Small Stars For Faila

Forgetting memories

Dari suddenly panicked, how not, sahabtnya who was always with him, suddenly can not remember it anymore, he said,

Minutes later some doctors came to check on me, after they found out I couldn't see,

  “How is Doctor?”  Mommy also covered her mouth with her hands she almost cried.

Some doctors took turns checking me out because they were all different majors and my illness was also a complication.

     “It seems he forgot his temporary memory, because of the violent impact that hit his head” The explanation of one of the Doctors made the room suddenly quiet, playing with each other's minds.

“Sorry not only that, it looks like he lost his vocal cords also” The doctor who looks young, gave his view from the results of the examination he did.

Mom's body immediately reacted, He sobbed looking at me still with a sad look.  Being mute and forgetting memories, it was so sad that Frans looked with a hard look at the word, saying,

He sat in the corner of the room with his hands squeezed, with empty eyes,

“Iya geez Fai, What should we do dear” Mami Frans hugged my body, Dari came crying too, she said,

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The Doctor left us still covered in sadness, Frans clenched his hands, his eyes glazed

I am recorded as a patient forget memory and mute, my mother faithfully accompanied me, both papi and her three children, they took turns to take care of me, he said,

Still in the room where I was being treated, my father and grandfather had a serious conversation, and they were discussing what my next fate would be,

Shortly bang Niko and his future wife Farida came with anxious faces,

  "Fai you don't remember us ?" bang Niko explained how close we used to be like sisters and sisters, but it seemed pointless, I just heard and tried to remember.and finally I pretended to shake my head,

  Fortunately the room I used VIP class was a spacious room capable of accommodating those who came to take turns to visit me and did not disturb the other rooms,

Hendro and Grandpa decided to take me, out of the country to get the best care there, they thought getting treatment in the country people can cure my life, but really they are the culprit of the disease I experienced.

I don't agree even if I can't do anything about it,

  Frans seemed to understand my feelings, he refused that I would be taken abroad, both Niko and Tari bang also they all did not agree.

Dance doesn't want me to be away from her, though,

"He would be afraid that Faila would get himself in a foreign place that he has not been to,” said Tari

Niko and Frans compact refused me to be brought, because they were the ones who knew the most about my situation,

"But he needs a good handling in order to be normal again”

My brother Hendro tried to convince them both, he thought he was my brother and more entitled to his brother, and Frans thought that all the suffering I was going through was because of his behavior and grandfather, and Frans thought that,

So the argument ensued, the Frans did not want me to be taken anywhere

  “Who will take care of it if we are not his family” Hendro does not want to lose.

“Sometimes family, not necessarily able to make a recovery and sometimes the family is precisely what makes him sick and ends here” said Frans staring intently at Hendro

Hendro was silent because he was accused,

He thinks he is much older but why has Frans been so disrespectful lately.

“I'm a doctor” Hendro stared intently at Frans.

  “I know” Reply Frans confidently.  “Doctors can also be a character killer someone” Frans said indifferently.

“What's wrong with you, why do you hate me so much ? If there's a problem you can tell me and talk to me don't be this convoluted. That's how men solve the problem” Hendro told Frans,

“Male will be a protector for women, not a traitor”

Suana grew hot in the room hearing the two of them putting words together and strangely mami and papi and grandpa, just so the audience, no one tried to break them up, no one tried to break them up,

Mami knows Frans is not the type of person who meddles in other affairs if it is appropriate, but if there are things that he considers to be wrong, then he does not hesitate to argue, he said, then both parents will just wait for the answer to their question,

“What do you mean? You know what about my life” said Hendro emotion.

“In fact I know, so I talked. I used to wonder, why Faila did not want to meet her own brother and every time I asked Brother did not want to be straightforward. When he got hurt here I understand, why he hates you and grandpa, I get the answer from my question.”

Frans looked at me, Dari and Nikolas, the hotter atmosphere of my grandfather who had been sitting he stood up, he said,

“What does it mean?” Hendro was nervous

"Do I need to explain everything, why is he like this now not because of you and grandfather? he was so scared, wasn't it because Grandpa locked him in a dark room, and left him? not only that you also left at the orphanage.

Why do you care about him when you hate him and always blame him?”

“ What did he say?” Hendro's face became cloudy and suddenly pelt like a cracker in the wind, followed by the gaze of his Grandfather who felt very sorry, looking at me who was still lying weak, looking at me,

“He didn't say anything. Instead he did not want to be frank so he suffered alone all this time and stupidly, I also did not know it.  He experienced childhood trauma and not just one fear. Faila experienced a lot of fear,” Frans said he lowered his head

Niko stood up and explained it to my brother and grandfather .

“His life is very heavy, it should be in this situation that family support is needed but unfortunately, its nature that covers the problem, makes his life bear a heavy burden alone, he said,

Not that I know, for this matter but the experience that tells me,

My sister's brother had a disease that Faila had, and we found out too late and we lost her, we lost her,

I understand what happened to Faila. Because I had considered her a girl adek to me,” Nikolas looked at Mami who had not liked her all this time because of her closeness to me, Nikolas face sad maybe because it reminded her of her adek perempunya, who had always disliked her,

" What happened is not what you think” Hendro is still defending himself, he said,

"What happened to Faila is more than you can imagine,” Niko replied to my brother Hendro,

“So in my opinion, bringing Faila away from here is not a good idea”

"We are his family and have the right to decide where our grandfather to take, Hendro was so stubborn and his kekek this time, sat still, sitting still, not much talk old face there are many things that can not be expressed through words, words,

Grandfather looked at me with a look of regret, bang Nikolas showed Vidio where I was so tormented against my traumatic disease.

    “I will take care of her, I will marry her and be responsible for her” Frans keeps everything quiet, “So you don't have to think about it let her be my responsibility”