Small Stars For Faila

Suddenly Romantic

There are many things that I want to improve at this time, because my behavior in the past, at this time you only regret.

Frans didn't seem to want to force me, considering my body

The weak, still,

  “Fai” well I will not force you, we will try it slowly.

Slowly doing my little brain immediately think of things.

Frans opened a chest that looked like a treasure depository.

My old stuff he still keeps a little surprised too anyway, I don't think Frans keeps those things, either,

“I used to think about every chat, starting from you saying, you want to be a mother

household, there was a time when I felt very happy at that time, sometimes imagining you being my wife.” Frans said his eyes looked at the photos of our memories. “Being a housewife for me is something that attracts that woman of my dreams and that too my dreams, I want my wife later only

make me and his kids a top priority.” Frans looked at me again he saw my reaction.

I just kept listening to every long story that was told

That handsome guy.

  “Fai, you haven't answered my question, Are you willing

Stay with me?” Frans asked me a question I could not answer/

Where might’ unmarried live together. I whispered

in my heart, he said he wanted to take care of me, itumah kumpul kebo later

   “Do you hear me ?” Frans leaned his face again

In front of me, I took a step back', not wanting to happen again

Oops again - again his hands faster than I thought, now the palm

his field hand held my shoulder. Oh.Jagan again.

Begging in his heart, whatever possessed him, he saw

with dazzling eyes, Oh what's with you?

Where's the old man who was so indifferent to her,

  I shook my head in denial of his proposal.

"Ada Fai? not that you used to want this” so much

I shook my head, the face was cloudy, my answer was like

not as expected. Frans took a deep breath

"Where is Fai. I don't like being rejected, maybe you already know that if you don't lose your memory.

As of this moment,” said Frans, his burly hand held tightly to my shoulder,

he pulled me over his face,” Sorry Fai if my current attitude is a little pushy, it seems like I will do something that reinforces your memory.”

Hadeh.what else will Frans do.

I need something so I can reject this big bagol guy through my voice

I refused, but it seemed to be a rejection, but it seemed like the rejection that I did not work, very carefully he carried me into his room and showed me the contents of his kamr

Frans renovated his room and redesigned it, my things and his possessions united in one room as if it were my room and his room,

Everything looks beautiful, Frans seems to have long thought about the design and interior. He also decorated the dapurny section with great luxury .

Cooking utensils provided Frans, he knows that I like to cook.

“This is all for you, Faila”

              His eyes looked at me straightforwardly, as if he was waiting for my answer and reaction, at Frans's thing of being ignorant in such things, as if he were waiting for my answer and reaction, but why has it changed now.

  Is he really in love with me?

Don't want to drag on with feelings like. To explain to Frans how I really felt, using pen and paper, I started writing.

I'm sorry for whatever you're saying right now I don't remember it. Give me time to remember everything you've told me,

can I go home, my head hurts so much.

Writing, more precisely Scribbles are long and wide to explain

To him, that I don't want a wedding.

,

I don't know what happened to me, the college I was in

Defend, now at the end of my laziness victim, a person who likes

he used to teach her everywhere, but now

The feeling suddenly disappeared,

What happened to me this time, Is my heart broken?

“Alright" I understand Frans finally said, I won't force you again.

I decided to obey Frans and live in his apartment.

Tonight I and the Frans stayed under one roof, he looked after me like a sick wife I decided to keep quiet, but Frans did a lot of things he never did, cooking on the floor.

Until the morning arrived he had also prepared a menu for the two of us.

“I'll take you to college this morning.”

“Iya,” I nodded his head.

After cleaning up all the used plates, she also shrewdly washed the dishes, the things she had done in her life.

“Come, we're leaving, we're going to Campus.”

I just kept quiet about everything Frans said.

Frans focused on his wheel and occasionally we met his eyes and went back to silence

Am I healed if I get sick more, why do I feel resigned anyway?

  Frans turned his vehicle, not to the hospital, not to his mom's house.

     " I brought you to the dormitory where you live, I've informed Tari, do not go to college first fear you are not strong,” said Frans “This is your mind is calmer, your mind is more calm, because there is a sahabtamu Dance here, because before the accident you lived here,

       “I nodded my head, sign agreed, do not want to linger too long because since then my head has been very sick, pengen rebahan

Hurry up and down to see Dari from the gate waving his hand, Tangannyaku just want to membuak Frans car door

But she quickly opened it for me

Without hesitation he gave a warm kiss, this time landing on my forehead,

Frans is suddenly Romantic, the usual dance to see Frans is just smiling

   “Live sleep, yes.”

To go back to the void it feels like my heart is heavy, to step. Dance still continued to persuade me and take care of me

But recalling the incident in the Library I felt ashamed, it was so embarrassing, it was still clear how shocked a Mohan who saw me at that time. Having convulsions and fear described my illness.

I still vividly remember how they saved my life, even half of my body they've seen. Never did I imagine a person I respected pressing down on my chest to save me,

  What did Mohan imagine when my body was naked? what do those men think when they see me like a possessed man.

All the events were clearly drawn in my memory, Pura-pura forgot the memory of the only way to be able to see them.

I grew up to be a woman different from the rest

How can someone like me experience a lot of fear, fear of the dark, fear of the rain, fear of loneliness, fear of hospitals and ambulances, and much more,

When my fear arose, the turmoil in my body also rose, even I turned into a possessed man,

How do I live a life like this, along with that also then the hatred towards the two people my grandfather and brother deepened

    “I don't want to go to my college, here I sleep” said to Tari who was waiting for me, My voice that has not recovered how I want to go to college?” I said with writing.

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