Small Stars For Faila

Cook Both

The rain began to subside even though it was still cloudy outside. He undressed in front of me I deliberately looked at the window not wanting to be disrespectful because he was looking at him who was changing clothes

His clothes had just been removed the sound of lightning seemed to create a new calamity in my life,

“DUAAAR !”

I jumped frantically into Felix's body, which was bare-chested to make his body retreat and fall because of loss of balance and an unpleasant fall. Not falling like a Korean drama drama that might fall on the sofa and lip position meet the lips and make the audience auto baper.

But not for me and Felix this time, he fell backwards and his body fell into a small trash can in his room. I pushed him down from above making him grimace in pain and his elbow seemed to sprain,

“OooooH ah sick,” he grimaced with pain still in the position of the body crushed by me.

OH my death.This disaster I monologue and look for reasons so that he does not get angry

“Fai I can't breathe” with a heavy voice and I turned my head down

“OH..NO ”

His face was buried under my chest, it was a shame that the pantesan he could not breathe was overwritten by two large twin mountains. The knee of my foot pressed against the abdomen, it was very painful, the falling position was not elegant, it was,

If only at that time there was an abyss near me or beside me” maybe I had jumped, there, because of my shameful behavior

“Faila I'm in pain!” His voice was like a groan and his hands no longer held his elbows sprained but his hands held his navel.

“I'm sorry Felix,” I said sitting next to him

“Aaaauhhhhh.” he curled up enduring the pain and his hand held his anus.

Geez why should that be the case, I said deeply.  Do I need to compress it I said in my heart.

But it's better to stay still and wait, the lightning is getting stronger while Felix is already curled up next to me because of me, when the lightning strikes again my breath starts to feel heavy. For the sake of saving myself, gone my veins, I lay down beside him and hugged him again from behind, crazy

“I'm sorry Mas!”  I said, really helpless. For the first time called by the name of Mas, because the age is different a year above me.

Unexpectedly, she turned her body around and hugged my frightened body back, she was seen still enduring the pain in her anus, she said,

We finally fell asleep on the cold floor. In the warm embrace position of his body.  Able to make me fall asleep who is still scared.

Thank you for saving me I said in my heart, I am truly sorry to this man for misunderstanding him all this time, didn't expect him to have a good heart far from what I thought all along.

He gave me his hand to make a pillow, and the position of his body was embraced and I made a shield to fight the fear in my body.

I don't know how long we slept.  The rain had stopped and was replaced by the scorching heat of the sun and bouncing on Felix's bedroom window, where we both hugged.

The reflection of the light was blinding to the eyes, I glanced at the Clock it was almost 12. He was still asleep with regular breathing,

For the first time I saw his face that close, it turned out that he was very handsome behind his cold nature. Maybe because all this time I hated him so much because of his arrogant nature and cold nature, I did not realize that he was very handsome and his face looks firm and hard his nose is not too sharp but fitting for his face sculpture

.

When I looked at his face again, that's where he opened his eyes, I was caught again looking at his cold looking face, he was looking at me, our eyes were staring at each other, His eyes were still red as if he had just woken up

“Aduh fai, my hand is numb, and this sore,” he said later, we both sat down, He still felt his elbow still hurt because of the fall earlier

“I am a medicine Yes” I said

“Boleh, it hurts so bad,” said felix slightly grimaced making me so unpleasant,

“What it also still hurts ?” I asked to pay attention, but Felix told me to take responsibility instead.

If later he doesn't give you the satisfaction of not blaming me because you've hurt him said,

Maybe he thought, We're getting married. He didn't know that our marriage had been cancelled

“I'm sorry I really don't want to hurt you because I'm really scared that I didn't hug you, I could have died, because the convulsions and my mouth would spit out foam and I would thrash around like a trance and would trouble you, so I chose that shameful path, I'm sorry I hope you don't misinterpret it again,” I said honestly.He was silent listening

“That means the time in the Hotel was that time because you were scared too?”

“Yes, I experienced the disease of excessive fear, in many ways, I was afraid of loneliness, fear of rain, and lightning, fear of hospitals and ambulances, I was afraid of, and afraid of the doctor with his white robe” said I explained,

He looked at me with a bit of guilt, having suspected me all along

“Why didn't you tell me earlier”

“Already, but because I misunderstood me first, accusing me of all sorts makes me angry and hate you ”

Finally, he knew what I had been through all this time, and the illness I was suffering from. But I haven't told her about our canceled wedding,

Maybe that makes him a little happy later, because he didn't marry me,

I explained it to him a lot, because as usual. He will talk less and listen more, from A to Z only I will continue to roar like a parrot, he only hears and is more silent

I was thinking how big this guy's feet were, not my type of warm, though,

“Sorry yes, you have to take a day off because I am today” I said then with my hand wrapped his sprained elbow.

“Iya” The answer is short and solid and clear.

“What are you hungry I will cook for us.”

“Iya bole.”

“But you have to accompany me in the kitchen,iya” I looked at him

“I can't cook faila” with his cold attitude.

I just saw him smile once while I was living in his house.  He smiled, even then because it was only a temple at the wedding of his ex-girlfriend,

I wanted to see him smile just once, before we parted,

“ No need to help, you just accompany me sit there , I'm afraid” persuaded me,

With his face very heavy, he wanted to accompany me to sit in that chair, his face was no impression of pleasure, especially when with me always with a frown and with a dislike mood.

He sat on the table eating, his hands holding books and his left hand I put a cloth and cloth around his neck to support the sprained hand.

Wearing a sling, finger-picked. My ritual before I start cooking and my long hair I roll up and up so as not to bother

Sometimes big questions for me, because all the guys I know are just these guys who don't like me,  and not showing any interest in me and sometimes it makes me wonder what kind of woman he likes.

Almost 1 hour wrestling in the kitchen, I can already cook a menu of four menus at once,

Not to forget his favorite fried rice, in the event that it is noon should not be suitable but he devoured it with pleasure.

No compliments, no chatter.  I don't like the situation, but I keep his wish, which doesn't like noise and He prefers a quiet atmosphere like a grave. Contrary to my circumstances and nature, I love the noisy atmosphere and the rame place,

Now is the time, I said in my heart and relented.