Holy Prison

Holy Prison
PS2. 2 – Mobile



“Wait a minute.” I said. I get out of bed. Heading to the wrong wardrobe, I took the old phone I wanted to give back to Gus Faiz.


“What's up?” ask Gus Faiz.


Once, I hit someone, until our cell phone fell and broke. At that time I was in a hurry just pick up my phone and apologize to the man I hit. That guy was so nice, he wasn't mad at me, he just told me to leave, I was happy to hold his cheek and leave. As I ran I felt the man watching me, I turned around, and gave a heart sign using my hand.


I was sure at that time my appearance was disheveled because I was running up to my straight hair and the middle of success in front of all. I really am a ghost.


Although I finally left, I promised to change the phone. I also memorized an old cell phone belonging to someone I hit. Not too difficult because the brand is quite famous even though the old phone. I memorized the shape.


As I remember, I was in a hurry to meet Inspiration. I wanted to borrow his laptop to send the assignment via Edmodo which was almost out of date. My teacher was very killer so I didn't want to feel sun dried during the day for not collecting his duties. At that time, I was traveling with Mia. Because the house of Ilham was closer than where we played, without thinking I also ran to the house of Ilham.


I can actually send files on my phone. However, in a panic I accidentally deleted the file. Mia couldn't help me, so I ran to Ilham's house. Ilham jago IT's. He can definitely restore the folder I deleted. There is Google. But I didn't think there was so much panic.


I gave an old cell phone exactly like the one that broke Gus Faiz.


“I didn't lie. I replaced it.” I said, timidly.


Gus Faiz took the phone.


“I know, An. At that time I saw you at the mobile phone booth, where Ilham.” subscription said Gus Faiz.


“Lho, why didn't you call me, Gus?” my many.


Gus Faiz looked at me. From his sight, he corrected my sentence. I just called him with Gus. Looks like he wants me to practice calling him by another call. Wait, another call.


“I mean, Mas?” I said.


I was really embarrassed to call her affectionate even though I wanted to. Isn't that also a common call for couples? Moreover, we are halal. Why am I ashamed to say it? Does every newly married person feel the same way?


“S-honey?” I said finally.


Gus Faiz smiled. “Can I hear that call again?” ask Gus Faiz.


I feel my cheeks are back red. “S-honey.”


“Again.” Gus Faiz's smile expands looking very happy.


“Honey..” I said steady.


Gus Faiz smiled. Her eyes were as shady as Umi's. After being satisfied to hear the call, Gus Faiz prepared to continue his explanation.


“At that time you ran, I chased you but suddenly you were gone.” said Gus Faiz.


“I did run at that time.” I said.


“You must have a running habit.” said Gus Faiz.


I nodded and smiled.


“This phone I will use just to call you.” said Gus Faiz.


Again there were subtle murmurs in my heart hearing his words. “Thank you.” I said.


“O yes, I want to apologize, An. I don't know if this will make you angry or not.” said Gus Faiz.


“Apologies about what, Mas?” my many.


“I'm sorry about the phone, I did deliberately give you my phone.” said Gus Faiz.


I felt my cheeks red. Honestly I had wondered since the incident at the airport, I kept asking myself if it was just accidental or deliberate. It was Gus Faiz. I wasn't angry at all, I didn't expect it.


“But why is your key pattern the same as my phone?” my many.


“Ilham made it.” says Gus Faiz.


“Do you know me before? Have we ever met? I mean, besides the collision incident and at the cell phone booth?” I can't hide my curiosity. Honestly, I have so much to ask him.


Uh, wait. Do I look bad and shitty? No-no, I don't want Gus Faiz to taste me like that.


Gus Faiz smiled at me.


“Sorry.” I said.


“For what to apologize? Already I say no, you can ask anything, I will answer it as much as I can.” said Gus Faiz.


I'm nodding.


"I am happy to hear your voice. Speak as much as you want, I will listen faithfully" said Gus Faiz.


I don't want my smile to grow anymore. I spread my eyes the other way.


