Holy Prison

PS2 45 - Haidar, Ghifari, and Zahra

We finally got to where because my eyes were closed while walking. And this time, Mas Faiz did not want to open his hands.

“You close your eyes first yes.” said Mas Faiz.

Faizpun let go of his hand. Then I followed his instructions to keep my eyes closed.

“Well, now open your eyes.” said Mas Faiz.

I also opened my eyes. After I opened my eyes, I only saw Mas Faiz smiling in front of me. I smiled back. His hands are behind his body.

Then suddenly Mas Faiz gave me my red papadas. Not one rose, but many roses in the pocket of a bouquet of very beautiful flowers. I shut my mouth not believing what I saw.

“For you.” says Mas Faiz.

I took it too. Then he started hugging Mas Faiz. I kissed her cheek short.

“Still there again, An.” said Mas Faiz.

I let go of her embrace.

“This.” said Mas Faiz then gave me a blue velvet box.

Opened it too. It turned out to be a beautiful necklace.

“Mas..” said I was confused what to do.

“Let Mas use.” says Mas Faiz.

He told me to turn around. Then she started brushing my hair and then wearing that necklace.

“Beautiful once.” I said while holding an elegant love shaped pendant.

“More beautiful who wears it.” said Mas Faiz while chuckling.

“Mas, though you forbid me to say thank you, but let me say that today. Thank you.” I said hug her again.

Mas Faiz grabbed my hand, then let go of my embrace to her. I started to listen to what he said.

“Iya, An. I know I'm not a romantic guy because I don't understand how. But trust me, An. Anyway, I love you very much. You are the only woman who can make me feel so happy. Thank you for being willing to marry me and be a mother to my children.” said Mas Faiz, his eyes so softly staring at me.

I really can't speak anymore. I just nodded, saying what he said.

“Keep by my side.” said Mas Faiz.

“I will continue to be beside you, Mas.” I said.

“Oiya there is one more.” said Mas Faiz.

“What is it, Mas?” my many.

Mas Faiz got out of my sight.

Now in front of me I see a work desk plus my favorite blue laptop. There were flowers and on top of the laptop was an inscription: FOR MY DEAR WIFE.

"You can write your story there and I'll do my office work next door. So, we can continue together" said Mas Faiz.

“Masss, why can you really make me limp?” I said whining to Mas Faiz.

Mas Faiz just laughed.

I opened the laptop too. And how surprised I saw the wallpaper of the laptop was a picture of me smiling while looking down shyly. I hurriedly turned my head towards Mas Faiz.

“This photo, where did Mas get it?” my many.

Mas Faiz chuckled.

“Mas who photographed me?” my many.

Mas Faiz nodded.

“Mas turns paparazzi.” I said while laughing.

“Not paparazzi.” says Mas Faiz.

“Lho, then?” my many.

“Papa for our children.” said Mas Faiz while grinning wide.

“Mas..” whine.

My cheeks are now completely red hearing Mas Faiz's flutter. My heart is beating fast.

“You are so funny, An.” said.

***

“Mas, do you feel something is different with me?” my many.

Mas Faiz mangangguk's. “Yes, you so never groom,.”

“Do I look pawed?” my many.

“Ih, Mas nasty once. So, I'm not pretty anymore like that?” I said pissed. Why my mood is changing.

“No, An. You are always beautiful with or without make up. Mas seriously.” said Mas Faiz.

“Nahlah, Mas. I actually did notah why continue to feel lazy shower and lazy preening.” I said.

“Maybe it was our baby's. It's okay, An.” said Mas Faiz.

“I also feel my mood is easy to change, and later I feel more courageous.” I said.

Mas Faiz smiled. “Mas thought only Mas felt it.” then chuckled.

“What are you mad at me, Mas.” my question.

“No. Mas is not angry at all.” said Mas Faiz.

“You said I was kucal.” I said sulking.

“No, Honey, you're beautiful. Beautiful as an angel.” said Mas Faiz.

“Have you ever seen an angel?” my many.

Mas Faiz sounded like a thought for a moment, “Have.” said.

“Where?” my many.

“In this room.” said.

“What kind of him?” my many.

“Like you, already, we sleep yes.” he said while kissing the tip of my head.

***

The next day we went to the doctor. I was at USG for the first time. This test is done to find out the age of pregnancy accurately. In addition, this test also helps Mas Faiz and I can see the signs of fetal life through the heartbeat and movement of the baby.

The doctor said I was 6 weeks old. Me and Mas Faiz were so happy to hear all the explanations the doctor said. Even I saw Mas Faiz constantly staring at the unblinking monitor screen.

There I also told the doctor everything, said the doctor turned out to be a common symptom experienced by mothers who are pregnant. Since I was home I never felt sick. I just found out that not all mothers will feel nausea. From my consultation today, the doctor estimated that the baby in my womb was a boy, but he said for sure it can be seen in the USG later in week 32.

The doctor advised me to ultrasound at least twice more, at 18-24 weeks gestation and at 32-34 weeks gestation.

When we finished, we went home.

“Mas, I am so happy that my son is a boy.” I said with a smile of my own.

The shadow of having a son makes me very happy.

“Didn't you want a daughter?” ask Mas Faiz.

“You girls too but for the second child, but I prefer for the first boy because it will be able to take care of his sister.” I said.

“But remember, men or women later should not be disappointed ya.” said Mas Faiz.

“Iya, Mas. Whether female or male I will not be disappointed, I will love him. If it's a boy I want to have a kid like you, Mas.” I said.

“If it's a girl, I also really want her to be like you, An.” said Mas Faiz.

“No, Mas. Later he will be fierce and careless.” I said.

“So, you admit that you are fierce, An?” mas Faiz chuckled.

“Eh, am I fierce? No, I'm not fierce.” I said. Then turn my face away.

Mas Faiz immediately laughed.

“If our son is a boy I want to give him the name Haidar.” I said. “Whose woman yes, Mas?” my many.

“Zahra.” Mas Faiz fast.

“Why Zahra?” my many.

“Mas wants to take your name. Mas want her like a pretty flower, grow them great like her mother.” Mas Faiz said.

Smile too. “Then I would like to include the name Ghifari in the name of our son. Uh, did I just name Ghifari? Ghifari is also good, will be handsome like his father.” I said.

“So, Haidar or Gifari?” ask Mas Faiz.

“What if we have three children? Haidar, Ghifari, and Zahra?” my many.

Mas Faiz chuckled. “What if we have 10 children only?” tanyakanya.

“How about 14?” my many.

“How about 20?” ask Mas Faiz.

We laugh at ourselves. I always pray that my son will be healthy.