Small Stars For Faila

Small Stars For Faila
To save someone



Seeing me speechless, she understood not wanting to inquire about my gloomy household life.


Iya” is bleak I never thought my household with Frans would end up sick like this,


“Stay here” until the situation is safe! . Because those two bastards are in police search. Arvind


“Alright, I understand


But may I borrow your phone for a moment. I want to tell my family! Arvind gave it to him without protest. The first person I called was Mr. Hendro . He may have been frantically looking for me.


“Halo” Who is this? that voice sounded hoarse


“This is Me brother. Faila! Oh my God Failaaa! You where? Really panicked voice . I'm healthy brother. And fine, brother.


“The problem is that the police are looking for you at home, because your phone was found on the body of a young woman. Sister is worried.”


I explained it all to my brother, because he was also looking for that night, right this morning. The police found me home because my phone fell on the scene .


I called Haris too . Told him to take my place for a while in charge of the Hotel and Restaurant.


“Can you take me to the police station? I don't want the Police to suspect me” Arvind scratched his head petting my request.


He's biting his lower lip . Oh my goodness my heart melted. Why is he so handsome?’ my mind, again churned it made.


Is this the soul who sent God for me? When I need someone to make me a place to lean . He came like a White riding prince with all the perfections He had .Is this my answer?


“Oi soberly Faila bangulah, do not be too high” I repeatedly have to remind myself. Because of this Man's good looks.


I once again daydreamed at him : embarrassing!”


“Heeei stop looking at me like that.It makes me uncomfortable . I have no intention of starting a relationship with a Widow.Timpal Arvin


His words were slapped back and forth –back. My face was red withstanding shame as He rebuked me with his Reproof.


“Sorry I said Subduing Manahan Shy.


It was fortunate that only the two of us were sitting at that moment, it would feel very embarrassed . if his mother heard the reprimand.


“you're home. Let me make the report to the police station he offered his help.


“Do you really want to help me?, I tried to forget the shameful reprimand earlier, with a forced smile , it felt like my cheek was so stiff,


“ Has helped. Let's not help the middle


“Oh when can I open this? I pointed.


“Maybe tomorrow” But if you want to quickly open Let in order Mother only today can also be opened.


“Oh can I massage? I want to recover quickly, though,


“Bu” He calls the woman


But the answer is strange in my opinion, do I not understand ? ah I ignored it.


“Women's Answers on Arvind wear “Iya Den” Does a mother answer her child with that designation?


A glance looks Respectful and disinclined. I'm so excited about my own son, I thought about it.


“He wants to be sorted What Mom ordered?”


“Ia origin . He strong”


“I nodded. Not wanting to hitchhike in someone else's house becomes a burden. I need to be in popong everywhere that woman is old.


It's impossible to ask Arvind for help. Cutting into the Bathroom. When reprimanded just look at him already has no face, no,


My only thing about being made a girlfriend suddenly a buyer.


Reflect on yourself. A Widow likes a handsome young man. Nice on me dong.! And loss in didia!


“I scream hysterically. Feeling the pain, the woman's wrinkled hands held my feet . It looks like it's old . But his strength can make me scream in pain. I clasped the chair biting the cloth all I did to endure the pain


“Had said . I was panting to endure the pain. It was good but could not walk normally.


“Already Non you can tell picked up” said his mother Arvin after we had lunch.


“Mom can I stay here for a few days? He smiled meaningfully. He thinks I want to stay in their hut because of Arvin.


“Not because Arvin's Mom's son? I said break the charges in the woman's mind.


He looked at me. Seriously.’A lot of women do things like that to Arvin. Non” in the end everything went not strong mentally because a lot of things included with Arvind's cold demeanor the woman said.


“Trust Bu’Bukan because Handsome Mother's child I'm a Widow does not deserve to expect it.


I just need peace and escape, I just got divorced in a matter of months and it hurts. I want to escape from that problem, It only takes a few days after my legs heal I will go.”Can yes bu’ I will do everything including cooking .I persuaded the woman.


“Baik” he agrees. With limping feet I help mom in the back garden . His house to pick sayuaran to cook later tonight.


Mr. Wino her husband caught two chicken for our side dish.


Wow it feels very happy, when we need it we just pick and catch, just,


My passion as a chef is rising. I cooked it with a restaurant style cuisine both look and taste.


Just now that we were about to start eating the dish Arvind arrived his eyes were staring at the lined menu with a confused look.


“How did Mom order it?


“This is our Chef said Ms. Arvind.” He just smiled knot


I know what she thinks the same way her mother thought. But then again I stay a few more days just wanting to win the mind in that place.


The dinner is over.


Now I'm thinking I'm going to sleep where is he going to sleep on my rice floor tonight?


Want it to feel like that handsome guy I'm making another escape. But I don't want that to come to my life anymore.


Chasing men with so much effort. For many years I pursued his heart until I was sure, he was all mine . But the harsh reality came, he wasn't just mine but someone else had it.


“My egoism is me. If I get angry? Although I know, it wasn't He who shared it but it was the woman who managed to steal the part,


Oh why did I let go so easily when I got her heart for so long!


Is there any other love that can replace it? But I don't know.! My heart asked, my heart answered.


Sitting alone on the porch of Arvind's house. I mourn the decision I made. I didn't feel my tears flowing, like a little river running down my cheeks.


“Ahemmm”


That Deheman woke me up from my daydream. I hid my face and my eyes from the voice.


“Not good beautiful woman sitting alone nights Non.! Mr. Arvin and Arvin are sitting next to me. I don't know since when.


“Oh yes pak” Just looking for fresh breeze”


“Iya later even in the wind so, if it continues to get wet.!


“Oh it turns out they saw me crying earlier.


“Here I check his hand ! Arvin asked for my injured hand. Exposed to water, the wound was sore but I didn't notice it. The wounds in the heart hurt even more.


If I feel this deep pain, keep going. What about Frans? Does he feel the pain I feel? It would be unfair if I experienced this sadness myself.


I was petrified again before Arvind with all the long endless daydreams.


“What's so sick? Ask Arvin . I nodded unconsciously .I don't know what . He asks what is the wound of my hand.


“Why separate if you know it's going to hurt like this


“Haaa? I woke up not wanting to share my life story with the wrong people.


I mean, why do you think this bandage will hurt more than ever.