Small Stars For Faila

You must heal

I just kept quiet as Frans held this hand, I didn't want to say anything and didn't want anything else. At that time I just wanted to find a job.

“Please don't go Fai,” says Frans.

Suddenly Bang Niko came out of nowhere, followed by the other children.

“Fai are you okay?” Niko examined my face.

“It's okay Bang,” reply I let go of Frans' hand.

“But you bleed Fai!”All eyes were staring at me, Frans stood up.

Turns out this forehead hurt I didn't realize it myself.

While I was feeling dizzy, Mohan seemed to throw his backpack and hit my head.

Bang Niko pulled my hand, wanting to treat this wound.

It turned out that Frans also pulled my hand, pull - pull happened this time, I don't know what happened between these two friends

“I can treat it,,” said Frans set sharp on Niko.

“I go home, my head is so dizzy,” I said

“I'll take you home.” Niko walked in front of me

Looks like Frans didn't take it, he pulled my hand he didn't want Niko to take me.

“No more, I'm really dizzy,” I said limply.

Frans gave up bang Niko took me on a big motorcycle

 he hugged from behind, leaning my head

his body. Not that I want to make out but I'm really dizzy

a few times back bang Niko, justifying the grip of my hand, because I was asleep on her back, worried that I would fall bang Niko also held this hand so as not to fall.

I opened my eyes already in the hospital bed, I wanted to run away, realizing we were in the hospital . Adelia's hospital buried my fear, so when I saw the doctors wearing their oversized robes

My body trembled, curling up to my knees. The hospital is wrong

one place that was scary to me, I felt a hospital place

killing and slaughtering of the human body

“Calm Fai, nothing will happen,” whispered Niko won me.

This body is still trembling, I have a hospital phobia disease, my body is still shaking seeing me scared, Bang Niko hugged me to calm down.

“Let my little adek, everything will be fine. You have to fight that fear, you have to fight that disease.

You have to heal, only you can heal yourself not anyone else,” Bang Niko said as if I was her little sister and already knew myself and my illness

I listened to the words of bang Niko, the embrace of this bloody man so calm the soul makes me calm, it is like a brother calms his sister, he is like a brother calms his brother, that's the warmth I got from Niko's bang,

“What bang Niko knows about all my illnesses?”I asked, looking into his eyes, trying to find answers through those eyes.

“Iya,” the answer is slow.

“Since when?” manya curious.

“A long time ago, Fai”

“Bang Niko already knows that I am sick, then why just now tell me?”

 My heart beats faster. I fell silent, trying to recall, since when bang Niko knew my illness, while keeping it close I kept it in the bottom of my heart, I don't want anyone to know.

“What Frans also know?” ask me again

“No.” He shook.

“Good”

                                   *

Getting an injection, finally the body is calm as well.

After a few hours of rest in the hospital bed I was feeling well, the doctor allowed us to go home, Bang Niko Masi faithfully accompanied me like a brother looking after a sister.

When you came out of the hospital, Niko took me to a park, sat looking at the stars in the sky, so beautiful, so soothing to see it, she said, he let me play with my own mind for a long time, bang Niko sat beside me with a smile that was sweet and even very sweet,

Maybe if Bang Niko hadn't told me that she was engaged maybe I'd been in love with her for a long time.

But bang Niko was an honest man, he told me, that he had been betrothed to Parivan, with a typical matchmaking batak, the son of his Uncle.  His fiancee studied in UKi majoring in Medicine. Lucky women can accompany good men and have a high social spirit, caring between neighbors that is what I often see from Niko.

“Fai!” Call Bang Niko

“Ya”

“We should talk Fai .. listen well. Life is always there are two sides Evil and good, night and day and you can't make it always day”

I just heard and listened to where Bang Niko was talking.

Although my brain is small and slow in thinking but I try to read where the purpose of the conversation and understand it.

“Fai, the trauma illness you have suffered so far , we will try to cure it.”

“What , according to brother, am I crazy?”

“No Fai, many people who experienced it and can recover.”

“How ?” Ask again.

“Don't avoid it Fai, you have to overcome it instead of keeping it in your heart, you have to trust people and open to people, that's how to overcome your traumatic disease”

“Abang has long known that I am sick?”

“A long time Fai’

Hearing that there was a bad feeling towards Bang Niko, now I began to understand why she was always joking and making fun of each other with me. He always told me;

“It's okay the place is crowded”

It turned out that he already knew that I was afraid of a quiet, dark place.

“To be exact a year ago, I saw it and realized there was something you were hiding, you thought I was acting silly and a little crazy in front of you , because what?   you just consider me a restless person and talk a lot, but that's what I do for you Fai,” said Niko.

“But why?”

“To save you Fai.

“What you experienced in my adek from there I realized one thing about you,”

“But your adek is fine isn't it?”much

He shook sadly,

“We lost him, we found out too late and both my parents, as well as me in the haunt of guilt to date,” Bang Niko said. That's why I don't want you to experience what my sister's going through.

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