Small Stars For Faila

Wedding plans

“Actually I just want our wedding and Felix canceled, so I told Felix that we did it in that bathroom, and that wound is because I forced you, to do it,” I said.

“APAAA?” frans said his face was not that angry anymore, but at this moment his face was astonished and confused.

“I'm sorry Frans, I'm sorry,” I said with both palms put together, I begged her forgiveness for ruining her life and humiliating her family.

“ Are you telling me to trust all this?” said Frans. But his face wasn't as angry as it was. I see it as a normal rage.

“I will do anything for you to believe I said continue to beg with fear. “But please do the wedding tomorrow.

Please, let's do the wedding tomorrow. After the wedding you can do anything to me Frans. It's for my grandfather's sake “my heart with both palms keeps begging him. Finally the dam in my eyes spilled too.

“Stop Fai, Don't do that” He pulled my hand so don't beg her again.

“But we'll finish the wedding tomorrow Frans.”

“Baik” You said there was no intention to do marriage’.” You said you wanted to do anything, right? All right, how about this, said Frans, his hand handed over the marriage contract agreement.

I looked at him tightly. It turned out that he had planned it like far away. I read all the terms

My brain can only catch a few Points:

*Not interfering in each other's affairs

• not asking for the Right as a Husband. Reading this point you find it very funny .Sad at once. Frans still remembers what happened in the bathroom.

• not leaking secrets to others etc

•

Lots of points listed in it and already signed Frans. I stared in silence.

Well this might be better, I whispered in my heart the old contract in Frans one year wrote.

But I cut it to 6 months, meaningless long tormented in one uncertain bond.

“I hope you understand Faila, I have not been able to do all this, You have read the –poinya Points, I hope you follow them all. Well point number two maybe you think I'm a hypocrite or something. But suppose it's all disappointment,” Frans said looking at me with disappointment.

“Means?”

“In this one year, if you happen anything to you , I am ready to take responsibility,” Frans said but my slow brain, hard to read purpose

“I don't understand the point?” I said confused, though,

“Feelix has told you everything how far your relationship is So-“

“You accused me, did it with Felix?” My face is tense

“He showed me his picture, but it's been extended again. We will do our best tomorrow rest,” Frans said.

“Alright” I left Frans' room and returned to my room

In the room, I didn't know I had to do anything to cry tears as if I didn't want to go out anymore. Now my eyes are just looking at my hands that are already beautiful to wear, carved like an Indian bride. Without feeling , at the end of the water dripping on my hand, It felt tight on my chest, I opened the window door of my room staring far ahead of the emptiness was getting felt.

From the room Frans still vaguely heard the lyrics of the song sad song India . this time (Dil fight liya & o sahiba o sahiba) which flimnya starring preity zinta. The song describes how I don't really understand what it means. But Frans understood. But if heard from the lyrics of the song earlier it all touched the heart.

I still looked far away, the sparkle of the Capital's street lights and heard the lyrics of the song, Tears flowed greatly missed my mother, had my mother been there maybe I wouldn't have felt

I don't know how long I've been staring out into that crowded street with my hands folded in my stomach. I do not know how long Frans also stood on the balcony of his room. Our rooms are both on the first floor. I turned. He also looked at me for a second as we stared at each other.

Until I finally went back into the room.

Those two men ruined my life, tomorrow I'm getting married. But in 6 months I will be a young widow, a widow who has been tainted by Slander who broke my steps.

At this moment in the room there was only an agonizing silence and emptiness. I will not be able to endure the excruciating silence, I fear that my old illness will recur later.

Frans' house from earlier was very crowded because many relatives who came also from India, now it is deserted, I put my ears to the wall of Frans' room, it seems to have been sleeping. The songs that were played from earlier were no longer heard.

I pulled the hody jacket I was going to wear .I put it on and closed my head.

02:00WIB

I walked on my tiptoes so that no sound would not want to wake them up, drizzling outside.

I opened the door very slowly. It seems safe because it's morning,

I tried to glance at my left hand thinking about where I was going.

Suddenly there was a hand that pulled my hand made me shocked and turned to hit the chest of a hard and sturdy man, I opened the head covering that I was wearing, he said,

Frans looked at me investigating.

“Do you want to escape ? Is it because of the paper you signed earlier?” Frans asked still holding my arm.

“No I just can't sleep”

“It's been two in the morning Faila, do you want to come out at this hour, what do”Ia wants to do is look at me with a probing look.

“I told you, I can't sleep. I just want to buy something to supermarket”

“That's very dangerous Miss Faila, there are a lot of bad guys coming out this hour,” Frans said, “You know if your hand has been painted like that you can't get out again.”

“Just like, if I go back into that quiet room, I'll have a seizure later,” I said.

What kind of relationship do we have, I love him so much, he used to love me so much, but right now, what is this?she hated me.

“Alik’ I will accompany you,” Frans said

“No need Frans, I'm alone” I said

But he ignored her.His hand grabbed the umbrella next to him and stretched it out.

On the way, we both chose silence, he treated me like a stranger.He didn't seem to want to come into contact with my body .

“I don't have to wear an umbrella, I just wear a jacket,” I said choose to walk first. The drizzle that had been small felt increasingly heavy .His hands hugged my shoulders and turned back on me, walking silently down the drizzle of the night, finally arriving.I picked out a few snacks and put them in a basket. There are some young people who participate in the mini market.

“His hand is flanked Tea coke crossed –coret” said a young man on a whim, he looked at me with a seducing look.

I just realized, arms and legs run out in hena shouldn't be able to get out before the wedding. I looked at that hand and looked at Frans. He didn't say anything.

Hopefully nothing will happen, I whispered in my heart.

“We go home” I'm a little scared.

The rain had stopped, when the way back home, there was a group of teenagers sitting down drinking. On the corner of the road we were about to cross, now I regret why I had to go out earlier.

“Frans I'm scared ” I said

Suddenly, he squatted in front of me.

“Aiklah,” door.

“A-a-what do you want to do?” I asked a little bit of a wave

“Holding me, hurry up, hurry up, if you don't want us to be wretched because of you “ said Frans with his face looking bright in the light of street lights.

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