Small Stars For Faila

A truth

You can imagine gak” there are five Operations that we do on someone's body like that” is you!

“What medicine my sister always gave me” Until I could arrive , lost pieces of my memory. The doctor?

I want to remember them. Who is Frans to me ? What crime did he do to me Doc? My sister hated him so much. I want Tau. What's the face of my baby twin father like .Doc's? I said with great sadness.

“Your brother blames himself, all the time because of your traumatic illness. He feels guilty because you have a hard time from childhood .he feels fear and trauma all the time

You are a very strong and extraordinary person. Your mother donated her heart to you when you were a child until you were an adult!. But . As long as you wear that heart. You don't do control to the hospital.

People who receive Donor's heart, usually must routinely do control, to see its development. Does the blood flow fit into your body? Does it align its network throughout your body? Your body can accept that organ. It should be checked every time it should.

But the snippet shows you're not doing Faila control.

Your brother said you had a hard time in your childhood, You were tortured. In the orphanage.

After Adult. You instead take painkillers with a long period of time to deal with the pain in your chest.

That drug, it's damaging a lot of the tissue in your body, Faila!. You are very lucky to be alive.

Your brother sacrificed a lot of things from his life, to take care of you. Faila! Including the fomenting of possessing the Descendants?

“What Mak-? My words were cut because I was nervous.

“What is his wife , never told you?

‘No Doook!. My lips are shaking

“I heard, your sister's wife is your best friend too?

‘IYA .my best friend!

“He had a miscarriage! Because it's too tired, when you were still komah.I myself took care of him.

“What was sister crying at that time? My stupid question left Doctor Lois silent for a moment, staring into the beads of my eyes.

“No!

“What”my words panic

“Ia. It's running out of tears, crying for you, you're fighting life to death.

He spends his time, taking care of your newborn twins, and caring for his miscarried wife.

Can imagine?. No more tears, coming out of his eyes . Maybe the stock of tears was dry by then,

“OH.God Brother! My mind screams.

“A year after your operation. A great storm is coming again, shaking up your sister's household.

His wife Dari had a big fight with him that night. He left the baby Twin at home . He left the house after a fight. It was snowing again that night. He was found frozen in a hypothetical world. Hardly saved.

“I was where Doc was?

“At Hospital, for routine” control

“What color Doc? I asked again, but my heart felt like it had been crushed with a boulder,

It's a sensitive thing. Failas.

“What Doc?

He looked at me, with an accusatory look. Makes my heart shrink.

“As if He wants to say because of you .Faila!.

“Sister is being too cold to her. She's always cold, Doc! Dance knows that too .My protest seemed to not accept that trivial reason, making Tari have to leave him at that time.

“Not only about his cold demeanor. But…!

“What Doc?

“He is not displaced.

I'm silent. Long time it feels, my brain is digesting. The purpose of not having a move

“He cannot give his wife an inner breath. It consumes too much of the body's fitness vitamins. With excessive doses, to be exact. While performing your operation. He doesn't want to spend a little time looking after you and watching you, almost 24 hours. When the other doctors took turns. He does not want to be replaced. With excessive doses it turns out to damage the reproductive tissue. And damage the Ejaculation ducts the Doctor said later

My heart was burning, my hands were shaking and I was crying a lot

“They never stories Doctor” What is my sister, can be cured later ? I said still crying

“Ia .ada because this is not a congenital disease or a kind of disorder. He can recover as long as he maintains a healthy diet and lifestyle. Doctors often tell others how to be healthy but not to do it for themselves. So often we meet this day and age Doctors are also sick as ordinary people .

Just like your brother. He brought forth thousands of people including his own sister .But neglecting his own health.

“Your brother is trying out his career for you too Faila. You knew. He was offered the position of director of a hospital in Oxford.

But because at that time you are critical. He refused it and took nearly 6 months off to look after you.

Faila! Your brother is an extraordinary man.Never doubt it Doctor Lois told me a warning.

You know” all the Doctors at Hopistal at OxFord feel lost. After he decided to follow the will of his wife and her brother, who wants to live in Indonesia.

