Holy Prison

PS 58 - Immediate Tranquility

"Come, Nin. Follow me!" Ilham.

I looked at Ilham. He took me where I was going.

Seeing me doubt, Inspiration approached me. "Not all this time, you want to come with me?" ask Ilham.

I do not understand the direction of his words but I justify the words of Ilham even though from where comes a doubt.

"Yes!" scream someone.

I'm turning. He was a boy of Ilham's age.

"You go alone, Ham. Anin is the same me." said the man.

Ilham nodded. I just kept quiet not knowing what to do. I looked at the smiling face of Inspiration.

"So he's fine, Is" said Ilham.

This guy nodded.

Inspiration left, why I did not intend to pursue him. This man's hand is still in my hand. Grasping me as if I can't go anywhere let alone follow Inspiration.

"Come, we go home, An" he said.

I comply. I started following this guy.

***

I heard the voice of someone teaching. I don't know what that guy's reading. However, it feels so soothing to the heart.

"Ma, Nindy's hand is moving!" the Voice of Ulfa.

I opened my eyes. The first thing I found was the ceiling of a clean white room.

"Thank God, Nindy. You're sober, son?" Mama approached me.

I tried to remove the oxygen device attached to me.

"Don't leave, son." said Mama again.

I comply. I let the device sit even if it's uncomfortable. My body feels weak. My hands are not powered.

Mama hugged me. Her tears are hard. He kissed my head.

"Aww!" ringisku's. Because Mama accidentally held the part of my head that hurt.

I could feel the bandage in my head. It seems like something has happened, but I can't remember anything.

"I'm sorry Mama, son. Mom was not intentional." said Mama.

I'm nodding. Understood. Maybe my mom hurt me intentionally.

I try to sit. Mama and Sister Ulfa helped me. I also spread my eyes. When I did not open my eyes I heard someone was teaching. I circled my eyes looking for someone to teach. But I didn't find anyone. There was only Mama and Sister Ulfa. I don't see any Quran in this room. How strange.

"It hurts, son?" ask Mama.

I nodded back.

"M-mom?" call me.

Mama approached. I took off my oxygen aid.

"Me, where are you?" my many.

Unexpectedly, Mama was crying. I wiped his tears.

"You're in the hospital, son" said Mama.

"What happened to me, Ma?" my many. "And where's Papa?" my many. I looked to the right and left looking for Papa.

Mom was crying again. I really don't understand why Mom keeps crying. I tried to calm him down by hugging him.

"Already, Mama. Don't cry, Nindy is awake" I said.

I wiped his tears back. I looked at Brother Ulfa, "What's going on, Brother?" ask me to Ulfa.

Beyond my expectations. Ulfapun brother cried and hugged me. I really don't understand. Was my condition so bad that I saw her so moving?

I have not yet had time for Ulfa and Mama to answer my question. The sound of the hospital room door opening. We stopped our cuddle event.

A doctor and nurse entered the room. The doctor started checking on me.

"What's your name?" ask the doctor I'm dating Papa.

"Nindy, Doctor." I said.

"They?" ask doctor.

The doctor smiled at me.

"Doctor, what happened to me, Doctor?" ask the doctor.

"You don't remember?" ask doctor.

I can only shake weakly. The doctor smiled again. "You were in an accident" said the doctor.

"Ah, I deserve all the pain" I said. "Why don't I remember anything, Doc?" my many.

"Your head had a bump, maybe some of your memories were lost from the impact" said the doctor.

I looked at the doctor with a worried face.

"Later slowly you can also remember back. So, don't worry. Usually this kind of amnesia is temporary" said the doctor again.

I nodded in understanding.

After she thanked the doctor, the doctor left. Now there are three of us again.

"Would you like a drink?" ask Ulfa.

I'm nodding. Ulfa's sister also got me a drink. I love loving him. He's so considerate of me.

The time continues to pass. Mama said that Papa was busy so couldn't see me. I understand that's how Papa is. Always busy. After all he is the backbone of our family so if he is busy because of his work I can understand it, although a little annoyance remains because I miss him so much. It feels so strange, I haven't seen Papa in years.

"Mama, I want to go home." I said again.

"But you just woke up this morning. So you can't go home yet. The same leg your hand is still hurting, right?" ask Mama.

I looked at my pierced feet. Looks like I broke a bone. I don't want to ask this to Mama anymore. I don't want to make Mama sad.

"Yes, Ma." I said.

I also according. I no longer ask to go home. Soon my food came.

My mom fed me. This hospital food really doesn't make me taste, but I don't want to see Mama sad, so I try to spend the mouthfuls from Mama's hands.

"Well, you're not eating?" my many.

"Mama, fast dear." said Mama.

"Fasting?" my many.

I really don't remember it being Ramadan. "Sorry Nindy, Mama. Nindy doesn't know." I said.

"No, honey. Oh yes, tomorrow it's Eid" said Mama.

"Mama didn't lie, did she?" my many.

He smiled and shook his head.

"New clothes, Nindy? Buy it?" my many.

Mom laughed to see me. However, despite laughing, Mama's eyes continued to glaze over. "No, Honey. Sorry Mama yes. We haven't had time to buy a shirt" said Mama.

"No, Ma. We order it online. Wait, where's Nindy, Ma?" ask Mama.

"Your father is gone, son" said Mama.

"It's just using a brother's phone" said Ulfa.

I squinted at Brother Ulfa. He's misbehaving. "Aren't you going to buy new clothes?" ask and then tease her.

Ulfa laughed and then nodded.

"Ma, can we buy some new clothes?" ask Mama.

Mama nodded immediately. "Buy everything you want. Mama bought it." said Mama.

"Yeah! Thank you, Mama." I said and kissed Mama's cheek.

This time my mom was crying again. However, as if not wanted to be seen by me, the young man wiped his own tears. I pretended I didn't see your tears.

Then I and Ulfa began surfing for some clothes for Lebaran. When you are done buying clothes that can be delivered quickly. I was confused about what to do.

"Sister Ulfa? I'm going for a walk." I said.

Sister Ulfa quickly looked for Mama and looked for a wheelchair. I also took the chair with the help of Mama and Sister Ulfa. Because my leg was broken so I couldn't walk.

Kamisun. I greet some of the small child patients in the hospital. I like to see kids. Why do. By looking at them I can learn a lot. Unfortunately, the average child in this hospital is not happy. His face was gloomy and often even seemed to endure the pain. Too bad.

"Kasian yes, Brother. A little girl knows the hospital." I said to Ulfa.

"Yes, brother, look at it" he said.