Small Stars For Faila

Trying to chase you back

“Aretha he shakes hands in the usual style but not shy anymore they seem to have met often

“Did I miss a lot of things?” I'm impingement

“Hai Fai” he greeted me, I was still silent as if a big rock was clogging my breathing, I said,

“ How could He come here” did He follow us. What coincidence did he come here?

Dion's words reminded me, He probably followed us here to see the twins.

“I looked at that face, now he looks different, his face is not as fresh as it used to be and looks skinny “What happened ?” does it hurt?” My heart is not.

“Om accompany me to play Arden shouted he looked back at me,

“Can I accompany them?”

I just nodded my ass, playing with those two kids, Both are so happy that my heart hurts. Looking back into my heart, was I selfish to have broken the virgin relationship between son and father.

I'm a labile human being, sometimes what I decide to regret later on. But seeing Frans' stubbornness made me the most sadistic man on earth

Why are these two twins so happy to play with Frans since when their relationship was that close? What is their very strong blood relationship and their inner relationship between son and father?”

The treatment of the two children was so sincere and visible as he was and the affection he was met with attention, and when Aretha took out snot from her nose she rubbed it with a handkerchief from her pants pocket. And when Arden Kebellet asked for a bathroom.

It looks like a hot dady.

“Oh Frans you made me a wicked woman, and an evil mother who broke off the relationship of son and father. But do you know it's all because of you? Try to be honest with me when all this is not going to happen. Do you not know the power of love is honesty and openness, no matter how much your love for me if you are not honest all it will be in vain.” I consider seeing their closeness.

Nearly two hours they played spent, the,

Kriiiie

Kriiiiii

I know, if you're going to call, I'm staring at the old screen of the phone and staring at Frans .Am I following too much what my brother says?” so that I hurt someone's heart I was still petrified and decided not to answer it and I turned it off. I don't want to lie to my brother and on the other hand I don't want to spoil the fun of my two children.

“What daydream?”

Frans was already sitting in front of me with sweat all over his clothes and his forehead and face flushed with exhaustion.

I just shook my head and didn't know what to say.

“How are you doing Fai?” he greeted me first with a confident face that pissed me off. But why should I be upset anyway?” I feel all the feelings I am experiencing right now

“I'm good, I replied without looking at her face.

“You look prettier!” He praised me but I thought of it as a passing wind and ignored it.

What does it mean, he is nothing to me, he is the husband of my great enemy, why should I care “I try to fight all my feelings with hatred.

We stayed like everyone else, he just stared at the children and I busied myself with a reply to the cating from someone who suddenly missed me.

Arvind sent a message, He told me that tomorrow he decided to go to work again as a Doctor, It feels very funny to know that someone is aware, because of the little advice I gave, I said,

Just the time I was, advising people successfully . I just smiled reading the incoming messages from him his words were full of seduction.

You handsome brondong I said unconsciously. Frans in front of me who saw my gurgle.

“All right I said code the two nannies, to look after the twins

We were looking for a quieter place in the room next to the restaurant

“What does Frans say?” I urged him

“Fai I've decided I'll start a new one again”

“What do you mean?”

“I've decided to chase you again ..

I'm speechless hearing his jokes, I'm serious Fai, I'll try to bring you and the kids back to stay with”

“Frans is over, don't start it again” I said reject it.

“I am serious Fai with my words, even to death I will fight my children my flesh and blood even though you decide in your sadistic way, because you did not give me the slightest chance to tell all the truth,

Enough frans I'm dizzy to bring all that into your life and we live our lives”

“It's easy for you to say fai , but do you know, I was almost crazy because of your decision to separate my children from me.

I stared intently into his eyes”Do not blame me for all my actions, because you are the one who was dishonest to me and your mother who almost harmed my son.

“Mami is gone Fai” so please don't bring it up again let it calm down in her world;

“Aaawhat-is that right !?”

I stammered because I didn't know. My tears spilled deep in my heart I loved them dearly, from her mama Franslah I got the love of a mother that I could not get from anywhere, but Mami changed since adellia was present in her life

“I'm sorry, when? I looked at Frans wanting to feel like I was holding her.

He long retold me, he didn't want me to feel guilty

“When ?” I asked again

“Just after that trial, we lost , papi pressed him and everyone pressed him including me” His face flushed holding back the crying felt heavy to retell.

We all blamed Mami without anyone defending her, she felt desperate and committed reckless actions in her room. He took a full bottle of sleeping medicine he overdosed and was not saved. But he had earlier written an apology letter to us and to you too Fai”

His letter. He opened his wallet and took out a fold of paper from his pocket. My hands were shaking receiving it my hair was goosebumps as if Mami was beside us.

My eyes glazed over reading verse by verse Mami's handwriting was ultimately my fault too, I cried regretfully, I cried regretfully, I kept sobbing until the people around me looked at me with confused looks .

He realized his folly that adheres to all of Adella's eminence .He told Frans to leave the woman and fight to get us .

“I'm sorry frans.!” I didn't know Mami was gone

He came up to me and gave me a warm hug that made me so calm.

“Mommy.!” He immediately released it, the twins could report to my brother

Not yet complete everything that happened Arden whining to ask to go home because his clothes are sticky with sweat he does not feel at home.

He took Arden in the car and we left him. I still look at him far away. There's a sense of tightness in my chest.