Holy Prison

PS 55 - Hiding Place

By Allah, I am not lying. I really love you with all my heart. I don't want you to go far away from me. I beg you, An. Come back to me. You're the only girl I love besides Umi. I beg! Come back to me! I beg you! - the voice of Gus Faiz.

From the train to the destination. My head was filled with the voice of Gus Faiz. My little heart said that if Gus Faiz really loved me, this can be proven by the words 'For God' he said, my heart warmed when I thought this. But still I have to go. I was really too scared for all his words. I was too scared to expect him to love me. I'm really afraid her declaration of love is just an attempt to keep me from leaving. I even remembered our agreement which he did not keep.

Anyway if it's true he loves me. Let my departure be a witness that I love him so much. With me gone: he wouldn't dare to disappoint his parents, he wouldn't get a broken companion like me, he wouldn't suffer from being beside me, he wouldn't feel sorry for loving me, he will live fine, and happy with the perfect woman he loves.

"Here, I brought you a shirt" Aaron said.

I, who was sitting on the wall, looked at him. I picked up the plastic bag Aaron was offering. I told you Aaron was a good boy.

I opened the plastic bag that was shoved. There I found a set of gamis complete with underwear.

"Lo?" I said. My eyes are suspicious.

"Eh, I swear I was just wondering about the size" said Aaron, panicking.

Aaron's face is funny but I don't really want to laugh right now. But I have to try to see it as a joke. I laughed too.

"While I want to ask why you buy me a game" I said.

"Eh, I guess that's it. Haha. I didn't know what to buy, so I bought it." said Aaron.

"Aren't you ashamed to buy ginian?" I lift the plastic.

"He's ashamed, not ashamed" Aaron said.

I can only smile. If only the man in front of me was Gus Faiz. I must be very happy. Remembering the name Gus Faiz, I again wondered about his declaration of love.

I remembered how frustrated he looked when I saw him leave with Aaron. If he really loved me, Gus Faiz's heart would be broken.

However, let. Precisely if I really hurt her heart, she would definitely rethink to look for me. He seems to hate me now.

"Miss?" aaron's Voice. He waved his hand at me.

"Eh, why, Ron?" my many.

"What did my boyfriend think?" said.

I can only shake. Even though I don't love him, I have to respect Aaron. Aaron is the younger brother of Ilham. I have to be nice to him.

"Watch on!" said Aaron. His face looks so sad now why.

I also obeyed his orders. I promised to be obedient to whatever Aaron asked.

After taking a shower I tried to open the glove in my hand. I immediately remembered the face of Gus Faiz again. The smiling face of Gus Faiz was angry, crying, and frustrated. His face completely filled my brain until it felt like my head was about to break. I squeezed my hair hoping to remove Gus Faiz's face from my head.

"Nindy! What else are you doing!" shouted Aaron.

My tears are dripping. I can't trouble Aaron. I don't want him to know that I'm frustrated because my head keeps remembering Gus Faiz, Gus Faiz, and Gus Faiz .

I'm shaking.

"Lo why?" tanyakanya.

I shook my head again.

This time Aaron did not ask again. He helped me open the glove in my hand. Then clean and replace it by using the original bandage. Apparently besides he bought me clothes, he also bought bandages and red medicine.

I looked at his face. Aaron would be disappointed to know that I'm still thinking about Gus Faiz. Look, he seems sincere about helping me.

"Well, already. Eat first." said Aaron. This time he handed me a rice pack. "Gue doesn't know what your favorite food is. So I bought rice with fried chicken" said Aaron again.

I had to accept her kindness, even though my stomach was not hungry at all. Opened it too.

"Make lo?" my many.

"There, I'll eat magrib" Aaron said.

"Lo fasting?" my many.

He just shrugged his shoulders.

"Gue is not eating. Later go with you." I said.

"Eh, no! Lo is sick again. So, you have to eat" Aaron said.

I unwrapped the rice paddies, then started eating it with a spoon. It still feels but I can't be spoiled. Aaron brought you a drink.

Honestly, the better he's been with me. The more I feel guilty about him. Because I can't repay her feelings.

"Here I cut the chicken" said Aaron when he saw me having trouble cutting the chicken.

"Eh, no need, Ron." I said.

Aaron didn't listen to my words and he cut the fried chicken in small pieces. I looked at his face. Over time the face turned into Gus Faiz. I hurriedly shook my head.

"Why?" ask Aaron.

I just shook my head. "Thank you." I said.

"For?" tanyakanya.

"Everything." he answered.

He nodded, "Originally you're happy, Nin." said Aaron.

I'm nodding.

"Will Malem go with me?" ask Aaron.

"Where?" my many.

"Where is it? Garden lanterns, will you?" tanyakanya.

I'm nodding. "You." I said.

"Yaudah, now lo abisin used to be the rice" Aaron said.

I also finished my food. Aaron noticed. No, pay attention, more in the direction of watching.She helped me drink, to end my eating activities.

"Sorry Linda yes, Nin." said Aaron.

I'm nodding.

"She's just as bad as you" Aaron said.

"Yes, Ron. Ungodly. He was just jealous of me. I am also evil with him, if I knew if he was his brother Ilham, I would not be so." I said.

"He hit you with a block but you still say he's not evil?" ask Aaron.

I'm staring. I never told him about that. I started to think where he could tell if Linda hit me with a beam.

"Well, where did you know?" my many.

"Gue now knows why Bang Ilham can love the bar-bar chick like lo" said Aaron again. "It turns out that despite the bars, your heart is soft like an angel." he continued.

I ignored his compliments. "Lo Belom answer my question." I urged.

"Gue was there when you told me your friends not to spread my behavior" said Aaron.

I wait for him to continue.

"At that time, I could not immediately nyamperin lo because there was Gus Faiz. So, I'm waiting for you same Gus Faiz to go my new samperin Linda" he said.

"My friends know you nyamperin Linda?" my many.

"Look. I told them to go first. I told you I was Linda's brother. And they believe it." he said.

I remember Linda at the time I wanted to approach Aaron to the male compound, when I met Gus Faiz, lent Linda the devil for coming when I and Gus Faiz were alone, and he took me away.

I guess he did like spying on Gue Faiz. Turns out I was wrong. It seems like he's in the son's compound to see his brother.

"I cry because I feel guilty. He really regretted hitting you with that beam. He told me everything to me. So, I know whatever he's doing to Elo" Aaron said. "Gue on behalf of him apologise. I know that his behavior may be difficult you sorry, but I as a brother just want to apologize from him" said Aaron.

"Yes, Ron. I know he's a good boy. She must be proud to have a sister as good as you." I said.

Aaron just smiled in response.

"Lo's too good to be hurt, Nin" he said.