The hospital chief offered it to him. Big research project and one lab that wants to be given to him. It was your brother's dream a long time ago . He has big dreams, he is very smart and talented.

But again –again He buried the dream , for the sake of his good life. So . I think! It does not deserve suspicion like this”. Doctor Lois looked at me.

So if you ask what drugs are given padanu. Yeah, it's medicine for your head that hasn't recovered, according to your brother.

He wants you to keep forgetting your past which He says is painful. He wants you to look ahead and forget the past.

“I'm sorry . Doctor ! If I had to ask you this. But I beg you, so that the Doctor may not reject me! I said with tears.

“What” do you want from me .Faila!

“I want to be able to remember my past again Doctor! Without feeling pain again” and second do not tell my brother.I beg you! I said with both palms of my hands begging

“Do not do this to me Faila!. We promised your brother. And this is in violation .Doctor Jobs.

“This is for the recovery of my brother Doctor! People –people from my past arrive. But I don't know what to do with them!. Should I smile?. Should I be angry?

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But if I get angry at them! .But angry because of what?

I wanted to teach them a lesson that made my brother angry. I wanna know. What is the cause of my brother's anger.

“INi difficult Faila. Forgive me” said Doctor lois

“Then do something for me Doctor. What to do .this is for my poor brother. I said with a cry of supplication.

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Brother Henro called. It's the hundredth time phone.

He calls me every , every hour. Even minutes .

My phone had to be turned on, because he kept calling me.

“Halo Brother!

“Fai “ Why hasn't the phone been working for a few days? Hear that voice . For the first time in my life, I miss my sister a lot. Hearing that voice I wanted to cry

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But I held my voice, in order to remain stable, I didn't want big brother to suspect me.

“Alright!

“Kak”

“Iya. Fai!

‘I love my sister very much! I said hold back my cry and those tears were completely spilled.

“Fai” You feel sick again” do you need a sister to come pick you up?

“No kak” I'm tomorrow home”

He's speechless.

“Are you crying?

“Not” I just woke up.

“ Alright “ see you in Jakarta Fai. hurry home Aretha cry because long time does not see you “ said Sister.

I felt sorry for suspecting the kindness of my brother and Tari. The fact that they've been hiding all this time makes me even more guilty. I lived with my brother for years and they hid everything from me. My health. I saw all this time was fine – turned out to only look okay outside.

“my poor best friend my dear brother. Forgive me for doubting your sincerity. I whispered

.

I felt sorry for suspecting the kindness of my brother and Tari. The fact that they've been hiding all this time makes me even more guilty. I lived with my brother for so many years, they hid everything from me. My health. I saw all this time is fine – is fine, it just looks okay outside.

My poor friend, my dear brother. Forgive me for doubting your sincerity. I whispered in my heart.

After two weeks of leaving Jakarta, now on his return.

Now I know the reason why sister and Dance act like that to me.

Vera attacked Tiara with her cheap issues. Why would a bad person like them be able to live so quietly

I've got my memories back, thanks to Doctor Lois. Although this will later make my sister disappointed .But I can remember them. Although not all.

I held back the frenzy, when my kids were their stuff on Vera's social media accounts. All this time we kept quiet despite being insulted in the ledek. But this time I was really angry.

A mother will not be silent if her child is made a guyonan.

Humans do not deserve punishment..Only God deserves punishment but I didn't mumble it but I taught him a life lesson.

“I want Him to learn a lesson .Harris!. I said very angry.

“Quiet mbak Faila !. leave it to us said Haris. Haris claimed to have once escorted the office. So the thing to make his politics fall was his expertise.

“ I don't want to hurt him physically .But I want Him to also get a reply from what He did, if it could be Sicker ! I said Emotion . Even I threw the tablet to the floor, could not bear to read the blasphemies and insults of their deeds.

“Good Ma'am! Relax . We'll take care of it.

Now I remember Frans. Father of my children. As far as I am, understand why Brother, why so hate him. I remember everything the day before I left. I remember Who the woman was .ADELLAE. You..!

