Small Stars For Faila
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“Fai, I won't probably fall in love with you, we've lived a long time one roof and you've been like a sister to me. So, please stop.” Frans looked at me without interest.
“You said you thought of me like a sister. An older sister wouldn't fuck her younger sister, would she?”
Introduce my name Faila Kirana age 24 I was born and grew up in Malang a city in East Java. Both of my parents died when I was a child. When both my parents died, my grandfather drove me to an orphanage
Right when graduating from Junior High School. I moved to Jakarta, lived in my mother's best friend's house, I was well received and treated like a child myself.
Because it makes me feel comfortable and comfortable living in their home. I fell in love with one of the owners' children, his name was Frans Devan. A handsome man who fascinated women, including myself.
‘Is it excessive? Yes it is indeed excessive, I have been accommodated and well received in the Frans family home, I am still maruk, in love with their son’
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Me, still standing in the doorway of the Frans family's house,
Waiting for Frans to come home, he was the busiest person, besides being busy in college, he also took basketball training, I lived in the Frans room about four years ago, the bulls I forgot, I forgot, what more the date forgets.
Living in a house with Frans got me excited,
Eager to wake up early, because it can accompany him sports, eager to go to college because it can leave
Together with him, my life feels excited if there is Frans.
We are both still studying –sama at one of the State universities in Depok west Java.
I follow him wherever he goes, where he is there I am like his shadow to him.
If asked, is he upset or angry? The answer is definitely” Iya”
But he's used to all my behavior and behavior, I always stick to Frans, like gum
At first he was uncomfortable and always kicked me out, because he said shame to his friends, every time he kicked me out by force, I would complain to Frans' mom.
At home he will be in omelin and cut into pocket money finally he tired of letting me follow him.
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“Sit Fai” later also come call mami who looks relaxed.
They are used to me and all my behavior, aunt and o, sitting relaxing in the living room, tasting the snacks I serve
Even though we live in one house, I mean one roof, with Frans, not then our relationship becomes close. Sometimes he has an attitude that is not easy to guess. Sometimes attention, making anyone close will misunderstand
But aa sometimes gets very cold beyond the cold of the Ice block.
But that's what makes me more and more of a sign on Franas.
Iron alone can melt if burned, Beams of ice will melt when exposed to heat.
For others it is mad love. But for me, these are the flowers of love. I just want to stay with him forever. I'm almost 23 years old now, I'm an adult and I'm quite old, but a lot of people say I'm still childish
‘Horeeee the person you are waiting for finally came also’ I excitedly humming ria in the heart to see it has come.
Frans had arrived almost night and his mother and father had gone to their room. I am alone who is still there waiting for the idol to come home.
I ran over to Frans.
“Kok return home warm night Kak?” I helped carry her backpack
“Iya,” she replied, letting me carry the bag to her room.
I tailed from behind, but this time the look on his face looked more gloomy than usual, he did not open his clothes as he usually did,
Usually open the clothes, without hesitation, even though I was standing there all the time. Frans was never embarrassed or disturbed, maybe in his eyes, I was not a woman and there was no need to be ashamed.
As I sat down by Frans' bedside, he looked at me with a dislike gaze or rather he threw me away.
“Go to your room, I want to rest.” The look in his eyes was firm, like the Boss again commanding his subordinates
I also did not want to hear the sentence telling it, I cleaned the contents of his rangsel bag and sat on the side of his mattress
“What's up?” I asked in a voice made as soft as possible
“I no longer want to talk about anything, so sleep,” replied Frans firmly.
“I don't want ... tell me first,” urges me to be childish
“Fai! Listen well well, I have a little privacy space for me and this is my room”
“ But tell me first,” my whine like a child.
“Alright tomorrow I will tell you, so please get out of my room”
Frans pushed me out of his room, I chose fearfully, he grew irritated.
I woke up very early as usual, hoping that the handsome man would come down immediately and we set off together for college. But this morning, Frans had left so early, it seemed like he was avoiding me.
“She left early in the morning Fai,” said mami Frans, as I waited for Frans. The beautiful woman looked at me with pity.
“Alright Mi, I leave alone”
Go to college without Frans,
When I arrived at my best friend's college, Tari started interrogating me with that question again;
“Why do you have to chase after him, anyway?” Ask my best friend, he was surprised to see my nature all this time.
“Because I love him more,” I replied as is.
“It wasn't love, Weird!” His hand was shaking this head.
“Continue, because what donk?” I asked with a stifled laugh, funny to see his eyebrows fused together.
“Because you are crazy, because of his good looks,” he said again with annoyance.
I laugh every time I see him angry.
“I love her, not only because she has the box body of a torn bread kayak, this.” Pointing the bread in my hand.
“Continue? Because what ?” ask my best friend Dance, her mouth is still filled with bread. He put it in at once, afraid I'd ask for some.
“Because my life depends on it”
Me and Tari majored in the same Nutritionist. Dari lives in the dormitory Princess on campus, while I hitchhike living in Frans' house is well received by her family. Although I know Frans never loved me because he had a high appetite for the woman who became his lover.
But hard work will pay off, I will always pursue it until I get it.
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