Holy Prison

PS 49 - Withstand Smile

I rushed to see Aaron. Go to the Narrow Gang. Lucky this place is so quiet. Even so, I have to be very extra careful with the managers that are wandering around everywhere. If I let my guard down a little, I'd be caught.

“Aaron.” I said cleanly. I tried to call Aaron. "Aaron.." call me again.

There's no answer.

"Aaron.." I said.

I chose the path of looking for Aaron. Now my situation is sad. My shoulder hurts so much. So did my palm, and my fingers, so sore.

This place is completely deserted. There's no Aaron or anyone. The growing pain made me fall on a rock beside an empty house. There are no lights here. There is only moonlight. I tried to hold the pain in my palm and also my shoulder.

"Gue's three hours late. No wonder you left, Ron." I said. Limply.

Dashed is my hope. If I could liken it. Now I feel like I have fallen down a ladder. I didn't want to be treated by my friends, nor did I meet Aaron. Poor nindy.

“Aw.. Pain!” ringisku's.

I looked to the right and to the left, there was no one so I was free to do anything. However, for fear of getting caught, I also chose to bite my face so that my mouth did not make any sound.

I want to go back to the room but my shoulder is not possible. The pain is very much felt now, besides both palms of my hands are still draining blood, so for the road is very painful. I tried it while looking for Aaron for a while.

“Better you return to room.” sound Gus Faiz.

I'm turning. And it's true. He was already beside me.

If the situation is different now, I would say ambiguous. But I just kept quiet. This time I'm grateful that Aaron isn't around, because if he were still here Gus Faiz would be suspicious, and I'm sure Gus Faiz wouldn't stay silent.

“Go there, take care of yayang lo, Si Linda.” I said. It feels upset too. If only he had arrived earlier, my shoulder would not have been the victim.

After all, the origin of this incident was all because of Gus Faiz. Had Gus Faiz not made Linda fall in love so deeply, this would never have happened.

“I assume you are jealous.” said Gus Faiz.

“What?!” yell me into my squeals because my shoulders have no power to be angry.

“This, use it yourself.” said Gus Faiz. thrusting red medicine at me.

Stupidhead! Gus Faiz - oon! Do not see what this bloody hand is still told to do it yourself, how to try? – my mind condemns it.

I was about to take the red medicine because the prestige was afraid of being weak. However, suddenly Gus Faiz pulled him back.

“Kanda.” said with his flat face. Totally flat. I turned my face away from holding back my smile.

I feel like I'm going crazy because of this cold guy. Just by hearing that crisp joke, my lips really wanted to smile. Even when I am angry, I want to smile. I hold this smile desperately.

I tried to neutralize myself. Just this time I saw someone joking around like that. Is everyone flat-looking that cranky joke so always captivating? No. gabe. I mean, ah I don't know.

“Do not hold if you want to smile.” said Gus Faiz again.

“Kepedean.” said I sneered briefly.

“I go first.” he said, then I leave. He went to bring the red medicine in his hand.

I thought he was taking the red medicine because he wanted to treat my wounds. It turns out he was just playing me. Really mean and annoying.

I put my head to my left hand. But I forgot that my left palm was also injured. This wound came from the action of hitting the second beam, which failed because there was Gus Faiz. I who could not bear with Gus Faiz's hand immediately took the block with both hands and threw it away with all my might. I really feel bad today.

I didn't feel that much pain. But now it feels so painful.

TUKS!

"ah! It hurts!" ringisku's.

Something landed right on my forehead. This time I really felt a deep misfortune. I'm looking for what hit my forehead. It was a lump of paper.

Waitaminute! Don't-don't... Aaron. -belink.

I hastily opened the blob and sure enough it contained a letter.

I can't samperin you. Because from earlier Gus Faiz ngikutin lo from behind. I'll wait at the end of the princess complex before 2pm tonight. Bring your things. I'll wait there. - Aaron.

This letter is really from Aaron. I also began to search for his presence. I looked to the right and to the left but found no one.

I hurriedly tore this paper. I don't want anyone reading it. Before 2 o'clock tonight, I'll really be gone.

My feelings this time were really mixed. Stay one step away I can leave this boarding school but the feeling of doubt is now approaching. Escaping from this pesantren is my main goal, but why when it comes time to leave, I actually feel very worried?

I can't be like this. I rubbed my face with both hands. "Aw!" ringisku's.

"Ah, shit, my face must be spouting the same blood." I said, frustrated. "Damn my life, ahelaaa!" yell again.

I began to think, why didn't Aaron take me away right away. Although I only have to wait a few more hours, the wait is still waiting. What a shitty job.

Suddenly, I felt someone standing in front of me. My heart almost fell out.

“EH?” i'm surprised too.

I looked up and found out who was in front of me. It was Gus Faiz.

“Ish, he said santri but every time I met I never wanted to say hello,” I said. "Gue was surprised to know!" my continue.

He just smiled. Suddenly my heart was racing to see his smile. I can't be crushed.

I observed what he was carrying. He brought a bucket of clean water. For what and where he got it. I don't want to ask anymore, what else guessed what he would do, I'm afraid of heartache like before.

“It's air.” said. As if to explain what I was thinking.

“Yes I know it's water, but why?” my many.

“Cleaning your wounds.” said.

He extended his hand. I just shut up. Because I was just silent he took the initiative to take my hand. “Sorry.” he continued. And the touch of his hand had a terrible effect. I felt my cheeks red.

My stomach is now like a butterfly, my heart is beating fast, and my smile can't stand it. Good thing Gus Faiz never looked at my face. So, I don't have to be ashamed to see him who found my cheeks red like tomatoes, even chili. It was clearly red.