Small Stars For Faila

Experiencing misfortune again

He realized his folly that complied with all Adella's wishes .He told Frans to leave the woman and fight to get us .

“I'm sorry frans.!” I didn't know Mami was gone

He came up to me and gave me a warm hug that made me so calm.

“Mommy.!” He immediately released it, the twins could report to my brother

Not yet complete everything that happened Arden whining to ask to go home because his clothes are sticky with sweat he does not feel at home.

He took Arden in the car and we left him. I still look at him far away. There's a sense of tightness in me

Deep in my heart there is still a great basis for her just that feeling is like shackling so strongly that I can't see her.

Sometimes I think” is there a love story as complicated as the one we are living today? , this feeling is so stifling, when I feel close to him as it is today, he said, I was with him I wanted to hug him but couldn't, because we were currently separated,

Wouldn't it be that still liking each other should be united ? shouldn't loving each other have each other?”

But we both experienced the hassle of loving each other, but couldn't have

“Mommy.!” The sound of arden dragging me from the long daydream that stifled my chest

“Why baby?”

“I'm sleepy.!” his eyes were like a dimming bulb

The eyes of the two of them started to glare perhaps from exhaustion. It makes them both very sleepy,

I looked at Arden who was sleeping on my lap, Geez that face was getting more and more bought up all what Frans had.

The longer he gets handsome, no one would dare say they are neither son nor father

Even if I very cruelly cut off their relationship as father and son, and even though I carved in the sky if they both have no relationship, they are not, but this face will once again prove that he is his son even they are both like a betel nut halved, he said,

Deep in my heart, I want the happiness of my children away from my happiness.

Finally our car stopped at a luxurious kapling housing with a spacious courtyard and a large two-story house with a plush foundation pole with a sturdy, sturdy, well-maintained flower plants decorate and surround the European-style house that looks sturdy with stones – stones times strong in each dingding

Luxurious and classy, that's our house, the house we built with my brother, the house where we gathered with my children and my older brother's children later when it was born.

We promised, we will stay together inseparable from my brother .But my heart often, ask me happy?

“no I don't feel happiness, I feel emptiness in my heart.

A lifeless body but like no soul, I feel lonely every day in recent times,

Just when I decided to end our relationship with Frans, just as I was acting so bold and feeling great, it was great when I decided the important thing in life was bonding.,

I stepped in the house .

But something happened again in our family, as if there were no end to the trials just keep coming and going.

My sister ran down from above with a snuggling Dance who looked in pain holding her stomach.

“Yes God what else is going to happen, I shudder to feel my body shaking violently from fear”

“What's up brother?”

“ She had a great contraction and suddenly her fetus did not move again “ Right then I felt my world collapse again, for the umpteenth time

I want to scream cry, I want to cry,

I must be strong to give strength to both of them,

“Bring them up and put them to bed.!” I handed them to the two nannies, fortunately both of them had fallen asleep earlier if they had just woken up earlier, somehow explaining it to them when their dear Mother drooped .

and Papi they ran in chains with a cry of panic, maybe they too will cry maybe

“I'm coming with brother!”

“But kids.!”

“They are asleep and have been taken to his room.”

Until arriving at one of the best private hospitals in the City where our family usually check health at this hospital, and got a first-class VIP waiter here.

But even though I was given first class, I didn't care about the two people in the hospital bed,

My brother was helpless, and again he was told to make a hard decision between his son and his wife. My brother was also forced to make heavy decisions, he was forced to choose between me or twin but because of the greatness of the Power He made the right decision, he chose to save both. But the situation is different now.

my brother lost his confidence, he wanted to have offspring and even he and Tari had done the best they could.

Starting a total rest for a month, he slept for a month in bed and, doing everything from his bed, Dari did it, “api Ya Lord “ what all their great sacrifices will be in vain mere”

My knees felt like they were shaking from the long wait outside, the hands of the clock seemed to be slowly spinning

Brother in a difficult position I came to him, Oh those eyes are really crying, If a Doctor becomes the guardian of his loved ones, He will turn weak and helpless , like my brother he was so confused to be told to choose his son what his wife was,

But I helped him make that difficult choice, I chose to save my best friend, even though it would be a new disaster.

My brother fell limp when he lost his son for the second time a sense of despair, sadness, was clearly visible on his face

I was forced to sign the agreement, For me the safety of my friends is much more important, they are young, the Power will certainly have made plans for their family, he said,

But humanly speaking, everything they go through is very heavy and not easy, when they want to get offspring why it is so difficult to get it ,

Why in people who really want it does not get it easily, even though almost every day he hears cases of abortion and the disposal of children by his parents.

“ destiny of life is sometimes difficult to understand.’

IT's not about judging God, it's just that I feel like my chest is so sore, seeing my dear brother get hurt again

“Go home let me guard here” brother Hendro looks at me with puffy eyes

Without realizing it, time has passed,

I stared at the hospital's 3:15 WiB clock. I just wanted to call about the twins for sure they both cried looking for Mommy otherwise big brother and me too, they could cry.

But I realized that my postel was left behind in the car because I hurried to deliver Tari earlier.

I borrowed the cell phone of one of the hospital staff to call the driver,

The streets of the capital are not crowded because it is still dawn our journey home is very smooth, very smooth, without a hitch not until 20 minutes we have arrived in front of the house my mind is not calm since I thought the two twin boys could win maybe

Haris and Dion even stayed up without sleep. They play chess while waiting for me.

“Not yet on sleep?”

“How Mbak. What kind of boss' wife?

I shook my head, sad, good Dion Haris as if he felt our sadness.

“How are the kids.?”

“This was Arden and Aretha crying for everything,

“Continue.!”

“It..!”

“What? My story is impatient.

“Sir Frans we called him, and he came they were silent,

“Why even call him word carried away emotion on Haris

“Not call him but Frans sir accuracy came to deliver Doll Aretha in the playground and the right time they both won . So Mr. Frans calmed both of them down and now they're asleep

“Sorry I got carried away emotions” account just feel tired

“Iya no papa mbak I understand the situation”

“Iya thanks for understanding .”

“Frans are still in their room Ma'am might go to bed too seems to put the kids to bed.