Small Stars For Faila

The wrong accusation

I'm hopeful. If I wake up, everything will be fine. I hope Frans doesn't feel guilty, because I'm hurt.

Seeing her cry when I got hurt made me feel guilty. Because my actions are why he's so, he's emotional and does that.

He wanted to defend his honor, because there was a mad woman who attacked him blindly, forcing him to take something from his lips in a wild manner.

Frans defended himself, so he pushed me. Not persecution, but self-defense like that.

I still close my eyes with a beautiful bobo in my opinion. But the sound made me not want to stay up forever.

Looks like Felix and Aunt Mira are in the room I can make sure I'm in the hospital .Because of the smell of drugs Typical of hospitals.

Oh what am I gonna do? I'm impinge

I was awake, but because of those sounds I did not want to get up and go back to sleep, it seemed like my eyes were heavy to wake up with.

“You can already wake up , they've gone”

That sound? isn't that the man of the north pole…?

“ Miss Faila. I know you've woken up from last” he said again,

I peeked a little bit of his face right in front of my eyes the distance, only one inch from my eyes.

I blinked my eyes how many times. Trying to normalize his gaze, he kept looking me in the eye, I don't know what he's doing, I want to kick him in the face

I was imagining:

~Hiaak Paaaaaaak~

In my brief delusion, I kicked her in the face and bounced off the bed falling on the floor

I smiled with satisfaction, even though it was only in delusion that if the real me kicked his face from before me, it would be even happier.

I don't know why from the beginning I met until now, I never liked it.

People say from hate, first only love lately.

But for this one thing, it seems, no, the hatred for him is rusty.

“Why smile, what do you think,” said Felix. His warm breath, combing my face, his breath smelling of coffee late, his,

“Not” replied I tried to take my eyes off his face, looking around, Terlka, I was rushed to the hospital where.

“ This first eat the porridge, because a lot we will discuss only us,” he said with a flat face, looks disappointed look.

I don't know what happened during my hospital stay I feel like I slept for a long time.

“I'm Where ?”

“You're in Faila hospital! Don't tell me you don't remember it and don't tell me you forgot the memory again,” Felix said with a very cold face.

His hands stirred the white porridge in Bangkok, occasionally he blew it. This time he looked at me and thrust the tip of his spoon into my mouth.

OH does He want to be nice to me’ He's trying to bribe me now? I'm a monologue myself

“Open his mouth! my hands ache this” said Felix looking at me with dislike.

Sometimes I wonder – why he forced himself, if he did not like me, why he had to force himself like this, is not it very tiring for you.

He is handsome, well-established from a good family –baik, why does he not try to open his heart to the women out there, try a new life, forget the woman who left him. Why should he force himself like this, obviously, he doesn't like me in the least, neither do I.

I used to make a mistake, yes, marry her. But that was before and I explained it to him . If I didn't really want that marriage, I just didn't think Long back then, More precisely, I was desperate . Because of my illness, the doctor will be paralyzed forever. But God still pityes me and is given health to this day and passes all the Doctor's verdicts. But I've apologized for that, too,

What do you expect in a relationship like this? I whispered in my heart, trying to read through his eyes. I was still staring at his face, his hands were still waiting, my mouth was open .

“Let me eat alone,” I said , I shifted my body, The intention of being able to sit a little, instead of giving help . He even watched with his style, hands folded in the chest, and,

he just watched me having trouble justifying my sitting position.

Base ****** !

Not that please, even in other words, what to expect from a man like this I am really upset and angry.

I accidentally shook my hand to the side, a small tray filled with porridge scattered and broke on the floor.

Bizarre’ He can stay so, even though bangkok porridge has been broken and messed up.

His hands were still folded on his chest, his gaze still not turned away from me, he said,

What's up with all these guys!. Frans looked at me like that, now he's doing the same thing. It's even more annoying, He can just be silent like such a statue

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Even I wish there was a God of death eliminating it this time, from before me. I wish I hadn't met a human like this where I was treading the ground.

It was so annoying , looking at her at the moment, I clenched my hands under the blanket looking at her face.

“Suster can help me sit?”

“Good bu” said the nurse, But her eyes looked at Felix who was still sitting in front.This time the nurse looked at my face maybe in her mind we were lovers who were fighting.

“Sus, can you help me stand?”

“Where are you going?” your body is still weak.

“I want to go from this place, here is very irritating” I said with an angry face.

“Sorry mbak, can not leave the hospital, without the approval of the Doctor who treated mbak. It took Mbak's guardian approval as well” said he kept me in bed.

“I'm already okay Sister, I'm just out of this place, I want to sleep in my room only.” I said with annoyance.

“Alright, I want to talk to her guardian,” said the nurse who saw me angry.

“I guardians sus,” let me do the talking Felix said. That was just watching me .Now the mouth speaks too.

“ Good sir,” Sister nodded.

“But you are not my guardian, just call my sister a sister, otherwise my grandfather. I don't know this guy. Maybe the family made it here for display only.” I said with annoyance.

The sister went back to silence and called someone to clean up the bangkok shard. We just kept waiting for Mother who was holding the broom and the rasp finished her work,

“Can you please bring the new porridge that the nurse just spilled all . He has not eaten it at all,” said Felix still with a gaze like that.

The nurse left the room, she glanced at me before leaving us.

“Do you still have the power to look at me like that?” Ask Felix.

“Iya why it's my eyes” I replied

“Faila..Faila, I didn't expect you to be that close,” he said.

“What's custom?”

Did Frans tell you, if I forced her, keep pushing her that day. What Frans humiliated in front of Felix's family. My brain is still going round and round.

Suddenly – suddenly my brain began not to remember the events of that day and at worst, that night I could not remember

vividly. What the hell's going on?

I'm trying to find a phone looking right-left

I'm starting to get annoyed, because those – guys are why they left me with this alien.

My hands are still fumbling around the bottom of the pillow looking for where my phone is. If he wasn't around me, I'd feel like a lunatic if I kept his name off the cell phone

He still looks at me, dictates me, ignores me of my dignity, and accuses me of all sorts. I took a silent stance because the last case in his house, I almost stayed the name

because it almost took me out.

I listened to all the insults he expressed his version of mind, out of nowhere He got the news, so quickly. The guy I was with at the club that night, nobody he knew.

Only the Dance that He knows best, there is no way Dance can tell all that, for whatever sake I am sure of it. He has been a guardian angel to me all this time. There's no way he's told me all my madness in that detail.

This Atlantic man, got where it all came from about us going to the club, getting drunk and ending up at Agus' friend Frans' house

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Even that night, she said, I slept with Frans, it couldn't have happened. That guy is not that kind of guy. He won't touch that woman the night.