Small Stars For Faila

First night

“Fai heard” Frans approaching rubbed my face with a look of pity, I did not care anymore, the shirt was already open, I grabbed his neck back, Finally He accepted it and replied to my words, I'm sure, I don't know what Frans thinks of me but I don't care

Frans always thought I was Felix's second-hand woman in trusting Adella more of that poisonous-mouthed woman than his wife, I wanted to tell her, before leaving.

I'm a good woman my virginity is just for my husband.

So tonight, I slowly landed my lips first, he returned the reply at last, sweat had begun to pour, Frans no rejection this time, He led me to the bed.

Frans is now more domineering, his hands do not stop down every inch of my body. His breath is hunting.

The muscles of his hands hardened the chest of the field, now look bathed in sweat, sweat,

Until the sweat –the sweat, has flooded our bodies. Frans was ready for the final assault. He pierced my body from above .

Opening the base of the foot grabbed him slowly as he wanted to enter it. My face began to panic and fear because this was my first time. But Frans still seems to think I've done it because of his hasty attitude without caring about me.

“Frans” I held her hand, with a vibrating voice, I was scared and inexperienced. I didn't know Frans. She's still a virgin, isn't she,

“Why Fai?” Frans stopped he looked at me with a red face with a breath of breath

“I, i...never doneya”.

Frans stopped

“Are you sure Fai?”

“Can you do it slowly, I am so scared” I said I bit my lower lip firmly. Resisting that fear even the heart felt like it wanted to jump.

He looked at me deeply between believe and not.

“Alright,” says Frans.

Because of my confession he finally did it carefully. The first attempt was unsuccessful, the second attempt was also unsuccessful with great effort.

“It's a little bit of Fai pain, hang on, the pain is not long just a moment,” said Frans looks very trying, very hard,

“Alright,” answered me like a burning face, between the shame of fear and panic.

I firmly gripped Frans' arm, after trying very hard, now he tried to press again, to push his pelvis.

~Kreaaak~

I felt at the core, a very painful feeling, my hands were gripping him more firmly, I felt my fingernails piercing through the skin of his arms and his body, he said, the fresh red liquid flowed up my thighs and soiled Frans' sheets that happened to be white.

“Ah..sakit” I whimper

My tears finally flowed, not because of the pain, but because I managed to break Frans' doubts on me all this time.

He hated me, because he thought I had done it with Felix, he didn't want to touch me because I felt like I was another mark, but I could prove that I wasn't the woman he thought I was.

“Fai! I'm sorry,” Frans said, he was silent for a moment rubbing my eyes, he continued until it was complete, I closed my eyes biting my lower lip to hold all the raging feeling in my body, my pain and curiosity fused with Frans' beat, until he finally pulled himself up and lay down beside me. I turned my back on him feeling I gave it to him and I finished it all. The red stain was dirtying his bedsheets. I'm proud of myself. Because I came to her as an honorable woman.If I were to leave later, I would have dared to raise my head before them, I would not want Frans anymore and his family. If he wants Adella please I'm ready.

I will not go back to Frans, for he hears Adella's words more than his wife. If love is not trusting each other and trusting each other is useless

persevered, survived,

I'm happy to give Frans my body and I won't have any more burdens.

“But how is it possible,” said Frans, he turned my weeping body around, crying withstanding the pain down there and crying as I managed to reveal the truth to him.

“But what about the photo Felix showed at that time,” Frans said.

“That's not true, He did that so you hate me” I said.

He rubbed my eyes with the back of his hand, he put my head on his chest. And rubbed my head gently.

“I'm sorry Fai, why don't you tell me, why don't you defend yourself,” Frans said

“I never did anything with anyone Frans, you accused me and trusted Adella, she always slandered me”

“It's okay Frans , I just want to prove to you that I'm not the woman you guys accused me of. I told you once that I would give it to my husband as my card, just think of my card body for you.

I have no more burdens, I said in my heart and fell asleep

“I'm sorry Faila,” said Frans again his face is really sorry

Pain under my groin , I ignored it . I had to moan the next morning in the bathroom, after urinating.

Despite the pain, I feel. But I held back as much as I could, and behaved normally, not wanting to be spoiled and not wanting to get compliments I just wanted to do it

Until tomorrow morning, I woke up, preparing fried rice, for our absorption menu with Frans, just being ordinary was better.Frans still looked at me with an indescribable gaze. But free I'll be gone in a minute.

“Fai are you okay?” Frans asked still not taking his eyes off me.

“It's okay, just a little soreness and Pain is natural,” tried to smile even though it feels stiff,

“But you were pale, was it possible last night because I did it in a hurry. What do we need to go to hospital” Frans.

“No need, I might just need a break. Wait a minute, I'm going to the hospital to take care of my grandfather”

“I'll take you,”sata Frans, hurry up.

“No need Frans” I've ordered the word grab turned my phone

Frans's face was confused and still staring at me,

“Fai are you going to just walk away” Frans is still looking at me with a confused look, I walk away leaving her,

“Iya, until also later Frans” opens the door

“Don't be like this Fai, you make me feel like something is going to happen, At least let me drive you, don't leave me like this, I'm sorry Fai” He feels guilty.

But it doesn't matter anymore, for me I just leave without a smile . I will be gone forever from her I give something precious to you, which I will never forget in my entire life. That's enough for now. I had no intention of going back to him, I had already decided I was going to leave

That day Frans came to the hospital, but I didn't want to see him for a week from that first night, I didn't want to see him, my mind is just grandfather's health nothing is more valuable than a husband's biological family though.

“Fai I want to talk to you” says Frans . He went into Grandpa's room after I refused to see him.

Grandpa and brother Hendra were staring at us both. I chose to follow him out.

“What's wrong with you Fai “after you do that now now you don't want to see me, what's up?” red face.

“I only take care of Frans' grandfather. He's sick, I'm afraid I can't be with him anymore,” I said

.

“We'll be guarding with Fai give me a chance Frans said looking at me with a face

“I'm sorry I”

“Do you want to leave me Fai?” his face was red

You told me to leave you Frans, my time as your wife is only 2 weeks left, right? I'm ingrained.

“Fai you haven't answered me”

“I just want to spend time with Frans' grandfather !”

“But you still want to find Fai?”

“ Alright.” I said less excited.

Frans sends a call every day . But somehow my heart felt that it didn't need it anymore, I felt that the business with me was done. I thought He could do what He wanted.

I only hope for one moment, My Grandfather is healed, If He leaves us and Big Brother then everything will change.