Small Stars For Faila

Don't touch

“What you do !”  I said angry and panicked and did not expect that he would give me such an attack,

I don't like it and hate that anyone else touches me more than the person I love.

I wanted to attack him with the knee of his foot attacking his vital organs, like he had anticipated my attack, He held my foot down with his foot pressing me against the side of the sofa we were sitting on

His eyes stared intently into my beads like the eyes of an Eagle ready to devour its prey, and looked like the eyes of revenge, as did I , not to be outdone I tried to fight the thrashing shoving his face with mine, but now the attacks are getting more brutal.

Both of my hands are held with one hand, and the other hand holds the back of my head to remain stable when he******my lips, my lips,

“Ihhh IH ” I grimaced and thrashed really give rejection. When he stole it from my lips, the more I resisted the more, he rudely treated me. Until I felt my lips ache from being bitten by her,

you remember it he said again

“ PRAAAAAAK!”

“You're so brazen sih” I slapped her face

“I made you remember it!” he said with a flat expression without guilt, but I was already very angry

“I don't like other people touching me,” I said with a shout

“OH” is so, with a hardened face and a firm jaw , Are you still going to say later, do not like me touch , if I am married to mu” he said with a hardened jaw.

“I told you I've cancelled our wedding, so you have no right to touch me anymore,”

“Oh so yes, now I am in control, not you so stop messing with my life.Do not want to ask to marry me and briefly want to get engaged and soon want to cancel it. Me and my family are not your toys” he said with emotion.

He pushed my body to the sofa. Starting at*******my lips returned not only that, it made a few red marks on my neck.

What are you doing...!” I cried more and more panicked and began to be very afraid, Regretting earlier invited a fight with him, I don't know what he did, his hands tore my sleeve.

“Come !”  said later

I couldn't think clearly, my lips were sore and swollen, because he treated her very harshly.  There were some marks on my neck and my clothes were torn everywhere. Now his hand is pulling my hair, my hair,

My long hair, dangling freely because it was loose from its ties and his hands, his hands randomized my hair to a mess.  My appearance this time was really messy.

“What do we do?”  I was panicked and scared because I looked like a madman, who had run out in the gilir. “What do you want Felix to do? My eyes panicked

“Married you!” He said lightly

“What ? a-a-what do you mean?”

“Let's go to kepenghulu, I want to be responsible for all this ” he said pointing to my ragged clothes camping, I want to be in charge,

She wanted to marry me, that day and take me to the penghulu.

He wants to marry for the reason that it has damaged me and wants to take important responsibility that is legal in the eyes of religion” said the ice cube man

“You're crazy. You don't think long, people will judge your family ugly, not yet your career will be tarnished, will hurt your family do you want to destroy their good name ?” I said in panic and shock at his crazy plans and reckless actions

“Iya I don't care” he said with emotion.”You drive me crazy, my silent attitude you consider my stupidity, you think I don't care about your behavior” You think I've been Robot?”  he screamed like an apathy.

“Oh my goodness, I regret that this is about my attitude all this time,” I said

I was really afraid that she would marry me then, in that dress for the reason that she had corrupted me, brought me to her head, married me for the reason of being responsible.

‘This is crazy”

His original attitude had all come out, his attitude was silent but kept everything in his heart, once spilled then finished my history.

He pulled my hand, wanted to bring it to the penghulu. I begged and knelt at his feet,

“Don't do this, I'm sorry, what people will say to us, to your family and my family. “I'm sorry to you really.” I said kiss her feet too I was willing to do it.

I was the one who wanted to teach him a lesson. But today I'm the one who taught me a lesson, like a blow to me,

A lesson for me, to think long next time, so as not to turn others into refugees, if you do not get a reply like this at this time. He almost humiliated me,

“Diam diam” cried out and He pulled my kneeling hand on his leg,

“You are mine and no one can take what is already mine. You understand!” felix said then.

His face wanted to touch me again, subconsciously I gave a rejection. I'm avoiding, though,

“I'm not ready ”

“Keep if you are not ready “ why do you want to marry me?”His hand punched the glass table, until it shattered his hand was injured

Panicked and afraid to see her hands bleed, I ran over with a small medicine box to treat her.

“Now answer me”His hand held my hand and refused to be treated

“Baik” said, with a heavy heart, want to explain: The doctor sentenced me, will be hit by a stroke and can not walk a month ago.  Exactly this week I couldn't walk according to the doctor's estimate,

But they were wrong, I'm okay I'm still healthy thanks to the medicine given by Aunt Mira too, I'm silent this tongue feels cloudy to continue it.

“Terus?”Felix asked later, his hands still bleeding even though his blood had already dripped on his floor.

“Let me treat your hand first” I tried to persuade him to treat the wound on his hand first.

“Stop pretentiously caring about me Faila” she said with eyes staring at me sharply

“Terus..

“I want to marry you, I want you to take care of me, when I am sick,” I said with a heartbeat

“And after you know , you are already not sick you cancel the marriage and return to her, the point is if you are sick you will marry me, But after you recover you will return to her. I'm just your escape, right?”

“Not so” I said a little shivering , “I have not healed.I used to want you to take care of me because I hate so much and I want you to bear the burden of life over my illness,  that's because all this time your arrogant attitude that always insulted and demeaned,” I said with fear - fear.

“So you have decided to marry me then let's continue our marriage !” said later

“Don't, don't I don't want to marry you” I said

“But not with me, I'm not the one you can play around with at will,” he said he was holding my body carrying it to his bathroom, he said,

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