Small Stars For Faila

Small Stars For Faila
Be rude



“For what the answer is very lightly “ Do I have to say WAOH ..gitu.!” said meledek


“IYes Gusti !”


No more two men like him who inhabit this earth, I whispered annoyed.


I was like running out of words –kata and suddenly felt weak, still dudu silent for a moment.


“Do I say  ?


“Alright and send greetings to your lover it is !” he said it almost made me fall,


“What does it mean!”  I whispered in my heart and wanted to quickly run away and disappear from before him.


Yes the man you love”that he said later,


“Oh !” he heard me call Frans I said in my heart


“Alright” I said sincerely there was no intention of discussing him at the time


I picked up my bag and walked away, I'm really sorry that so many wrong words are really from my heart,


“Speak my apologies to om and aunt !”  I said,


“For what ? said Felix is still inviting debate, telling them that you ran away with your lover and canceled our marriage unilaterally !” he said emotion


“I didn't run away with anyone” This isn't what you expected us to not get married I said.


“You are married or not!”  nothing in it for me !” he said then and he stood up this time we were the same standing up,


“You are indeed the most annoying stone man !”  I said desperately with bated breath as it claustrophobicly held back my emotions that wanted to explode,


“What's the difference with you ?


“What does it mean what's wrong with me.?” Askaqua.


“Munafic !” and cheap!”   he said again and he sat down with a light attitude after he made this heart hot


Maybe he just sat down and blamed the television you turned off.


“Murahan?” I said angry and curious, I stood in front of him blocking his view watching TV.


He still ignored me,”Say !” my voice rose and was a little carried away by the emotion of seeing his nature insulting me, if he did not accuse me of hypocrisy and call me cheap, maybe I would ignore him.


He silently looked at me with a very sharp more precisely glared at me,”Tell me again” a little force and invite a storm.


“What I need to say”She stood up and dropped my body on the sofa and overpowered it from above,


‘Eh was shocked and my round eyes bulged with shock that's not what I expected from this Ice man, who au expect an explanation that says I'm hypocritical and cheap, I'm a hypocrite in what field .?” that's what you want to ask me to say in my heart not something like this.”


I dodged and pushed her body, her eyes looking at me very sharply, emotions seemed to have flowed through her body Her breathing went up and down and her hands hard held both of my shoulders which were under her body,


“What do you do ..?” I pushed his body as hard as I could, but to no avail, his burly strength would not be worth keeping up with the strength of a woman like me.


“What do I do.?” Finish you at the moment !” he said to me with his face still in restraining emotions,


“Let go “ You hurt me, I said trying to push his body


“You hurt me a lot more Faila !”  words with anger and her face hardened and her hand held tightly onto my shoulder,


Even the hand I had wrapped seemed to be ignored again,


He is very scary if again angry” I started to shut up.  If I answer it again, the incident like in the Hotel will be repeated again later “Diamlah Faila!: I said trying to restrain myself and close my eyes the clutch of my hand on my shoulder is very painful, The pain that he did last month in the hotel has not recovered now he hurts again, Silence Faila 'Silence Faila !


Closing my eyes and being quiet is the way to make me safe right now,


Frans never hurt me physically, he couldn't even see me crying I said in my heart,


“INi’ Yes Allah .!”


Tempramental warm people, and can not control his emotions if again angry. The water again –again flowed my cheeks, not because of the mere pain of the grip of the hand of the man. But when the face of Frans, the man I had cherished and pursued for almost all these years, was taken away.The place I was by his side had been replaced by someone else like him,


My heart aches, even more than Felix's firm grip.


“You hurt me more, Faila said later and wiped the tears very roughly, as if I had no right to cry, I opened my eyes


His face was so close to my face, even I could feel the warm Breath from his nose,


But my brain was mad, instead of imagining Frans's current face, because all my life only he had touched me and in my brain and in this heart forever only He.


“What's fair to me, HAaaa !” You are thinking of others but you are hugging my body..!


My eyes are staring at him. Is he able to read my mind whispered to me in my heart.Is it because of the hug I did just now.?


But it was an accident, and I think it had no effect on him, because he had no feelings for me.


His body is still in the position above me, but his hand does not grip my shoulder anymore. His knees support his body so as not to crush me,


But his face still showed anger there was no sign of going to subside, I was silent and listening, afraid of being hurt again Physically, he said,


“Why Silence !” it surprised me, though,


My eyes are staring at him. “Can he read my mind” I whispered in my heart.Is it because of the hug I did earlier.?


But it was an accident, and I think it had no effect on him, because he had no feelings for me.


“Why Silence !” it surprised me, though,


“I just borrowed it, I have apologized to you earlier for not holding it because there is Lightning !”  I said a little defensively.


“Not that I mean Failaa !


“ HA ?” I read the gist of his anger but my brain again sucked in response.


“You once said you hated me so much” therefore you want to marry me” Now explain what it means.!”


He pulled my body and sat it back down, my shoulders ached and grimaced, looking down for excuses and listening to his questions


“Oh yes I once talked like him,


“OH, Geez what I have to saya !”  I whispered inwardly still pura pura grimacing spoiled, hoping that he would release me this time, this time,


Because I don't know giving the right answer if the wrong answer again can he get emotional again,


“IYA pardon anyone” Whatever please help me “ save me” hope there is help at that time, in order to escape the pressure of the ice stone man This, this,


“Talk Faila “ she said again and this time her hands held both sides of my round face,


“I don't remember ever talking like that I said it looks like people forget memories,


“OH !”  so apparently if I give this maybe you will remember it !”  he said and held both arms of my hand and with lightning fast his lips had already grabbed my mouth very roughly,


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