Holy Prison

PS 42 - Failed to Meet Aaron

To get to the cottage santri putra, inevitably I have to pass Ndalem Abah. There might be a shortcut but since I don't know the area of these ponpes yet, so inevitably I choose the normal path. I have to be careful. When I got there, I saw Umi and Abah.

I'm hiding out. For me the Abah family is the most perfect family I have ever seen. A truly real family example. Abah was always wise and loved her family very much, especially Umi. Every time I saw Abah looking at Umi with love, I really hoped that someday I could have a husband as good as Abah.

Umipun is no less good. Getting closer to Umi makes me know why Abah looks so in love with Umi. Umi is a nearly perfect woman. Umi is a godly wife. Umi was very obedient. Umi is so beautiful at her age that she is no longer young. Umi was so kind to treat the santri-santri who came to his house. Umi is very skilled in cooking.

If I were the son of Umi and Abah, I would be very happy.

I waited for Umi to come in and Abah to leave. Just left the hiding place. Finally the time I was waiting for came. I also rushed towards the santri putra complex.

I chose the road behind the Mosque. I walked carefully. Afraid someone would see. I don't want to be punished anymore. Feels shitty.

“Where are you?” gus Faiz asked, suddenly.

Why did he have to appear before me? I turned my eyes the other way and walked ahead of him.

"Ish.." I said annoyed. It seems like he's always been everywhere.

I started to wonder why we could meet. It seems like our schedule of activities is the same. So, we can accidentally meet when there are no cottage activities. But why should we meet up?

“Santri princess is prohibited from entering santri men's complex, An.” said Gus Faiz. Obstructed my steps.

“Awas! Let me pass. You won't understand.” I said. Yet Gus Faiz still chuckles in my way.

“You want to see Aaron again?” search Gus Faiz.

“Aaan anyway? Watch out!” my yelling.

“I don't let you go in there.” said Gus Faiz.

“Lo who dare to chat me?” just pissed.

“Come, back to your room!” said Gus Faiz.

I looked at his face. My heart ripples. It is the most perfect face I have ever seen. I hurriedly realized.

“Gue don't want to hear the words of a liar like lo.” I said.

Gus Faiz sighed. “I'm sorry about that An, I am a liar but.” Gus Faiz has not yet finished his words.

“If you're sorry you can change the situation I will sorryinn elo, Gus, but everything is not that easy." I said.

“Don't you forgive there will be a feeling of relief even a little?” said Gus Faiz.

“Iya you can say that because you don't know so I!” I said.

I closed my eyes for a moment. He just shut up. Then take a breath, “Lo tuh never know what it feels like to throw it as nyokap lo, you never fretted pain elo pas brother elo never belain elo, you never lose your heart, you will not feel betrayed and lied to the same people you love, you have never been accused of maling kayak that I now experience, you know, and you never fathom if you really feel no one is sincere and care about the same life lo.” I said without pause. I say shitty things like this again. It really looks like a complaint.

“Iya! I'm accused of making 400k money from Si Supri. Am I as poor as what to help money 400rb?” I said.

I was like a person complaining. I regained my senses and took a break to clear my mind. I'm starting to think there's no point in me explaining everything to Gus Faiz. He won't listen to me either. “Please let me enter the complex. ” I said, welding.

“Not going.” says Gus Faiz.

I haven't been able to reply to Gus Faiz's words. I heard someone's voice.

“Mbak Nindy! What's in there? Come on, go home, Ma'am.” someone came up to me. I know very well the voice of Linda, Si Medusa. In her centile pretentious style she was present in our midst.

“Eh, Gus Faiz.” says Linda. With a disgusting flick voice while bowing his head. I saw Gus Faiz not answering and even looked reluctant to glance at Linda.

Eat tuh!-internal me.

"It turns out to be true, Gus, the words of Si Farha, he said that if there were men and women again alone and would surely come demons. Maybe the demon model is like a gini, nih!" I said pointing at Linda.

"Oh my God, Ma'am, by the way. I'm not a demon, ma'am." Linda said. Totally covered.

"O, yes. Not." I said.

"Well, that's all you know" she said happily.

"But the devil." I said.

I glanced at Gus Faiz. He seemed to be holding back a laugh.

Linda looked at me with an annoyed look. Then he forced me to go back to the cottage. I tried to ask Gus Faiz for help, but it seems like this time he approved of Linda's actions. Sucks.

Finally, this witch's compulsion made me enter this room again. You little granny if only she and Gus Faiz hadn't come I would've met Aaron.

Come to think of it Aaron's face looks so familiar in my eyes. Do I know him? My eyes were fixed on the bracelet of Inspiration. Then short kiss it. I opened the bracelet, watching every inch of the abstract engraving on the bracelet. If it looks well like there are letters there. But I can't read it.

“Mbak, ayok naji.” invite Farha.

“Males ah.” I said.

But I hurriedly thought. If I stay in my room, I'll be punished again, and my dermal skin feels the treatment at all this will be more damaged due to the drying in the middle of the field just like at that time when I did not pray congregation. “Eh, yaudah come.” I said.

The part I dried because I did not participate in the prayer of the congregation was deliberately not told because it will only lengthen the story. However, honestly, I admit the punishments I have received so far really give a deterrent effect.

Arriving in class. I actually went back to when I was in the law with Gus Faiz. This must be because of rumors that I stole Supri's money. So annoying. The rumors spread quickly.

This time, there was really no laughter aimed at me as usual. No one scolded me as I passed in front of them.

I could only sigh ignoring them all. I'm starting to think maybe the santri-santri here are behaving well because they are afraid of the punishment to be given. Moreover, the inner punishment comes uninvited making the chest feel pain and kapok to try the same thing. But I am not wrong. But...