You ruined my life. And now you're trying to ruin my best friend's life? Don't expect me to be quiet this time.

Mohan is married to Vera. But he still felt jealous of Dance. He made an ugly post

“This time you get into , your own trap I said” with great anger

Vera's father was a Customs Chief rather than Dad Dance's superior. Dance once said to me . Dad Dance just did her Atasanya's orders. But his father took the punishment alone and Vera's father went free.

Finally, that day Dion got something that could make me smile a little.

“I get it Ma'am! Dion said on arrival that day I was at the airport.

“We work slowly! I said remind them not to be too noticeable.

“Remember !don't tell my brother. Anything about me. If brother henro asks say it as we speak .Remember’ My brother is a very smart man. Make sure you as much as possible escape from the face if you feel your answer is uncertain.

“Good Ma'am! dioan.

They are ready to do the mission. New beginning . It will start!.

“Momy !” That voice is not foreign.

Brother Henro brought the troops to pick me up. The twins became the attention material in the pickup room because of his screams.

Just like always. They will wear fashionable couple clothes. A pair of twins will always be people's attention.

“Momy..!

A very wonderful feeling of longing . Arden that face reminds me of someone.

“Oh “ Momy misses you both. Hugged both. It felt very different . when the memory had returned. Dance also comes, but that face. Really skinny like unkempt.

I hugged her for a long time, wanting to feel like I was spilling all my feelings on Tari, my best friend.

“Fai” are you healthy? He asked bigung with my old embrace.

“Iya” said to me, but I I haven't let go of my embrace.

“What everything is fine! He was big with my attitude.

“Iya! I said cheerfully and hugged my feet . I was very missed

“Fai” I can't breathe “ he said as I tightened his neck with my arms.

“Kakak” I miss you so much!” really sincere word.

“Iya” I also “ can you let go of my neck.

“Alright” let's go home. I said very excitedly.

My day will be different from now on. My whisper in my heart. Dance and sister were still looking at me in a big way, because they suddenly changed.

“Ada’ what with it?” brother Henro said to Haris

“Goru Sir. He answered casually.

On the way from the airport. I realized their singing talents were both from me and Frans.

The face of Frans in London. It was clear I wanted to in London. With a risk that is very risky . I was forced to connect again pieces of memory that throw my sister at that time. And connected with the way the hypnotic method and planted the memory of my past in the subconscious.

I went through that method of treatment, so that I could live my life ahead and I stepped up with an ophthalmologist.

“ Frans do you know how handsome this kid is? I said whisper. Arden was even very similar, his nose was sharp and his eyes were sharp like an eagle like his father.

Now I know, and I can see Isih Posting Vera making a post, if Tari is cheating. Karn a his son's face looks like a middle Easterner . She accused Tari of having an affair with her husband . Because Mohan is of Turkish descent.

“ We sing Yo. I've got both of their favorite songs I’m yours by Jason mraz and One more by Maroon

With the spirit of body shake to the rhythm, the song of people Although not the song of children . But they liked the lyrics because they were often sistel by the older brother,

“Is there anything good? Brother Henro looked at me He seemed to be watching me, ever since

“Only. try even better brother . let's not stress

“Oh.

It was a beautiful morning, not as usual. I was so excited today. I've arranged everything for the future. I can walk for sure I've remembered . So no need to hesitate anymore – hesitate to make a decision.

I'm starting a new step .My sister and Tari don't know yet, if I can remember everything.

My sister looked at me with a lot of questions clearly drawn on her forehead. If it's like always 'I'll be like a robot that's moving, but this time . I'm different.

“Kakkak an. I want to go to the office first!.

“Wait Fai” Do I not need to help you again at Hotel. Because I want to take care of my practice Permit’ Henro said

“ No need to focus on your work, I take care of the Hotel.

The first thing I wanted to do was free my Prison Dance Dad. After a few days of taking care of Dion, he will finally be free. He had already served half of the punishment He had repelled himself.