Small Stars For Faila

Your mouth Your tiger

This Atlantic man, got where it all came from about us going to the club, getting drunk and ending up at Agus' friend Frans' house

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Even that night, she said, I slept with Frans, it couldn't have happened. That guy is not that kind of guy. He won't touch a drunk woman.

Don't get drunk . Sane and beautiful, she didn't want to touch me.

It took me – years to get just a kiss from him.

But about the incident that happened to me that morning the only thing that knew exactly was me and Frans who knew that I was cheap to him was only Frans and I who knew the secret. I'm confused that this Felix-Felix knows, too.

“Are you not ashamed of yourself Faila?” Felix said, his attitude cornered me.

“I was drunk back then” I said

“You know’kan we came here with my family, we came well for you, could I take you forcibly.But mother and father respect your grandfather. So want to bring it in a good way Felix said.

But you're acting like this, it makes me regret having agreed to the marriage, we seem to have to rethink Felix.” said

Yes.Yes this is what I want, I rejoice in my heart. I didn't know there was a catastrophe at the end of my joy,

I was still listening, not wanting to make any more mistakes. It went as I planned. If I misspoke, fearing that the plan I had laid out, would fall apart again.

“I'm sorry for aunt Mira and Om Sami,” I said sincerely.

As for aunt mira and Om Sami, I have no problem. In fact I am guilty of betraying the trust of both kind parents,

“Tell me Faila, why did you do that to my family, you played with the feelings of my parents. You are well received in our house cared for and cared for by Mother, what kind of this do they deserve?”

“I'm sorry brother, I mean it,”I look down feeling guilty.

“Now tell me the truth, so that I can be calmer, and can take action in this,” said Felix.

“I love him so much kak” I love him so much Frans, I've been almost 4 Years with him,” I said a little more. Acting in tears in front of her hoping I'd be released by her.

“Why didn't you tell her when I was in Malang?”

“There was a woman who snatched him away from me, that frustrated me and desperate to do all that,”

I said with a lot of lying in it

“Should that be that close?,” asked Felix with a face of pity on me The female fox .

“I don't want to marry you , because it's a former person,” I said excessively like a proverb.

Sowing the wind will reap the storm.Who would have thought my speech today would reap the unwanted storm. True said the wise man, Keep your speech and writing if you do not want disaster later. And take care of your mouth because your mouth is harimau’

My tongue is made up of Adela's words, the woman is now a wicked witch woman defeating the candidates Vera and Tiara. It is in writing that always creates controversy.

Status Social media, about me and Frans.

he said Frans didn't like me one bit, but I always chased him and was willing to offer my body for free, but he said, Frans refused because he was disgusted and already had a much better character than me.

Everyone knows that his status, shown to me, and is a mockery on his Facebook page. At worst, I was made into meme-meme material that demeaned and my name was made into a punitive material.

My heart is hot, angry, angry at Frans and at Adella

Don't provoke the Mad, I thought recklessly and started making up that story for Felix. Sneaky…!

Felix just looked at me confused, I was acting crying making him feel sorry at last

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Oh Lord” that gaze forgive me, I whispered deeply.

Feeling guilty, looking at his face. But I did it because I didn't like our marriage. I was just thinking that way.

“I'm sorry,” I said lowering my head

“Alright” said felix I will take care of all he said. “Eat the porridge.”

He bribed me, still with cold eyes,

Almost 4 days in hospital. I finally got home, I really don't know what happened again, after our last meeting with Felix. I was restricted visitors and my phone was confiscated, because Adella's Facebook was much discussed about us, she said,

This time it was Tari and Hendra who came to pick me up. But there was something different about his face, all the way, He just kept quiet, Hendra's brother was not so, He was even attention like a good brother.

About my brother, he came two weeks ago, He's always been nice to me, He wants to replace my childhood that lost his attention, he said,

Although I first felt sad, but here I have started to receive that attention, I finally have a family.

In Car . Dance was still in silent action, she only answered briefly every question I asked.

The car took me to Ruamah's grandfather. Brother Hendra said we'd stay there to be a family, both Dance as well. My grandfather asked her to accompany me. Grandfather had recovered and seemed to have returned to the hotel.

Brother Hendra drove me to the room .He went to accompany Grandpa.

“What's Tar?” I asked Tari who had been silent since then he looked a lot of burden on the mind.

“Ahhhh”

He took a deep breath, with a serious look looking at me this time, I felt very tense seeing his reaction.

“Fai ‘what is true that in the bathroom?”

Hearing Dance discuss the Room, made me feel bad.

“Fai, listen to me first, is it true what everyone says about you and Frans?”

“What really happened in the bathroom?” I asked more curious.

“Frans forced you?”

“Ha’ says who,” says I panic

“Felix , Your fiancee beat Frans, to a pulp. He was put in jail.

I don't know what's right. Adella said you were the one who forced Frans to do it. I don't know which is true Faila, I'm confused, you love each other, why slander each other and drop each other anyway Fai?Tell Fai which one is right.”

I and Tari have no secrets, no matter what happens I always tell her and be honest with her.

even sometimes things that are personal we share with each other, if you have shared the story it feels plong.although sometimes it does not solve the problem.

it's lucky to have a close friend like Tari, as a good listener when I vent .

“I forced Frans, I attacked him," I said honestly

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