Holy Prison

Holy Prison
PS2. 33 - Embedded Evil



Linda took me to her room. In her room I sat on the edge of Linda's bed. He seemed to want to talk to me a lot. And we certainly can't talk about a lot of things in the living room. I'm speechless. My mind is now on Farha.


I was really not calm to see Farha coming with Sister Ulfa. I don't want Brother Ulfa to have a bad influence on Farha.


“Since how long, Mbak?” ask Linda.


He sat next to me. His eyes are looking at me.


“What?” I asked, pretending not to understand.


“Mbak Ulfa who blatantly hates, Ma'am?” ask Linda.


I'm appalled. I never told her what Ulfa did to me, but Linda could see the hatred clearly. I started thinking, it seems like the hatred is really visible. Is Brother Ulfa really up to the heart to hate me?


“A-what looks so clear?” ask Linda.


He's nodding.


“After marriage." I said sadly. "I'm really confused, Lin. On the one hand I really want to share this story with you but on the other hand if I tell you what has happened, I fear my actions will include the disfiguring part of my own brother, he said, I am also afraid that this activity will enter the realm of gibah.” I said.


“Mbak has no bad intentions. Just as an effort to remove the burden on the heart. Story, Ma'am. Who knows I can provide a solution, after all the intention is not to make the reputation of Ulfa bad. Mbak just needs someone to share.” Linda said. His eyes are looking at me.


I started thinking about what Linda said. For now I cannot tell you what Ulfa did to Mama, because I am sure Mama will not believe me. And I don't want to put any more weight on your head. The only way is to tell Linda. Linda is my best friend, I can no longer doubt her kindness and solidarity with me. Anyway I'm sure he won't tell my story to anyone else.


I still hesitate to sort out which one I can tell. Which can not.


“Kutebak, Sister Ulfa also loves Gus Faiz.” Linda said.


I'm surprised too. I looked at Linda. I really don't understand why Linda could directly read the situation.


“How do you know?” many keceplosan.


Linda sighed. “Something I'm afraid of is actually happening, Ma'am. Do you remember when it happened 4 years ago when my mother accused me of turning over?” ask Linda.


I'm nodding. Linda looked at me, “Mbak Ulfa who first reported the loss of Supri.” money


Surprised again. “What?” I just don't believe it. I doubt my hearing a little.


Linda nodded. “Iya. It was he who reported the loss of Supri money for the first time. So, actually the one who slandered Mbak, is not me, but Ulfa Mbak indirectly, because he subtly lured me to drag Mbak to the trial.” Linda said.


“No way, if Sister Ulfa did plan this, why did she come looking for my ATM card to free me time in siding?” my many.


“Did Mbak see with his own eyes Mbak head if Mbak Ulfa looking for the ATM? I'm sure not, because I know how Ma'am, Farha, and Arum keep looking for that ATM. If Mbak Ulfa comes looking for sure every once in a while you will definitely cross paths.” said Linda.


I started to remember what happened in the past. But what Linda said was absolutely right. I didn't see Ulfa looking for the ATM first. I only know it's from Sister Ulfa through Farha.


"So, that ATM.." I said.


"Yes, he hid it. I'm the manager, Ma'am. At that time I was watching Ulfa, but she was not going anywhere" Linda replied.


“But, what did Ulfa do to slander me?” my question does not understand.


“The reason is only one, he wants to attract the attention of Gus Faiz. Back when I liked Gus Faiz, uh I didn't mean anything, Mom. Really am. I don't have that feeling anymore now, I hope Mbak doesn't misinterpret.” said Linda, she looks very scared if I misunderstand.


Linda breathed a sigh of relief. “I used to see Mpa Ulfa approaching Gus Faiz a lot, but Mbak certainly knows how cold Gus Faiz is. Gus Faiz never responded, only when we both met and found Gus Faiz laughing with Mbak Ulfa, actually Mbak Ulfa was talking about the cuteness of Mbak when he was a child, so Gus Faiz laughed, actually Ulfa was talking about the cuteness of Mbak as a child, Gus Faiz is certainly very interested in the story of Mbak's life rather than hearing the words seek attention from other Ulfa Mbak.” Linda said.


I held my breath. It hurts so bad my heart heard Linda's story. If indeed Ulfa as Linda told me, I really feel that it has crossed the line.


“What are you telling me is true, Lin?” my many. My eyes immediately warmed up. I have no power to hold back my tears.


Who was not sick to find out the fact that Ulfa, who I thought loved me so much, and made me feel so guilty that I blamed her so much, it turns out.. I can't even afford to continue.


“I couldn't possibly lie to, Ma'am. Honestly, because I know that fact and I've said that Ulfa was a hypocrite when the beam happened. I don't feel close to him. I can't possibly tell you all this because I don't have any evidence. I certainly do not want to tell all this to Mbak because after all the relationship of the new Mbak Ulfa good and because Ulfa Mbak Mbak, I'm sure if I tell at that time, Mbak will not believe it.” says Linda.


I could no longer bear the tears, and the waters ran. Want to not suck for the sake of sobbing just slide from my lips.


Allah.. it hurts so much. – my inner.


“I really don't want to believe it, Lin. But. me, me..” I can't continue my words.


Linda approached me and hugged me. “I'm sorry, Ma'am. I don't intend to hurt you, Ma'am.” Said.


I can only nod. “I'm confused, Lin. Why could Sister Ulfa be so evil to me to this day?” my many.


“Ighfar, Ma'am, relax, Ma'am. I'm sure one day Ulfa will change.” Linda said.


Suddenly it came to my mind about Dimas. I want to know if Dimas is Linda's cousin or not.


“You know Dimas?” my many.


Linda let go of my embrace and nodded. He looked surprised to hear my question.


“Do you know Mas Dimas?” ask Linda.


“Is he your cousin?” ask Linda.


Linda nodded weakly, “However, I hope she is not my cousin or brother, Ma'am.” Linda continued.


“Lho, why?” my many.


“He's evil, Ma'am. Wait, how did you know about Mas Dimas? Ma'am certainly has never met him directly, right?” ask Linda.


“At yesterday I was on my honeymoon with Mas Faiz, we met.” I said.


“E.. Did something happen?” ask Linda.


I'm nodding. “How do you know?” my many.


“That's how he is, Ma'am. That's why I don't want to have a brother like him. Even though he was the same as us, graduates of pesantren, even good pesantren. But yes, like that human being, sometimes it is difficult to practice the practices he has obtained.” Linda said.


“Is he really dangerous?” my many.


I was thinking about the cooperation my husband signed at the restaurant that night. I certainly saw how my husband signed the letter of cooperation. My heart was agitated. I have to ask Mas Faiz about the continuation of the project.


“If I think he is far from danger, Ma'am. Her obsession often blinded her eyes, so my family always went after her, never wanting to find things with her.” Linda said.