Small Stars For Faila

What the hell happened last night?

Fighting with him from earlier, draining my energy, yet also seeing the blood flowing from his hands made my knees go limp, he said,  I don't have any more power even if I just talk I run out of power and power like my battery phone has been critical only 2.

My body is rolled weakly on his mattress, this is really a very tiring fight for me, while for him this is nothing.because it has a strong energy on my appeal.

“What are you going to do again,”my heart is helpless, his hands quickly stripped me of my clothes leaving only, a pair of bras and cds that cover part of my body, he said,

I tilted my position and, whatever he did at the moment I was resigned and maybe I deserved the reward, I was ready if he did that tonight, anyone who saw the body at that time, did not release it, did not release it,

“I won't survive”My whisper is weak

His hand this time around was tightly embracing my waist with my plump chest clinging to his chest, his breathing so calm

I'm sure he won't let me go tonight. The words repeated my head, though,

I felt her warm breath on my neck again, I felt my heart racing faster, faster,

Now the hand stopped on my cheek, gently rubbed –usapnya and again caressed my hair, long, long,

“Alright, do what you want to do !” I said in my heart a little desperate

the bite wound he did, still sore, he rubbed gently, he rubbed something towards my lips, but I didn't want to open my eyes,

And don't want to know, with what He wants to do right now, my attitude just resigned,

But it smells like honey-flavored lipbam, it smokes the swollen parts, it smokes the,

Not only that, I felt her hand, rubbing my shoulder, which was bluish red from her actions,

The swab was so warm did he treat it.? What about his hand,?”

And I fell asleep like an anesthetized with a high dose of fatigue, not feeling anything else

The sound of the cock crowing was earthy, making me wake up, and yet also the sound of rumbling in my stomach, which seemed to protest because it had not been fed, and not yet,

I tried to open my eyes to look around

“Felix's room I said in a panic, the faint crypt of the afternoon's events touching my memory,

I peeked at my body under the blanket. “So slowly ascertained what happened, and tried to calm my heart that was pounding so hard, he said,

I try, if there is a sense of foreign under there” but my brain because of panic can not be connected, and not yet connected with the real incident, the real incident,

I looked to the side but Felix wasn't there

“What happened last night !” I tried to remember the incident, but again failed.

My finger tried to make sure my bottom to make sure the hole was safe or not, nothing happened !”  because I suddenly forgot the memory of not being able to remember the last incident that afternoon.

“What you do !” The voice shocked me, and was able to make my face burn in shock and endure embarrassment,

Felix was sitting on his bedroom desk, again looking at me with one of his eyebrows raised,

“Aaapaa-did she see me doing my act earlier?” it's a shame I hit the head.

I still had no clothes on, and was still wearing the last one, a pair of matching interiors, a yellow color, a color that contrasted with my tanned skin,

“Are you not going to wake up too,?” his face was still as usual cold and flat, though,

Seeing his face I hunted thousands of questions in my brain, did he do it last night ? not likely. He let me go right?”

I was still sitting in the blanket on the end of the blanket I was holding tightly anticipating if later this Ice Stone man was angry and pulled the blanket,

“Ayo” wake up we'll go !”

I started to panic.  “He will take you where else ?” Did yesterday afternoon happen again ?”

I sat down, wrapping my body in a thick blanket belonging to Felix, both eyeballs looking for the clothes I was wearing yesterday afternoon, dear did not find it,

“Where are we going?” asked carefully, I was afraid that he would get angry,

“Mandilah” later also you know.!” Felix. This time he again combed his hair, staring at Glass, it seemed like he had just taken a shower too, because the smell of soap still poked my nose,

“What did he do last night ?” I tried to feel, my groin area but did not find anything foreign in that area, ah there is no way he let me go !”

I was still silent, I wanted to ask but I didn't dare to discuss it anymore,

In my heart I wish He hadn't done it, though the possibilities are very small,

“I wait under the bath we will walk, he said with his style of cool and cool, it makes me cringe,

Was I last night not what I expected?” Am I not attractive in his eyes.?” Why is it so cold after -?”

“AH “iya pardon Faila ,!” Finish your history in the hands of this man of the north pole I monologue myself in the bathroom flashed one wise word that fit for my current state:

Whoever sows the wind will reap the storm

It seemed fitting, for me at this time, I wander my body with cold water, deliberately wander my head long, hoping that the series of events that night I can remember. Because he said with a cold shower can make the brain and mind clear. But that doesn't seem to apply to a Faila, because her brain is sluggish in everything,

He's been waiting downstairs in his neat clothes, I'll just do what he does to me,

The messy house was tidy this afternoon, I saw his injured hand from punching the table glass mat in the living room,

His hand, already wrapped neatly in a wound bandage, My eyes still read the situation silently.

He sat on the couch waiting to come down by playing his cell phone .

I stared at his face with so many questions, but I could not ask him, when he was near me, but to ask him something very heavy for me.

“Did you do it last night.? How do you do that when I'm asleep, maybe he treats a woman like me, who is weak and resigned to use?

What he has such a personality, if from the view of his profession as a servant of the state it seems impossible, because they must be in the social and high discipline.

His hands, already wrapped neatly with a wound bandage, he is also an expert in treating, because it looks neat on the wrap.My eyes are still reading the situation silently.Hope this situation quickly passed.

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