“Honestly I never knew who my Ilham best friend only knew his name was Nindy, nor did I know the Curtain Girl who managed to steal my attention was you. Inspiration often tells me to meet you. However, I always refused it, even looking at your photo I do not want.” said Gus Faiz.


“You don't want to see his face but just give a bracelet to him.” I said, sad.


Hearing Gus Faiz's explanation slightly irritated me, no matter what. My husband just explained what happened. After all Gus Faiz is indeed antipositi in women, why do I remain angry? Ah, actually I imagine what if the bracelet that was given was not me. Will he marry that woman?


“You jealous? On yourself?” ask Gus Faiz.


Gus Faiz took my hand. I reflexively brushed it off. I am not used to physical contact with men. I cursed myself in my heart.


“M-sorry, I'm just really not used to it.” I said.


I saw Gus Faiz shut up. It looks like Gus Faiz is angry. If you think about it, he deserves to be angry. Because it's my body that brushes it off every time he touches me.


“Do I hurt your feelings?” I said.


I'm approaching Gus Faiz. I tried to convince myself that this man was my husband. I can touch it already. I stretched out my hand trembling, and held her hand. He rubbed my waist with his thumb. It's like he's thinking.


“Do you love me, An?” gus Faiz asked suddenly.


I'm nodding.


“Do you really love me?” ask Gus Faiz.


I nodded again.


“I want to hear it.” said Gus Faiz.


“I love you, Mas. Love you so much.” I said.


Gus Faiz approached and kissed me on my forehead. This time I did not run away again. I need to be able to control my body. Maybe because I never had direct contact with men, my body kept trying to protect itself. As I've explained over and over again, my body constantly reflexes the touch.


My heart really wanted to explode. Again, again, and again I feel afraid to go to the hospital if I keep going like this.


“Do you love me too?” I said.


“Don't I ever let go of saying it while at that station, An?” ask Gus Faiz.


“But it was four years ago.” I said.


Gus Faiz smiled. “I assume you told me to express my feelings again to you right now.” he said with a chuckle.


“Eh?” I said wrong behavior.


Gus Faiz looked at me, hesitating I looked back at him. Waiting for him to say what.


“Alright, Anindya Athaya Zahran, I love you. I love you so much. Even it seems like my love is much greater than your love for me.” said Gus Faiz.


“How do you know? Is there any way to measure it?” my many.


Gus Faiz chuckled. “There.” says Gus Faiz.


“How to?” my many.


“Really you want to know?” ask Gus Faiz.


I nodded steadily. I've never heard of any measuring device to measure love. It seems my science is still very shallow.


“This.” Gus Faiz kissed my cheek.


“Eh?” I said not ready.


Gus Faiz chuckled.


“Curat.” says. Then come smile.


“I shower first.” says Gus Faiz.


I'm nodding.


He moved, and went straight to the bathroom. I'm holding my chest. I think I want to scream. I dropped my body on the bed, and then slapped my body there. I really don't understand how to express my feelings. I laughed as I patted the bed and softly, afraid that Gus Faiz would hear.


“An, I forgot, towel.” sentence Gus Faiz hangs his sentence.


Pimply. What should I do? - my inner self.


“Hahaha, what are you doing?” gus Faiz asked with a laugh.


Duh.. – rutukku in heart.


I'm really embarrassed right now. My cheeks are really hot holding in shame. However, I have to get a towel for my husband. I'll bet my face is very red. I really don't know where I should put my face.


I also took a pillow to cover the left side of my face so that Gus Faiz could not see my face. I hurriedly picked up a new towel and directly gave it to Gus Faiz.


“Hahaha, you are so funny, An.” said Gus Faiz.


“Come in, I beg.” I said as I pushed Gus Faiz into the bathroom. “A-I will prepare clothes for you.”.


“Alright.” says Gus Faiz. "May I see your face before I enter?" tanyakanya.


"No, no, no." I said


"Hahaha, alright" said Gus Faiz giving up and going into the bathroom.