Small Stars For Faila

Must choose

He's right to do it,” Geez Frans what are you doing, I haven't said agree. He has done it.” What happened to your brain this morning” whispered me in my heart, until it was really dark.

He was doing a totok-style technique on my back nerves to make me faint. Like Chinese kung fu moves filmed in action films that are often televised.

Frans in addition to basketball, he also often participated in martial arts training. But I didn't expect to get this from him. He did it to me

Just a few hours I just regained consciousness from my fainting , Frans who lately often make me confused, he said,

One thing, I don't want to lie to Hendro any deeper. Because often one lie, will drag another lie to cover one I don't want to get entangled in a chain of lies Frans inflicted.

I Think . Honesty and frankness that I deserve to give my brother, for all that He has given, and has sacrificed to me.

I have to be ready to accept whatever the risk is, though,

His face panicked Hendro, waiting for me by the bed. I opened my eyes and blinked several times restoring my gaze, making sure the Troubleshooting Handsome guy wasn't in the room anymore,

“Fai”How are you doing?

“I, a little dizzy but it's okay don't worry brother!

“Mommy don't hurt dong. Mother also hurts . mommy don't get sick anymore! Aretha's face was worried.

Dance came with a rock wheelchair. He was also very worried .heard me faint making him worry too, too,

“Eh. Ngapain. He immediately helped his wife.

“Pelan-pelan. He held his wife's hand to help her stand up.

Dance can do nothing at home. Because he had to rest completely for the sake of his fetus.

“Fai! are you okay?

“Hammm ! I'm nagging, man,

I took a deep breath it felt tight,

After Tari re-entered her room . I decided to tell my brother everything.

“I want to talk to brother!”

“Iya ! He looked at me and sat back down.

“Kak” my memory has returned,

“What? His face was in disbelief. What does Fai mean?

“Yes my memory is back

“How can it happen.What do you feel? we're going to the hospital. What Frans told you! makes you able to shake like that.

‘I'm sorry, I already remembered it when I came home from London, a few weeks ago. I don't want to hide any of this from my sister I want to know what Frans was like and his family, I want to know what kind of people hurt me, like,

“Fai what you did, It hurt my heart so much!” The face looks disappointed,

I want to know the truth sis . I don't want to make wrong decisions. And I regret it later.

Brother I thank you for all what you did for me . I know, it's all for my own good, my intention was, just wondering why you hate them all, but brother! There's something else that's making me shok in disbelief.

“What?

“It! I feel heavy to say it, though,

He was silent, looking at me with a serious look, and sitting on the side of the bed,

“I and Frans are husband and wife, I also just found out brother.

“Lah. How could? his face stiffened in disbelief. But you weren't that time you signed the divorce papers and didn't finish all the files?.

“Unfortunately no sis, I just signed the marriage contract letter,

“How to?

“Frans demands his rights as the father of the twins.

“What does that mean? She's ! no right, I'll make sure of that. You choose him, what choose the child?

The atmosphere is getting complicated, my brother thinks that's Frans' reason for getting custody now . He thought that Frans was still his wife should have been looking for me for 4 years,.If you think , there is a point as well. But according to Frans' story he was sick and there was no time to look for them.

“Don't expect that family, you've always been the material of their leaching later Fai! . You will always be their gossip

“.I don't agree you're going back to Frans. For me 4Year That's enough to prove. You're with him is okay I expect a lot from you.no more stories between you guys, I really hope you want to hear me this time, I'm,it's for our common good.I've been thinking maturely into you.I think this is the best decision for you.so listen to my words this time, I beg you.

“But at that time , He was sick, He had a Severe ache,

“Stay only Fai. We have 5 months in Jakarta. He knows that he thinks you his wife will come to see him, but where. He didn't find you said . He just found out that your twin son was just yesterday in Bali right?

It's suspicious Fai.There's a crab behind the bakwan.

If you insist, want to get along with him I cannot forbid you, but you must choose your son or Frans .You can't have both.

Like my dungaan, brother will be heavy to receive Frans back. He made a hard choice for me to choose between the kids or Frans .Not young for me,

But I still choose my children. For anything in this world. To me, they are my world.

Dance is also happy to hear me her memory has recovered He always gives me solutions to every problem even though sometimes the choice He gives a heavy choice But sometimes very appropriate . But I am grateful to have a friend like her

‘I'm not defending your sister! Failas. Why is it only now that He says you're his wife where he's been all this time?

Rejection from my family, made me think again to re-refer Frans.

I asked him to meet and talk about everything.

His face looks tired. His shirt rolled up to his elbow, his tie loose no longer, The handsome man was now sitting in front of me, looking at me with his brown bead. My heart really can't bear to see He's disappointed later.

“Sorry Fai, I'm late!

“It's okay Frans I just waited for you 10 minutes

‘What's Fai?. What do you want to talk to me about?

“we order a drink first yes! You look tired

He smiled, revealing white teeth lined up neatly. His eyes are watching me .I tried to act calm as if nothing had happened.

Until our order arrived I still let it wait.

Not that it makes him anxious to wait, but I chose the right moment to tell him.Tiba arrived to grab a drink, in a jumbo serving glass spent it with several gulps. My eyes were wide at him, he seemed to be impatient to hear what I wanted to say.

‘Already!” He showed his glass his hands swiftly pulled some tissue devouring his mouth

He looked at me with an attitude ready to listen,

“Frans!