Small Stars For Faila

Angry for no reason

“We go home,” said Frans, he stood up and walked in front of me, I followed him from behind. If Frans is angry, his friends already understand, when we go home Niko has not joined our bell this time, maybe he was afraid to see the look of Frans angry.

   

Frans and I went home, but all the way home, he just kept quiet, I didn't understand the reason for his anger.

I used to take a cold attitude from him, but I didn't like the quiet and quiet atmosphere that Frans' car was in, it could make me breathless. I started a conversation breaking the silence I could not be in a state of silence, my illness would recur.

“Do we go straight home, Frans?” He has not answered indicating he is still angry and quotation marks.

' don't disturb'

 If it's like that, it's better to avoid trouble, before it explodes. Wait for me to always carry a headset in my bag, listening to music at high volume will make me calm down.

I busied myself with my cell phone, the streets of the capital as usual dense creeping, even though the distance is not too far from Cibubur Permai to Rafles did not eat for long only 20 minutes, but in front of the Trans Media Mall as if the car does not move, as a result the journey is so far away.  Jakarta day by day increasingly jammed moan in the heart.

Dree...

The sound of my phone's notepad has an incoming message on the WA page

Incoming messages from bang Niko. Now I understand why Frans looks so upset at me.

Bang Niko sent a message.

Not just texting, Niko also called, I tried to turn off the phone call from Niko.

Hedeeeeh... What bang does Niko not think, if he calls me like this, Frans will be angry? I said in my heart.

But it didn't stop, he still called me, Frans glanced at me with sharp eyes. Rather than on-rather, I decided to take a call from bang Niko.

“Why bang Niko?”

“I know he's been sitting on you all the way, right?"

He said pretentious “I want to accompany you, I'll talk to you at home, so you don't feel short of breath,” bang Niko's voice sounds relaxed there is no joke behind his voice.

“Kok brother Niko, can you know?” I was surprised because I thought I never told anyone about my illness.

“Yes, that is, I am actually a shaman tau,” he said jokingly.

“I never told anyone,”I'm still with a panicked face.

 “Fai you must be wondering why Frans was angry from earlier, it's not because of us, do you know that?”

“Not knowing,” answered I still feel confused.

“True, don't know?”

“No tau”

“Sama I don't know either,” he said pissed people off.

He started telling me funny things along the way, Frans was busy with his drive, he ignored me who was taking the call.

 Imagining the hilarious behavior of Bang Niko, with crossed eyes and hearing the funny story of Bang Niko made me, spontaneously laughed out loud this time.

I swear, I have no intention of making Frans as angry as he is today. He sidestepped his car next to indo march, he grabbed my phone and he turned it off and threw it in the back seat

“Stop! You make me not consent to drive it, do I need to drop you here,” Fras snapped with a hard jaw he was angry.

 The look on his face was much angrier than Agus' house but, I don't know what made him angry this time.

“What are you angry at?”He just kept quiet, “Are you jealous ?" I asked confidently, although I knew the answer, he smiled wryly,

 “Jad you guys want to make me jealous? sory if I make your plans fail miserably, I'm angry about something else, nothing jealous . My anger because you guys are noisy is not clear, adding to my headache that's all"

“Oh well," I said again with a small smile. " We had no intention of making brother Frans jealous, we were just kidding what was there and it was flowing so aja, bang Niko funny and humorous, he said,  I laugh every time I meet"

“You praised him continuously from earlier, why don't you just be the same as him?”said again.

“Alright it seems like I am also tired for a long time, waiting for no certainty from you,” I said casually

My Ucappan made his face more gloomy, his face like a dark cloud. The atmosphere was quiet again, I was silent too.

I grabbed my phone that he threw back, turned it on and listened to music that was the only thing that could save me, otherwise I could be asphyxiated later.

Frans this time focused on the steering wheel of his car I was busy with my phone screen.

‘Better watching youtube than seeing your anger'

But accidentally one music video clip from one of the band groups, as if describing me who is now.

 The story goes, when the woman chased after the man for almost years, but in the end she was tired and went far away from the man. Her woman finally married someone else who loved her, a simple man who was able to make her happy, when it was happy the prince she was chasing, came back.

 Wow by any chance this is, is this a warning to me, that I should stop? I'm starting to feel sad.

I felt a strange creature enter into this chest, whenever I felt sad, I felt numbness, the heart was beating very fast, cold sweat began to drip on my forehead, though the coolant in Frans' car is alive too.

‘Can't be like this can’ don't scream at me in the heart but weird my hand can't move.

Suddenly Frans' hand pulled the hearingset against my side, saving me from a terrible panic attack. My chest went up and down with an irregular gasping breath.

“We have arrived,” said Frans

“Alright,” I replied with a little smile that – made, closing the heart attack that I just felt. When I was about to get off, Frans pulled my hand,

“Sorry,” says Frans , he feels guilty, maybe he's afraid I'm complaining to his mom.

“Sorry for what ? Much

“Sorry for everything,”he said.

 My mind asks all of her? all that what?Is he apologizing for not being able to give me his love?  Is he apologizing because I've been chasing –ngejarnya in vain?”

“Alright, I don't know what you're apologizing for, forget it, come on in,” I said leaving him, feeling so tired and helpless again.

Putting myself in a room that was one room away from Frans's, my eyes were closed but my mind was drifting everywhere

Frans's room was like my own and could not be denied, I often stayed in the frans room and slept and shared blankets and pillows with him

My excessive love for her, made me lose my shame. As an unmarried girl and a guest in Frans' house, I shouldn't sleep in a man's room.

Frans family knows everything. Mami even woke us up several times who slept soundly with one blanket so as not to be late for college.

First of all it is shy –malu, but over time have been accustomed, even already like a husband and wife who are always together. I'm nicknamed like the gum that always sticks to Frans.

Mami once told us to get married but Frans refused her the reason to focus on college and want a career later.

Yes, yes, yes, Frans wanted to marry a village girl like me, to take her face in front of her friends at that time before I went to college.

“You must be the spirit of love, Mami supports you, Mami and Papi are always behind you,” he said at the time, making me survive until now.

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