Small Stars For Faila

Grandpa's departure

“But you still want to see me Fai?”

“ Alright” I said less excited.

Frans sent a message every day, calling . But somehow my heart felt that it didn't need it anymore, I felt that the business with me was done. I thought He could do what He wanted.

I only wish one this moment . My grandfather is healed, If He leaves us and Brother, then everything will change

~Kriiiing~

~Krying~

Call from Frans again, for some reason since that night Frans kept haunting me, when I again did not like to see his face. I decided not to take a call from him

At least he just invited to eat outside, I set it to silent mode, not wanting to disturb grandfather. Grandpa's getting weaker and weaker by the day. His advice, like the last words to us, is,

I don't want to leave him, even for a minute, I'll always be by his side when he closes his eyes later, the cancer gets worse, he refuses the operation because he says it will be in vain. He was scared when he came out of the Operating Table. He can't see us.

The old Grandfather's Body Doctor said is not strong anymore, to do the Operation. This means grandfather in his last – days to be with us in this World,

“Pardon Grandpa Fai because at that time Grandpa left you at the Orphanage “ said grandfather rubbed the back of my hand with the remnants of his strength.

“Do not discuss again grandfather, I have forgotten it” I said gently, staring sadly, my grandfather's face getting longer –the weaker.

Well brother didn't leave grandfather's room, as a Doctor he definitely knows, how strong my grandfather survives. I can see the worry on Hendra's face.

Dance also never left us in the hospital. He now has two reasons to be in the hospital. Because I'm his best friend, and because Hendra's brother is now officially his girlfriend and even his future husband . Although the introduction of Kak Hendra and He was so short, but already sure of each other, he was,

Unlike me who chased after him for almost all these years in the end ended up like this as well, going our separate ways .

Dance at last, forget Mohan, the man he's been fond of for a long time, as well as the man who ruined his future, but was irresponsible

Probably true. A soul mate has arranged it, however we try, chasing it and grasping it

Only the Power has the right to decide the Match and Death for Us,

From this morning the sky was so cloudy that this afternoon, it was as if I felt the sadness of my heart and my brother,

I glanced at my phone screen, Frans seemed to have given up on calling me, I'm still sitting next to grandfather and so is my brother,

“Share!’ your brother do not leave me again Ia” said grandfather advising kak Hendro.

My tears are flowing more and more, I know this time will come, where . This old man is leaving us both.

Brother Hendro cried hugging grandfather. After He gave advice and advice –fruit to the three of us finally the Old Man left for good.

A cloudy afternoon for me and my brother, and a rain of tears,

In his long Sleep. He took my hand and my brother's hand. Looks like, he hasn't been willing to leave us like that. I hugged the lifeless Raga. Now he was stiffened, no more warm smiles from his face.

“I'm sorry grandpa “ I sobbed, not yet willing to let go of Grandpa .It's like a dream to me.

Forgive me for embarrassing you’ I said I blamed myself for my grandfather's passing. Maybe if I didn't impose my will, maybe grandfather still exists today.If you hadn't forced yourself to marry Frans maybe Adella wouldn't have written those fake news, and no grandfather will read, I cried Pilu apologized in my grandfather's rigid body.

“Fai already let grandfather go quietly!” said brother henro held my body and handed it to the hospital to be taken care of.

Tonight grandfather is placed in the funeral home

So many came to pray and many came to pray for him. Although grandfather is old but he is hardworking and diligent,

I was just petrified, beside the chest, I did not greet the mourners who came a lot that I regret why not from the first I was close to my grandfather, Brother Hendro who greeted them and Tari. I woke my head in my grandfather's Box, I couldn't stop the Tears, guilt filled my head.

“This drink,” the sound, wake me up, Frans came, with a black shirt flashing,

I realized all around that the chairs in the room were full and all eyes were on me lamenting the departure of my parents, the only ones I had, and all my eyes were on me,

Frans sat aside, as my husband's status, he should have been by my side, but I was too preoccupied with my thoughts, to forget to tell Papi and Frans. He also learned about Grandpa's departure from the TV news,

Frans's family thinks I'm still angry about what happened a few weeks ago at his house.

But the reality is that although still sick, but no intention did not inform the Frans family.

Just because the sense of loss was too heavy I shouldered, everything became forgotten,

I'm still sitting there staring. Now Papi and Mami Frans stand with us with brother Hendro as a family,

After a few hours,

“You must Eat Fai said Hendro stretched out a spoonful of my mouthful rice, You did not eat anything from this morning brother is afraid you fainted later here he said very lucky attention I still have family even though only an older brother.

“I'm not hungry at all brother “kataku refused.

“We have to eat he said, He also scoops into his own mouth and now the spoon is pointing at my mouth,

His eyes are just like mine. Brother's attention is people's concern, But he doesn't care.Sister still bribes me like a little Sister for him, but he doesn't care,

Papi and his mama Frans were beside the older brother, they were just staring speechlessly,.But I could see Papi's sharp gaze, on Frans who was beside me. Busy playing mobile. He was scared and immediately saved his phone.

I don't expect anything from him right now, if I want to borrow a shoulder to cry on, I'll borrow my brother's shoulder, I don't care about Frans' current whereabouts.

“Let's rest let me be here said Brother Hendro

But I refused. I will accompany my brother always from this moment “

Brother rubbed my face with some tissue, Frans felt we ignored him. My brother and I felt stupid.

I told my sister everything .So she knew it all, and the news of Mama Frans slapping me even sister knows even though I didn't tell her. But he knows it looks like it's from Mohan

A series of events went on for quite a long time, because business partners and grandfather employees were quite a lot also who paid their last respects to grandfather.

Grandpa has very many Business colleagues almost everything comes from good friends Papi Frans also many who come.

After all later the event is finished grandfather will be buried in Family Cemetery , with both parents in Malang.