Small Stars For Faila

If the heart is hurt

“Well let's finish. Let everything be done, said my brother.

“Baiklah . Just take care, brother. It's up to brother!

Dari looked at me in wonder, saw me despair and gave up .

“Alright if that's your verdict. Leave it all to Brother said Hendro. Seemed resolute

Almost a month since that incident. I busied myself in the office and took care of the work.

We are immersed in our own world.

The gap between us is deepening .Finally what I was afraid of happened was also brother Hendro finally knew the incident at Frans' house. He was angry and almost wanted to talk about it. He wanted to imprison Frans' mother.

But I forbid him to promise, to leave the family and forget my first love. It feels heavy to be forced to separate even though they love each other.

I admit, from Franslah I know how it feels to love. From his family first, I learned what Harmonious family looks like . Although all the memories now remain.

Frans' family was also troubled, Frans' parents eventually separated in their old age. Where when they should sit with each other's hands now let go of each other and even hate each other. Not even the feelings they always feel. Long ago. But now they hate each other and don't know each other

“What true love does not exist?

Whether changing the stairs is that hard, I'm insinuating. Although I often hear the –guidance about housing such as :

A school that does not graduate or a school that does not finish is building a household, will continue to learn and learn again, he said,

I haven't felt what it's like to be a household. But the dream will stay the dream, I feel it has fallen, before stepping. When it comes to feelings of despair will be heavy medicine.

I choose to think about the future of my children, rather than busy lamenting my own fate, it feels selfish because now there are children who have to think about,

Life-sustodians. They make me a more beautiful day, tomorrow there will be hope

That same month I never saw Frans again.

I lay my body on the bed, wrestled all day with sheets of paper and met with the crowd making my knees feel numb. I close my eyes and forget everything.

Just take off the shoes and lay down the body that feels helpless again.

Tok

Tok

The knock from my bedroom door blew me away

“Masuk” I said from inside the room, positioning my body leaning against the bed.

Dance entered with a face look anxious he rubbed his stomach that had begun to look began to enlarge

“ Uda eat? I'm sure that face holds something. I've understood my best friend Dance, how He gets angry, how He keeps things, how He wants to tell me something important this time, I guess He wants to ask me something

“ I uda ate earlier at Hotel” Why Tar?

“ Have you spoken to your sister?

“Not yet.What's up?

“Frans family requests custody of children

‘Hmm. It feels funny to hear that, after what they did to Arden I said.

“But Fai , they do KPA(Child Protection Commission)

Because your sister forbade them from seeing kids

“Leave it Tar. If He still continues it there I will make sure . He lost his right to be a father at once, I'll make sure of that I said!” I also think I want to be cruel.

“That all happened because your brother told Frans to divorce you !

“It's better” I said no more care. My heart is already sick for the umpteenth time .

“I'm tired. Maybe we are destined not to be with”

I've decided the lawyer takes care of everything.

Although it sounds selfish. It is selfish to think

I decided that ever since He defended Adella in front of me, I decided that I hated her.

“How He said Adella was innocent to me

My life was ruined because of her former fitnah.

My grandfather died, because of a hoax he created. I dropped out of college because of him too. I signed the signature of the marriage contract because of Him too.

He said there was no mistake. My heart is really hurt.

Since then, Frans and I have never met again. Although he often comes to the office and home but I do not want to see him.

Said the Dance was too cruel, not giving her a chance. Not that he didn't give her a chance . But karan has had too many chances to give him. Until the effect is too soft.

“Fai I always support you, whatever your decision. I believe you” said Dance.

He went to his room , left me contemplating alone, “While my eyes can't sleep anymore.My mind is really messy.

Finally the hard day came . After almost two months since the matter. Since He defended another woman in front of me who is none other than the woman I hate the most on the face of this Earth.Hazard I am angry” Now eat that Adella “My inner heart curses

Our real divorce hearing was held in a South Jakarta court. According to our domicile. I chose not to attend. Frans appointed Bang Niko as his lawyer.

They demand custody of children .Our trial runs very hard.Of course they are not entitled to have it in the least.

The first trial of the second trial of the third trial I never came,

Because during that divorce hearing, I was in Belgium on business . I'm handing everything to my brother and the lawyer.

But I didn't know that until I divorce we'd be this alot. According to Tari Frans does not want a divorce he wants to refer and speak directly to me. But I want to see him he's been in contact hundreds of times at all costs, he's done to talk to me but this heart, it's been sealed.

That day at one Hotel in Belgium Tari called me if I always turned off my phone and focused on working with one of the most famous Hotels in the country.

Kriii

Kriii

Dari called . because I accidentally turned off my phone.

“Why Tar?

“Fai” You must return to Indonesia. It's getting out of control.

“What.that under control.

“Frans back to attack.He said that your brother bullied you.

He hired a famous lawyer to fight.It's a trial for Fai.

He wants a divorce but custody is given to him.

Your brother is too trifling with people. He looks like he will lose come Fai.This is already the trial I know. People are getting tired of following this trial .

It's been too long . You seriously don't, want to part with Frans ?

“Seriously Tar” time messing” In terms of my heart still doubt. That's why I chose to stay away. My heart is easily worried!

I will finish it . Just wait Tar I'll silence them all..!

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