Holy Prison

PS2. 37 - General Secrets

I hurried to the bathroom. And spit out all my stomach again in the bathroom. Farha followed me to the bathroom. He scratched my neck in the back.

“I'm sorry, Farha. You even see me like this.” I said.

“It's okay, Ma'am.” said Farha.

I heard a voice outside the bathroom.

“What have you done to Nindy, son? Why is it that when she is pregnant she vomits whenever she is near you?” mom's Voice.

“Mama, Nindy vomited not because of Ulfa. Just because he's nauseous.” Papa's voice.

“Papa see for yourself, right? In addition to the doctor saying so, when Nindy did not see Ulfa enterpun she could immediately nausea.” Mama's voice again.

I swallowed spit. I can't go out at the moment. If I go out and get nauseous again, I'll be even more unwell to Sister Ulfa. Farha was silent. As if I understood my feelings.

There is no confirmation from Papa. Looks like Papa justifies Mama's words.

“What have you done, Son?” ask Mama.

“Mama accused me of doing evil things to Nindy? Is it okay for Nindy to complain about all this to Mama?” the Voice of Ulfa. His tone sounded very upset.

I looked at Farha in front of me. Then lowered my gaze again. We kept quiet.

“No, Son. Nindy told Mama nothing. But try to remember who knows you made a mistake. If you make a mistake apologize to Nindy Nak who knows she is no longer nauseous to see you.” Mama's voice.

Suddenly seethed in my brain the things that Sister Ulfa had done to me and my husband. I began to wonder this was the cause of my nausea all this time. And is it not in my heart that I still hold a grudge? No, it seems I have never held any grudge against Sister Ulfa.

“Iya, Son. Try to remember.” Papa's voice.

“Mama and Papa why is it like this?” the Voice of Ulfa.

“When you go on a honeymoon maybe. Did you mess up there?” mom's Voice.

“Good, Ma. I'll be honest. Yesterday when they were on their honeymoon I came with Dimas, and messed up their honeymoon. But I've wanted to apologize.” voice Brother Ulfa.

“Ulfa! You are really disrespectful!” exclaim Papa. “What do you do not want to join in indeed to mess up their honeymoon?” continued Papa.

“True, Son. We know that you still love Nak Faiz, but you can't be like that.” Mama said.

The deg!

My heart is a little bit pinched. It turns out that Mama and Papa know that Ulfa still loves Mas Faiz. I really didn't expect. I looked towards Farha. Farha turned her face away from mine. I started thinking no.

“Do you know my brother loves my husband?” I asked Farha.

Farha nodded. Quiescent. I'm totally silent. “You know who Dimas is?” my many.

Farha. “I don't know him, Ma'am.”

I'm back in silence. I felt dejavu again. Suddenly I remembered Farha who once lied to me about Sister Ulfa in the cabin. I-i understand. He is a very impressionable person and is asked for help. So, I can't blame him.

“Why are you so mean to me? I already let go of Nindy on that proposal. Mama and Papa persuaded me to agree and accept everything. I've already received it. Why am I being accused of doing evil to Nindy? I was wrong yesterday when my honeymoon took my friend, but I wanted to apologize. But when I wanted to apologize to Nindy, she threw me up. And now indirectly Mama and Papa say that the cause of Nindy's nausea is me. You guys are really unfair to me.” voices Kak Ulfa.

Suddenly I heard the door close.

“Astaghfirullah why Ulfa became like this huh, Ma?” papa's Voice

“He's in a time of heartbreak, Pa. We have to give her time.” Mama said.

I also came out of the bathroom. Mama and Papa who saw me approaching immediately stopped the conversation. My mom smiled at me. I sit on my bed.

“Papa get out first yes, son. You rest first.” said Papa.

“You accompany Brother Ulfa only, Far. Looks like she needs you.” I told Farha.

“Good, Ma'am, I went to Mbak Ulfa first.” said Farha. Farha immediately nodded politely to me and Mama.

After Farha came out. Mama looked at. There are so many questions I want to ask my mom.

“Somebody bothers you, son?” ask Mama.

“Ma, do Mama and Papa really know that Ulfa loves Mas Faiz?” my many.

Mom's surprised.

“How did you know? Did you hear Mama and Papa's conversation?” ask brother Ulfa.

I'm nodding.

“I'm sorry, Ma. Honestly, actually I already know how Kak Ulfa feels about Mas Faiz.” I said sadly.

“You know since when, Nak?” ask Mama seriously.

“I found out everything after marriage, Ma.” I said sadly.

Mama breathed a sigh of relief.

“Then what did he do when you and Nak Faiz were on their honeymoon?” ask Mama.

“Kak Ulfa tried to ruin our relationship, Ma.” I said.

I'm crying too. No power to tell what happened. I also could not tell the ugliness of Ulfa to Mama. I'm afraid Mama is disappointed.

“Yes Allah, did mama not hear wrong?” ask Mama.

I'm nodding.

“I'm confused, Ma. On the one hand I understand that Ulfa has not been able to forget Mas Faiz but on the other hand I do not want Kak Ulfa to ruin my marriage.” I said.

“Patience, Child. Give him time. My mom will advise him later. And we'll look at the next 6 months. If he doesn't do anything about your marriage, you should forget about it, son. How is he your sister, Mama does not want just because a man, you and your Brother will be back hostile.” said Mama.

I smiled at Mama and nodded. I clearly understand the meaning of ‘back’ that Mama said.

“Mama to your sister's room first yes.” Mama said.

I'm nodding. “Thank you, Ma.” I said.

“Iya, equally, dear.” says Mama.

Mama also moved. I also chose to break my body. I started to pull the blanket, and was intending to go to sleep.

“Astgahfirullah I have not prayed asar.” I said.

I also got up, wanted to take water wudu. However, I saw under my bed there was a trace of my vomit. I also took a lap, then intend to clean it.

“Let Mas clear.” said Mas Faiz who was suddenly beside me.

“But, Mas. It's disgusting. I don't want you cleaning it.” I said.

“It's okay, An.” said Mas Faiz.

Again, Mas Faiz did not want me to argue. I also according. I changed the clothes that I had brought to the bathroom, then took the water wudu and Asar prayers. Why I am so lazy to take a shower.

After the asar prayer I found Mas Faiz coming to bring food. I smiled at my husband. I'm really lucky to have a husband who's so considerate of me. I fold the face and the prayer that I use. After putting the food down I hugged my husband.