Small Stars For Faila

Plan of escape

I'm afraid to remember myself someday not being able to see and not being able to talk anymore.

Later that night, studying at aunt Mira's house. To discuss our marriage plans with our brothers and neighbors,

Yes, our wedding plan is very sudden, it makes people curious about the bride-to-be,  because I chose to sleep in the room instead of going down and attending the introductions even though it felt strange but I had a strong reason that I gave Aunt Mira. He understood because aunt Mira knew my body could suddenly feel dizzy and weak helpless.

But I'm astonished. Why aunt Mira and Om Sami still agree with our marriage which is clear – clearly they know, I can not make their child happy later. Don't they feel sorry for that Felix-Felix, I whispered in my heart.

The knock on the bedroom door woke me from a long daydream

Felix came, carrying his cruel face, as if he had returned home from State duty. Because this morning aunt Mira reminded him to go home faster because there is a study at home. He wears a gray –abu cocoa shirt complete with his coffee hat at a glance he looks different from usual ,

If usually he will wear a tight shirt showing his muscles are formed. This time he was like a Haji who had just returned from Mushola.

“Why not go down?” his face looks at me

“I don't understand,” I said indifferently and probably gave the wrong answer at this time.

“Eat him down let you understand,” his voice raised and his eyes glared at me

“So Mother said, you are sick now you answer do not understand” he said again intimidating

“Iya used to be, but now I no longer say without looking still holding the magazine I read.

“You really, yes” His hand threw the magazine I was holding.

I looked into his eyes with anger” My heart wanted to scream and curry at that moment,

Ice man!, I also have no intention of marrying you I just made you run away and take advantage of you so stop thinking I'm chasing you I want to say that, but then the problem gets wider, and the patience may be better.

“Why are you looking at me like that?It was annoying,” he said again.

Her red face held back the anger, perhaps she was annoyed at my disregarding attitude,

“Actually who wants this wedding anyway? what exactly do you want? You yeng insisted on wanting to marry me, but why are you acting so indifferent as if not caring,” Felix said as if he wanted to swallow me alive.

I was still right, what he said I did not understand what was right what was not with the choices I made. I want to marry this North Pole Man, but my heart is somewhere else or someone else I really miss Frans, but I don't want to marry him, because I don't want to see him suffer later

it's a very difficult choice for me, but I have to choose it for a lot of consideration and this is what I think is the best option, for me and Frans.

Is it true what all this is? I'm impingement

“You heard me not?”  He said with his voice echoing into the walls of the room, while simultaneously startling me. Stop selling expensive.  The expensive selling attitude is for cheap people who do not have education and are not properly educated parents. I really hate women like that.” he said full of emotions.

Hearing those words seemed to draw me from my bed. At once fed up with his attitude that felt himself the truest person, the,

“Yes, you're right, I'm cheap and I'm a hypocrite, but stop as if I'm just after you. I hate you so much that I want to marry you. Wanted to torture you with your arrogant attitude. I have never had the slightest love for you I hate you from us little, until now,” I said with emotion, saying,

“But today, I don't care anymore let's stop here,” I said angrily

“Iya, I don't want to marry you anymore” I said firmly. “So stop insulting me.” I said

His face was panicked and flushed. Our quarrel made it all messy our wedding plan was already a quarter of a way . But because both emotions are all so messed up

“Iya right you said I shouldn't marry you, you're too perfect for me ,until I can no longer hear the humiliation that you give me continuously I am also an ordinary human being who has heart and feelings,” I said with a thundering chest.

“You seriously want to cancel this wedding?”

“ IYA “ I replied no longer care, anger has darkened my eyes, Because man limits patience, I had wanted to ignore all his behavior, and wanted to keep doing marriage. But humiliated and demeaned continuously it feels like this heart is really sick of it too,

“Baik” said lightly. “Let's end it

Here,” he said again

“Ok”My answer and put my stuff in the jing-jing bag that I brought, his eyes are still watching me.

After finishing my studies at home. Aunty Mira and Om Sami go there is business that they will take care of. But Kaila and Adek's men were downstairs and seemed to hear our quarrel, but didn't want to interfere. They prefer to watch Telivisi.

I took Tasku Down, the clock showed 21:15 The man came down too but did not say what .

Kaila and her adek looked at me frantically, because they suddenly wanted to run away, in the middle of our wedding plans.

“What is this? What happened to you guys ? You go where Fai,” said Kaila with a panicked face as well as his younger brother, plus the assistant house aunt who suddenly – suddenly came more panicked than all of them.

“Don't Non don't be like this is not good ” said the middle-aged lung woman persuaded me. “We just had a review earlier .for you guys earlier, what would people say if non go so aja” said the woman gently looks like a patient mother.

“Iya Fai, Don't be like this at least Mom and Dad here first,” said Kaila.

But the north polar man behaved as if he was very happy if I left, it seemed like that was to be expected.

“Good !”  I said to saturate,

“Kakak, say something so he doesn't go Kaila reminded his grandfather. But he was indifferent instead sitting on the sofa looking at me with a defiant look.

As if he wanted to say go if you were brave, he thought I was chasing him,

“Najis !” my makiku. stared at his cynical eyes

Increasingly irritated, one of his eyebrows was raised, with the code of expelling, with the style of the hand folded over his chest in his heart he was not afraid of anything.

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