Small Stars For Faila
Between brother and Frans
“I want to be with Mommy, I want to be with Papi, I want to be with Momi, I'm the same brother” Retta crying he asked Videocall.
Unable to call, he cried I was much more sad, saw my own child hurt, for me I was much hurt, I felt hurt when I saw the twin boys hurt.
“What is Aretha?” Frans' voice shook.
“He kept crying for her to come here, he saw his brother was injured, pity he must be afraid to see his brother injured, let alone we all no one saw him, they both can not be separated, the habits of twins”
“Mother..”.
“Momy!”
Arden woke up He was looking for Dance, I hugged his body, felt very relieved when he saw her
Frans is done taking his blood. He stood looking at Arden his hands trembling and finally hugged him. “My son.. Oh forgive me,” his voice vibrates this is the first time for him to see directly the handsome boy, even both of them look very much like a betel nut split by an ax.
It thrashed weakly not want to be embraced Frans , as Tari taught; ‘Cannot be close to each other’ .
“Momy,” her hands are stretched out asking to be carried. I was troubled to carry her, as the infusion hose was still attached to her hand the injured head was wrapped in bandages wrapped around her head. He cried looking for his twin, as usual they both can not be separated the risk of twins.
“Momy dede Etha where? His eyes searched the room more and more frightened when he found out that we were in the hospital not seeing Tari and not seeing Hendra's sister, he was crying more and more in fear.
Frans sat looking at her with eyes wrapped in longing. I can feel the look in his eyes . He must have wanted to embrace Ardenn's body, the truth He had just heard, if He had children, the truth was heard from my mouth unintentionally.
It was still like a dream for him. He never expected that the child he had seen at a glance at Hotel , that time was his own flesh and blood.
The boy even photocopies of himself, he is eager to hug Arden but the boy refuses the stranger he taught Tari not to be close to strangers, so when Frans wanted to hug or just hold his hand he refused.
He still whines want Mother and brother Hendro, hearing brother Hendro called papi makes Frans look angry. But who does he want to be angry with? He is not in a position to be angry at the moment, he can see and touch my children at this time it is already very valuable.
“Dedek Etha at home dear, mother again sick Papi take care of Bunda” I Persuade him, I carry him, Frans help hold the infusion hose. In Frans' heart he wanted the one to ride. Finally he calmed down a little. And finally fell asleep, the clock showed 3 am, the clock showed,
Frans was still sitting next to his bed. He rubbed his head against his aunt several times.
“Why did you lie to me Fai?” his eyes investigated me. “Why did you guys stop me from seeing my son”
“Don't discuss the moment Frans, my head hurts” my hands are twitching throbbing forehead. “Go home Frans, take mom home we will discuss later” said I feel tired.
But he didn't want to, he wanted to stay in the hospital.
“Frans go home don't make it, it's getting harder. Trust me, you already know, we were planning to come to your house, so wait , I'll take care of everything”
“You told me to trust you Fai. After what you did to me, you kept me away from my son” His voice rose with an affirming eye he confirmed that He is entitled to the child,
“Frans you are not in the right position to be angry like this .Please give me some time, I'll take care of everything, we need to talk alone. But not at this time if you love Arden and Aretha, let him heal first I promise we'll talk later”
Frans does not want to go home he still kekeh to keep Arden this will make everything will be heavy.
“Frans, I promise I will take care of everything, trust me don't make it all difficult. My brother doesn't know yet that I've recovered his memory. He might get angry later
Please for the sake of the children, believe me, I explain everything later on big brother”
I pleaded with Frans ''s hand, with all his efforts he finally wanted to go home.
But as I thought, it wasn't long before brother moved Arden to another hospital back then .I don't know what else to do, I'm put in a difficult position right now.
“He had no right to meet this child Faila” Sister's face was angry knowing that Frans donated her money to Arden.
“This is for the safety of Arden was brother, I don't think anything is just the safety of Arden,” I said defend myself and explain everything.
“I've booked a room for both of them . Dance so can see it”
They were placed in the same room.
because of its weak content, Dance is required to rest completely.
“Give me your phone,” pinta brother in a firm voice.
“Haa? why my phone should also be confiscated”
“Do not call anyone and do not tell the man” he said in an angry and resolute tone,
I was thinking, there would be a big problem if it was like this. Frans thought he was entitled to his children for good reason. Brother thinks Frans is an unneeded human being and is not allowed to see his son. He thinks he is the right one for the children
I was in the middle between the children's father and my own brother
*
“Alright,” said big brother Hendro but his eyes looked at me suspiciously he suspected that I would betray him and report to Frans, I thought that brother would tell people to spy on me.
*
Two days since Arden was in the hospital, I decided to meet Frans in his office and was forced to lie to my brother, I have to apologize for that, I had to work my way out of my brother's supervision to be able to meet Frans, I think Frans has the right to know the state of his son, he said,
It will be like this in the end, too,
Facts about Frans
When I came home from Bali I thought Frans would take Arden from us, because I was thinking. He is not entitled to twins
Coming home from Bali. I went to Bang Niko to ask her for legal help, about her opinion on our situation and Frans having children after the divorce
My intention is to consult. If Frans is no longer entitled to my children . But the reality I heard made everything change.
It turns out that Bang Niko was Frans' lawyer. It's better that my friend helped.
The fact that Frans has not signed our divorce papers, I feel a hard blow to the place in my head, makes me hit it means that we are still legally husband and wife. The court has not knocked the hammer for our divorce.
“Why, so like this would be?”
That means Frans waited for 4 years and the ring we were wearing was still our wedding ring.
I was gonna faint to hear that, right then,
*
“Frans was sick at that time Faila, He was seriously ill. He let you go because he was sick. It's a intestinal cancer.
You guys are the same – sick he was for 2 years undergoing treatment before the doctor suggested to cut his intestines but the risk is high, the chances of recovering are small
the second alternative. He had chemotherapy for 2 years he chose the difficult treatment to be able to see you someday Faila.
He endured the pain himself. Look at his head until bald when his hair fell out because of chemo that night . Before you flew, he asked us to come to his apartment to make a party.
He wants you to hate him, so that you are sure to leave if you already hate him, you will leave without hesitation” said bang Niko.
Bang Niko told me everything, made me feel guilty,
“Please do not tell him, if I already know everything, ask Bang Niko not to tell him, if I already know everything” said I
‘
I remembered what Please said, at that moment.
“What about Adella instead they are married?” ask me at that time.
“No, He never married the woman, but He has survived to this day”
I feel more guilty for Frans.
It was surprising how it felt” .We are still a legitimate husband and wife relationship. I remember back . What the elevator did to me, one hot kissing of her,
He's not mistaken” because he thinks I'm still his wife so he dares to touch me.
But the problem is how I explain to my brother who already hates him.
Today I visited him in his office
“There can I help Mbak?” asked a young lady standing at the reception desk smiling kindly at me,
“Mbak, I want to meet with Frans” sir I said to hold back the groggy taste.
“Before bu” He picked up the phone handle and contacted someone.
“Mother just went up” He gave me card ,
Until arriving in Frans' room. I waited and sat in one corner of the room, staring out into the street looking back and forth the vehicle, Trying to keep an eye on the density in the corner of the street of the capital, my eyes were busy wondering. If you can move the car –mobil with super strength, suckle it neatly and orderly , so as not to be always jammed every day,
I didn't realize Frans was standing right next to me.
His eyes were watching my vision with all my dreams.
“Haaa Frans,” I was surprised when He also lowered his head right beside me, Fragrance from his body invaded my nose.
