Holy Prison

Holy Prison
PS2. 67 - Hypocrisy



The day goes on, there are no special events I want to tell you about. Now I'm getting happier. Being a mother and a wife in my house always makes me happy. Although sometimes bored and want to play always approached me, but it was all closed to the attitude of my husband who always took time in his house with us.


Bi Darsih is on two days' clearance to go to Arum's house. I certainly allowed it because Bi Darsih missed her son. Before leaving, Bi Darsih had already cleaned up everything. I told you I could clean it.


I was in the living room watching TV with Haidar. Rear Haidar likes to watch advertisements on TV, so every show starts I change channels to make him happy. But not every day, just intermittently.


My phone suddenly rang. Showing the name of Ulfa there. I raised it too. Looks like Kak Ulfa wants to tell the excitement of her honeymoon with Kak Dimas.


“Dik?” this time, Ulfa began a conversation without greeting.


“Iya, Brother?” my many.


“You're at home?” ask Ulfa.


“Iya, Brother. I'm at home.” I said.


“Anyone at home?” ask Ulfa.


“Only Mang Jarwo, Brother. Because Bi Darsih is going to Arum.” house I said.


“Can you come to the hospital?” ask Ulfa.


“Lho, who's sick, Brother?” I said back to asking.


“Papa.” Said Ulfa.


“Yes Allah, Papa is sick what, Brother?” my many.


“Heart attacks. Hurry up, I've asked Mas Dimas to pick you up. He was near your house. You just come out now!” said Ulfa.


“Good, Brother.” I said.


Hearing Papa entering the hospital, I immediately contacted my husband. Faiz did not answer. I also chose to send a message.


Assalamualaikum, Mas. Mas, that's Ulfa's phone he said Papa entered the hospital. I'm going to the hospital, Mas.


Send.


I also sent the message and then I got Haidar I got him a jacket. Then I went out of the house.


“Mang I want to see my Papa in the hospital. Take care of the house, sir.” I said.


“Good, Mom. Careful.” said Mang Jarwo.


Just as I was exiting the gate, a car stopped in front of me. I opened the back door but the door was locked, the window glass was open.


“Sit in front only.” exclaim Kak Dimas.


I nodded and went inside and sat down next to Dimas. If it was a normal day, I would be very awkward. I have never walked with anyone other than Mas Faiz. For the moment my anxiety dominates.


I got into the car and we drove.


“How is Papa doing?” ask me on Brother Dimas.


“Bad.” says Kak Dimas.


I'm getting anxious too. Brother Dimas glanced at me and smiled. I really don't understand the direction of his smile. However, ignoring it. Now I'm getting anxious. I'm really afraid that anything will happen to Papa because Papa doesn't have a history of heart disease, it looks like a sudden attack.


“Mamama.” Haidar.


“Why, Dear?” I asked Haidar.


Haidar suddenly cried. Haidar was full. So, I'm sure he's not crying because he's hungry. He felt like my grief. I tried to calm him down.


“Why cry, Honey. Haidar misses Grandpa, huh? We pray that grandfather will be fine yes.” I said.


Haidar is still crying.


“Looks like he's hungry.” Dimas said.


“No, Brother. Haidar was breastfeeding earlier at home.” I said.


Haidar is still crying. I'm getting confused. “Propay yes, Son. Don't cry, if Haidar cries Mama so be sad.” I said while rubbing his head.


Now Haidar is silent. I kissed the top of his head. He's a good boy.


“I'm the lucky one to have it.” I said.


“Which is better, me or Faiz?” ask Brother Dimas.


I looked towards Kak Dimas. “Of course my husband.” I said reflex.


Instantly, Brother Dimas growled. I got a little scared.


“I mean, I have married my husband, automatically he is the one I think is better.” I said trying to explain.


“What if I came before Faiz came, would you fall in love with me?” ask Brother Dimas.


Kak Dimas' question is getting weird. I thought of the no-no. However, I focused on Papa again. I choose silence. I pray that we get to the hospital quickly.


I looked at the window. I really don't know where we're going. “Where is Papa's hospital?” my many.


“A minute we arrive. Answer my question!” exclaim Kak Dimas.


“Which question?” I pretended not to know.


Brother Dimas drove his car very fast. I'm protecting Haidar. Brother Dimas is really desperate.


“If you still pretend not to know, let us end up in the abyss.” said Kak Dimas.


I really feel anxious. We were far from my house, and now to my right is the abyss. I really do not know in the Jakarta area there is still a place like this. It seems we have started out Jakarta. I'm really worried.


“Alright, alright. I don't know.” My answer.


“Say Yes!” exclaim Kak Dimas while increasing the speed of his car.


“Good, yes. Ja. Maybe if Brother Dimas came into my life before Mas Faiz, I could love you.” I said lie.


Of course even if in this world only Kak Dimas lives a person I still do not want to love him, he is too evil.


I felt this car go too far. The streets are starting to fall. I also took the initiative to send a message to Mas Faiz.


Mas, help me..


Send.


My phone was taken by Dimas. I'm trying to reach my phone. Haidar is crying again. It turned out that her crying was not from hunger. Looks like Haidar knows we're in danger.


“Restore my phone, Brother!” seruku, while still flailing. However, Brother Dimas did not want to give me my phone.


I don't know what Dimas typed. After typing she turned off my phone and stepped on it. Kupun's phone's broken.


Now I really know what situation I am in. Papa is not sick and we are not going to the hospital. My heart really hurts. How my brother could do this to me. Is that how he hates me to this extent?


“Is this just the wits of Kak Dimas and Kak Ulfa?” my many. One tear of my eye came down.


“It seems like I no longer need to answer.” said Kak Dimas.


Haidar is still crying.


“Don't cry, Son. God is with us.” I said kiss Haidar. Haidarpun silent, as if understanding what I said, he hugged me so tightly.


Now, my mind really wants to get out of this car. If I was alone this time, I would jump out of the car, but I was with Haidar. I don't want my son to get hurt. I really don't want to.


I really didn't understand what was wrong with Ulfa and Kak Dimas until they did this to me. I feel like I never fucked them. Let alone doing evil, thinking to do evil even I am incapable.


I think their kindness to me is very sincere. I really never thought they were bad.


My tears are falling. I feel guilty for Mas Faiz. Though I know that a wife wants to leave the house must be permission to the husband. I did tell Mas Faiz via chat but Mas Faiz has not replied to my message, my permission has not been said to be valid.


I'm really sorry. Looks like this is my unlicensed reply to my husband. If I had waited for my husband to answer or pick up the phone, and asked for permission, this would not have happened. Mas Faiz will certainly accompany me.


I'm sorry, Mas.. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. –inya.


“Marry me.” said Kak Dimas.


Allah.. –inku. My tears fell again. I hurriedly wiped my own tears.