ? walking trying to find out,

Haa, why is he at this hour anti dip looking for me?

I approached trying to see who was there

“Felix?”He was shocked to look back, “You why?”  Ask to investigate

“Oh no I just passed out from a friend's house and remembered you here, seems to have slept so I sit here,

“Why not log in?”

“I'm afraid to interrupt”

“Oh.Well I'm in, yes”

“Eh..Fai, wait a minute,” his face Doubt,

“Iya,”

“That I want to apologize to you, for my rude attitude towards you!” he said Sincerely this time his face was not as cold as it was yesterday again,