Holy Prison

PS2 72 - Last Episode

I tried to digest my husband's words. I nodded too. Everything my husband said was true. I have to get up. I can't drag on. By Mas Faiz, and by my son, Haidar. I really need to be strong.

"I'll always be by your side when you're ready to step up, An" said Mas Faiz.

Mas Faiz smiled. I smiled back. Although the feeling of disgust in my own body is often haunting, namuan I still want to keep trying to step with my small family.

I always pray that I can get through this. I believe in the power of God. I am sure that if I get closer to Him, God will ease my path.

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The day of the trial arrived. Ulfa was sentenced to 4 years in prison and 6 years for Dimas. Dimas said nothing. He was immediately brought in by the prison officers going inside.

Seeing Dimas's face, the shadow came back to haunt me. My feet went limp for a moment.

Allah. -in me.

"Don't be afraid, An. It's beside you." said Mas Faiz.

Mas Faiz grabbed my shoulder and helped me to sit in the seat of the trial visitor.

"Ma, please Ulfa, Ma!" exclaim Brother Ulfa. He tried to run towards Mama who was now beside me, as well as Papa. Papa's eyes are red.

Mama just cried. I know exactly how I feel. As a mother who loved her child, of course, she felt very sad because she had to watch her son, Ulfa, go into prison. Not as a visitor but as a resident.

Seeing no response from Mama, Ulfa turned towards me. I saw how Kak Ulfa's reddened eyes held back tears.

"Dik, get Brother out, brother!" exclaim Brother Ulfa.

I just shut up. Actually I once asked Mas Faiz to release Ulfa, only Mas Faiz refused it, because according to Mas Faiz, Ulfa will not be deterred just by us forgiving him. By serving his prison sentence, Mas Faiz thought if Ulfa went to prison to make up for his mistake he would be able to repent.

Everything Mas Faiz said was true. If I continue to melt, Brother Ulfa will not be able to change. Let him think of me as evil because I have let him go to prison but really I just want Ulfa to turn into a better Sister Ulfa.

"Father! Free Ulfa, Papa!" exclaim Brother Ulfa. When he saw me not poking at his words.

Just like me and Mama, Papa just kept quiet. He could not see Ulfa was held by two police officers. This is seen from Papa's tears that flow on Papa's cheeks and Papa's view that Papa diverted in the other direction.

Ulfa kept shouting. But we just keep quiet. Let it be, may Brother Ulfa keep himself well in the prison cell.

I looked to the right, there were Linda, Arum, Mia, Farha, Aaron, Rizki, and Revan. They came to this trial. They were always by my side.

I'm really lucky to have friends like them who love me so much. I hope someday Ulfa will love me again.

Oiya, Haidar I leave it to Bi Darsih. Because I don't want to take Haidar to court.

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My fear of touch had already begun to disappear because of Mas Faiz who was always by my side and encouraged me.

God, thank you.

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This is the end of my story for now. I really don't know what my fate will be like in the future. However, I have always believed that when I draw near to God, I always obey my husband, respect my parents, love my children sincerely, and be kind to everyone, whatever temptation comes my way, I will be able to go through.

I believe, with difficulty there is ease. This is stated in Surat Al-Inshirah, verses 5-6. The verse is so beautiful and I always make myself motivated to continue strong when the ordeal comes.

I am very grateful to enter the pesantren despite my arrival at the beginning full of bad intentions. Maybe if I am given the opportunity to return, I still want to go back to the boarding school and know my Lord, Allah SWT. I also met people who were very sincere to me.

Thank ye.

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...EXPIRE...

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Assalamualaikum, all.

How are you doing? I hope you're all in good health. ^^^^^^^^^^^

To all of you, thank you for reading my Holy Prison novel to the very end. This time the Holy Prison novel was completely finished huh. Thank you to my loyal readers who have known me since I was on the orange app and who have only known me on this app. Thank you also to Warrior Upi1612 (all my loyal readers) who diligently thanks the spirit. When you guys give me spirit, I'm always excited for updates. Because of the spirit of you also I can avoid Hiatus for a long time. Although I have always been very natural throughout my writing. Thank you yaa.. I'm so happy._______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Thank you for all the support. May those who read, like, comment, and share my story to people always be given the ease of fortune and healthy always. We pray for each other. I really don't know how I can go on with this story when there aren't any of you._____________________________________________________________________________________________

Little story. The beginning of writing Holy Prison I was only 30 part in the orange application, but since I get positive comments and full sentences encouraging me, I can write up to hundreds of parts. You guys are so great. Thank ye. 🤗

Sorry to know me or my work, there is something that makes you not like. Remove the bad from my story and take the good.. Sorry I also like not to reply to comments one by one, but I read hehehehe. Thank you yaa. _____________________________________________________________________________________________

For the second Holy Prison inshaAllah I will also bring from the application of orange here, the title is Sweetener Sendu. The story is about Nindy's children. But until now I have not been able to ascertain the time, because I began to be busy again, and have not had time to revise hehehe. Doain aja yaaa. Let immediately. Uh, I really care if you want to read my Spoon Sweetener? 😅

For those who want to read the Holy Prison version of Gus Faiz can directly read Beyond Blassed yaa.. ^^^^^^^^^^^

Thanks again yes. Success to all of you. I love you guys. Hugely. May you love me too. 🙈 ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Sweet hug, honey,

The Holy Prison Mother