Small Stars For Faila

the anger that is held

All eyes looked at us, making me even more uncomfortable Felix seemed to understand, He brought me one of the cafes across the street . ordered warm sweet tea and toast. He knows what I need right now .Warmth.

“This is your laps Felix said. Pulling some tissue sheets giving me

“My appearance is messy huh.? I said back to crying.

“Don't cry again.people will think I hit you Faila!.

I stole a look at Felix. Oh, my God, Felix .Why are you so sweet now and so handsome” I said in my heart

Feel like a creature with Karma. Should I regret all my actions? Salahkah” I made my act” I said in Heart .Felix was busy with his cell phone he was chatting with someone.

“Why are you crying on the side of Faila Street? Felix asked after I calmed down and didn't cry anymore. And not messy anymore.

“I just shook my head. Ducking shy. tried to insert some Cuil, a piece of toast that.But it feels like throat fiber.

“Do you have a fight with Frans?

I blame the clothes I wear. Although not so bad, but there is no exact reason that I make the reason why I cry.

“This shirt, I hate it so much, I am ashamed “ I said still slightly lowered.

“ No Fai. It's so pretty, you wear it Felix said. Still staring with concern

“Please take me home Felix, I feel dizzy” said I deliberately diverted all questions. Because I don't know why I cried, either. It is difficult to express in words. I just know my heart hurts . It hurts even more when I see it now.

“Can I say sorry. Still applies regretful words at this time” Do I deserve to say I am suffering at this time, Can I tell him. Take me away ? I monologue myself in my heart.

The tears again spilled down my cheeks and hit the pring where my Bread ate.

He drew a long Breath and handed me a few more tissue sheets. Let me finish my heart.

It was weird, I cried in front of the ex-fiance I dumped, and I hated it so much. It feels so messy .

But I can't help my regret for him. Because he hurt her and hated her at that time

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Don't judge people from the Outsiders, Outsiders appearance can be deceiving, maybe that's what's right for me at the moment,.The person I thought of as Stone once had a soft and sweet side to me right now,

*“Don't hate too deeply can, only the person you hate will be the one you love.

Don't love too much it could be , The person you love so much will hurt you”

Be reasonably

Probably the right words for me right now.

“I don't know, what's happening to you right now Faila” Felix said with a wistful look.

“I'm sorry Felix ! I said with tears

“For what Faila” has” remove your water and drink Warm water” said Felix

“Because I was so selfish to you first!” I said by biting my lower lip, so that my voice would not tremble.

“Fai” I can't stand to see your tears, remove your Tears, So that you go home Felix said

I rubbed my eyes that were still flooded. I think Felix will take me home. When I rubbed my eyes.

I saw a familiar creature standing behind the glass. Both of his big hands were put in his pants pocket.

I looked in panic at Felix .

“Fai” earlier you said you want to go home, go home with Frans , I called him earlier . You have a hard time having a husband Fai.Ia who deserves to take you home Felix said.

Frans stood on the side of the table.

“ Fai earlier said you wanted to go home why are still here he said looking at me

I'm still silent. Surprised that's for sure. Felix stood patting Frans on the shoulder.

“He wants to go home , but no Taxis are passing Felix said. I came home yes” said felix leaving us. My heart hurts when I turn my back. Seeing his sturdy back go further and further and disappear behind the glass I drove him with my eyes.

I forgot there was Frans in front of me staring. Unknowingly the tears flowed very hard.

“Let's go home said Frans, He, did not ask, Why am I with Felix.

It was as if I had entered the World on my own, daydreaming all the way, Until I had not listened to Frans speak.

Until he stopped the car . He covered his face with both hands. And out of the car he screamed very loudly and punched the toll road barrier .

He held anger in his heart, but did not want to vent it on me like that. I just wait for him and see him,

He got back in the car. Returning to silence and silence, I realized my traumatic illness seemed to have healed because it did not feel turmoil. All the way through, we remained silent.

I looked at his bloody hand. His eyes looked straight at the street. I wrapped her hand with a small handkerchief. He's Still in silence

We saw the person who was fighting a silent fight.

The streets are jammed. I shook my head. And asleep. I feel Frans' hand loosening the belt I'm wearing and closing the visible part of my stomach with the shawl you're wearing, I feel her warm breath.

I know this moment . He looked at my face again. I still close my eyes, her hands are pulling my hair apart

I don't know who I am for Frans Sat. Her nature that sometimes changes to me makes me even more confused .

“Sorry Fai ! whispers . I only heard it faint, until I fell asleep and went into the dream.

Until I woke up we were still in the car. I'm trying to figure out where we are . But it seems that on the page of Frans' Apartment, Frans also slept he folded his hands in the chest, Jas covered my body.

The head was so heavy it felt dizzy, and my eyes were also still sleepy. I glanced at my phone screen clock at 02:15 WIB .Morning already. Don't know why Frans brought us to this place.

But strangely again, do not bring to his apartment or to the parking lot. Even on his apartment page. We invite attention to the security of the apartment. It's crazy they brought the police.

Geck..Tok Tok's..

I glanced a little from the end of my eyes. There were two more cops trying to wake us up the same Frans. Maybe they think we're both drunk people .

Several beats I chose to pretend to sleep and let Frans take care of it.

Frans rubbed his eyes and opened the door and got out of the car.

It wasn't long before Frans woke me up, because it looked like the cops wanted to question me, too.

“Fai” wake up briefly !’ frans said patting his cheeks softly.

“Why Frans ?I said, Pretend you don't know

“Let's go out for a while no Police want to question for a moment.

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